Chapter 26: Mother and Daughter Talk
"Xiao Jing!"
Xie Qiangrose screamed, her heart was full of disbelief, she didn't expect her daughter to talk to her like this.
"How can you talk to your mother like that!"
Shu Jinghao also regretted it a little after finishing speaking, she shouldn't have said it in that tone. Especially when she looked at the disappointment and sadness on Xie Qiangrose's face, she finally softened and sighed.
"Mom, I'm sorry, it's my bad tone, it's me who can't speak, and it's making you sad."
Speaking of this, she paused again, and before Xie Qiangrose could speak, she took the first step to speak.
"But I still have to say, Mom, I've grown up now, and I'm not the same comfortable and quiet I used to be. I don't want to live under your wing all the time, I want to be stronger, go farther, and stand taller. I hope I can one day be your strong support. What about the 18 families? This world is respected by the strong, and who is not like this throughout the ages?
If I am so powerful that I am awe-inspiring, and even soar to the upper realm, these so-called family children will be nothing more than ants in my eyes! Mom, you are too obsessed with the world, forgetting that we are immortal cultivators, we must fight with the sky, fight against fate, and ascend is our only path! ”
Xie Qiangrose listened to her words, and listened to the firmness in her bold words, she suddenly realized that her daughter was really no longer the same as before, and her current ideal was to soar.
"But, but, Xiao Jing, cultivation is very difficult, especially Ascension, how young is that? Thousands of years? Tens of thousands of years? Can you endure such loneliness? ”
"Mom, since people are alive, they should have the heart to fight hard, and they can't live a so-called peaceful life like this all the time. How can life be so smooth sailing, and the rainbow can only be seen after the wind and rain? Nowadays, everyone can cultivate, whether it is a technique or a physical practice, everyone is on the same line to a certain extent. But some people do what they can, some people give it their all, and the final result will be decided according to a person's dedication. And I don't want to live in vain, and then live my whole life.
Mom, I'm a Twin Spirit Root, and I have the best chance of ascending except for a single Spirit Root and a mutated Spirit Root, if I waste such a good talent, wouldn't I have failed God's love for me?! ”
Shu Jinghao tried her best to persuade her, trying to make Xie Qiangrose clear.
Xie Qiangrose is not a stubborn person, she is just used to it, used to the peaceful days now, even if she doesn't need to cultivate, she can live a full and beautiful life, so she didn't think about cultivating anymore, although she is also a double spirit root.
"But ......"
"Mom, don't you understand? If you want something, you have to fight for it yourself! Why do you have to be self-indulgent? Even if the road ahead is difficult, full of hardships and tribulations, that is not a reason for you to give up! Have you ever thought about Uncle Zhu? How much pressure he has been carrying alone and insisting on waiting for you for more than ten years, have you ever thought about it?! Why don't you think about his feelings? Why would you spoil his feelings? Why do you hurt him when you love him? If you just dare not embrace love for fear of being hurt, Mom, this is not reason, it is cowardice! ”
Shu Jing persuaded her bitterly, but she was also a little tired, she found that whether it was Xie Qiang Rose in the original world or Xie Qiang Rose in this world, there was a big problem to a certain extent. It is very unwise to pin your life and hope on someone else!
And here, she obviously loves each other, and the other party also loves her, but she would rather hurt the people who love herself and the people she loves, rather than take off that little bit of armor and let others protect her. Why can't they neutralize a little bit? One is too weak, the other is too strong, and it really doesn't matter which one is good.
"Mom, there is only one life, you can't do it all over again, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, and the only thing we can do is to do a good job today and now, and don't let yourself regret your yesterday tomorrow. Mom, you haven't regretted a day in all these years? ”
How can you not regret it?
Xie Qiang's heart was sour, and she clenched her hands tightly, with all her might.
For so many years, she has been alone with her children and supporting a family, and she has tasted too many hardships and hardships. She knew that Zhu Minghui was good to her, but she still didn't dare to accept it, in addition to part of the reason in her own heart, there was also her own daughter, she cared more about her daughter, worried that she would not accept a man other than her biological father as her father.
She gave birth to her without her permission in vain, and now she has not been able to give her ordinary children all the complete families, and let her live without a father at a young age, she is full of guilt for her, so she tried her best to fight for her, just hoping to make up for what she lacks in her heart in the future.
However, she found that she seemed to have done something wrong, that her child had her own ideas, and that what she wanted was not the same thing as what she gave. Now she doesn't know what to do, and she is worried that her daughter will feel that she has neglected her in the future. Child...... The child is far more important than anything else, even though that may be her happiness.
"Xiaojing, mom knows that you have grown up, but ...... In my mother's eyes and heart, you are the child who loves to be spoiled, and you are the child I love the most. So ......"
Xie Qiangrose said this, didn't know what to say, stopped, and looked at her like that.
Shu Jinghao suddenly realized the thoughts in her heart, and for a while, a little moved, and a little emotional, she stepped forward and stretched out her hand slightly to hug her.
"Mom, no matter what happens, I am your child and your Xiaojing. You want me to be good, but I'm the same, I want you to be happy. But there's some happiness, I ...... There is no way to give it to Mom, so ...... I want my mother to be able to get the happiness that belongs to you. In this way, I can also be happy. "Her mother, who was needed by her, raised her alone for so many years. Her mother has long regarded her as an indispensable existence in her life, not that she needs her mother's love, but that her mother needs her to be comfortable.
"No matter what happens, no matter where we are in the future, you are my beloved mother and my closest family. I will never leave you, you will always be my mother, my favorite mother. ”
"Little Quiet ......"
Xie Qiangrose was moved by her words, and she, who has always been strong, couldn't help but burst into tears.
It turned out that her daughter knew everything, and it turned out that she was also loved by her. Perhaps, she should really let go, her children, should be her pride, not her bondage and puppet.
"Mom knows, Mom won't restrict you from doing anything, but I hope that in the future, if you can't make up your mind, you can discuss it with Mom, and Mom also wants to be able to participate in every wonderful moment of your life."
"I promise you."
Shu Jing understands her thoughts, and she also knows the feeling of being needed by parents when their children grow up.
And Xie Qiangrose finally took a reassuring pill, hugged her gently, and felt the temperature from her daughter. She suddenly found that her daughter had grown so big that she could hold her. For a while, there were some mixed feelings.
"Xiaojing, mom wants me to ask you a question, I hope you can answer me honestly."
She pushed her away gently, staring at her face with serious eyes.