After eating, An Luan stood at the table, attracted by the folk tunes on TV.

"Go wash the dishes!" The little aunt yelled loudly at An Luan all of a sudden.

An Luan was frightened, and then her eyes burst into tears, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she was yelled at by her aunt like this, her thoughts suddenly became confused, and a voice said over and over again in her head: "My mother doesn't want me anymore!" My grandmother is sick too, and I don't have any pain. My mom doesn't want me anymore! My grandmother is sick too, and I don't have any pain. My mom doesn't want me anymore! My grandmother is sick too, and I don't have any pain. ......''

The voice was said over and over again in her mind, uncontrollably, and then An Luan turned around sadly and ran out.

An Luan ran to the river, she squatted on the dark river, looking at the lilac water illuminated by the moonlight.

She thought of "death".

"I don't want to live, I'm sick, no one cares about me anymore, what's the point of me living, I might as well die. No one hurts me, my mom doesn't hurt me, they're a family, I'm not their child...... My grandmother is sick, my mother doesn't want me anymore, I'm bored with life...... Just die! Master ......" An Luan's confused mind thought of her dear grandfather, and her heart hurt so much.

"Master, master, what are you doing? I'm sorry...... Woooooo You have to take care of yourself and take care of my...... Be ye all in peace. I'm gone, I'm gone, I don't have to trouble you. Woooooo ”

An Luan looked up sadly and looked at the starry sky little by little.

An Luan resolutely looked down at the river, ready to jump - with a "meow", An Luan looked up and saw a pair of glowing green eyes, looking at her.

An Luan kicked his leg in fright, only to hear the sound of "bang", which was the sound of dry dirt falling into the water.

An Luan was so frightened that he retreated.

Her brain was also in extreme panic, sobered up, she breathed a sigh of relief, felt very lucky, she instantly had a feeling of enlightenment, everything she could figure out: I can't die, I have to live, I have to repay my grandparents. I can't die, I can't die, how sad my grandpa and my grandmother will be if I die! From today on, I live not only for myself, but also to repay my kindness. What if my mother doesn't love me, I can still live well without her love. ”

An Luan walked slowly to her uncle's house, her legs seemed to have lost strength, and An Luan regretted that she ran out so impulsively. And her aunt didn't chase after her worriedly and looked for her.

An Luan saw her aunt coming out of the house, and she subconsciously hid behind a tree.

The aunt held the phone tightly in her hand, standing at the door and talking on the phone, she spoke very loudly, and she seemed to be so angry.

I only heard her say angrily on the phone: "I said you wash the dishes, I just said that, and I didn't say anything, she ran away ignorantly!" I'll talk about her later, and then she will run away, who will she find when she runs away? I don't dare to raise her anymore. ”

When An Luan heard Aunt Xiao say this, she froze, only looking at Aunt Xiao with her eyes open and stupid, and An Luan couldn't hear the words anymore, she was deaf.

"I said you wash the dishes, I just said that, and I didn't say anything, and she ran away without understanding!" An Luan's mind echoed with Aunt Xiao's words, she exhaled, feeling stuffy in her chest, Aunt Xiao said lightly, but every time she asked her to work, she opened her eyes wide and yelled at her loudly. Every time she yelled loudly, her eyes blurred with tears.

The sound of "bang" woke An Luan up.

An Luan looked up and saw that the aunt had already closed the door.

After a while, An Luan slowly walked to the door, and she felt uncomfortable touching the locked door.

An Luan lowered his head and didn't know what to think, he stood for a long time, and then An Luan looked inside through the crack in the door.

She wondered when her aunt would be able to dissipate her anger and open the door for her. She really annoyed her aunt this time, and An Luan really regretted it.

"Auntie, I was wrong." An Luan looked at the hall and muttered an apology to his aunt.

An Luan maintained a posture like this, leaning sideways against the door, his eyes looking through the crack in the door to the hall.

The door in the hall was suddenly opened, and An Luan flashed, thinking that the little aunt was going to come out to look for her.

An Luan heard another stab.

An Luan hurriedly looked through the crack in the door again, and the door of the hall was locked by the aunt.

An Luan was as stiff as a stone, and after standing for a long time, her whole body felt cold, and her legs were soft and sore because she had stood for too long.

An Luan squatted down: Do you call the door? Tell my aunt to open the door for me? An Luan asked himself.

She stood up again, leaned over the crack in the door, and looked in, and the lights in the hall were also extinguished, except for the light in the little aunt's room.

An Luan's throat was so panicked that she couldn't scream at all.

The body is getting stiffer and colder.

An Luan moved.

Her legs were numb, and she almost fell.

In front of my uncle's house, there were tall bricks piled up, as high as the wall. The tall bricks are still sunburned with green mung bean seedlings.

An Luan climbed up, knelt on the mung bean seedlings, and looked at the window of the little aunt.

Her heart is very worried, she doesn't know what awaits her, think about what the aunt said, she said that she didn't want to raise her anymore, An Luan was so scared, but regret was useless.

An Luan didn't know when she fell asleep on the mung bean seedlings, because it was summer, there were a lot of mosquitoes, and she still slept on the mung bean seedlings that attracted mosquitoes.