246 The dull pain in my heart
Su Siqi went out to the supermarket to buy groceries and wanted to cook a rich dinner for Shen Mengqing. From now on, her job is to serve her future husband well and strive to be a good Mrs. Shen.
remembered that Shen Mengqing always cooked for her in the past, and now it was her turn to cook. Ah Ye drove her to the supermarket, like a faithful English shepherd, following in unison, pushing the shopping cart.
Su Siqi just looked at the hand, put it in the car, and after picking out the things, she took out the bank card given by Shen Mengqing and swiped it lightly on the POS machine, signed it, and left with a small slip.
Coming out of the supermarket, while Ano put something in the trunk, she walked to the cake shop in front of her to buy cookies, she has been learning to bake recently, but the things she makes are always not as delicious as those bought outside, she wants to buy a little and compare them to see where the problem is.
The cake shop was next to a café, the stained-glass doors glittered in the sun, and she looked a few more times, but caught a glimpse of a Maybach parked in front of the café, standing out among the rows of cars. She recognized it at a glance that it was Shen Mengqing's car!
I just said that in the company, why did you come here in a while? Who did you make an appointment to meet here, and you can't tell her the truth? Su Siqi was curious for a moment, so she stretched her neck and looked into the coffee café.
At this look, she froze, wasn't the beautiful woman sitting opposite Shen Mengqing the one who intimidated her?
Su Siqi looked at them in a daze, only to realize that she had thought wrong before, she felt that the beautiful woman was familiar, not because she had seen it at the airport, but because Shen Mengqing was like her, especially those eyes, narrow double eyelids, thick eyelashes, and even lips, she instantly understood who that beautiful woman was?
No wonder Shen Mengqing said a long time ago that his mother was not an ordinary person, and she was more powerful than Shen Mingru when she played tricks.
No wonder when she mentioned that beautiful woman, Shen Mengqing only said that she didn't know. His own mother kidnapped and beat her, as a son, he can't call the police to arrest her, kill her relatives in righteousness, Lin Haonan abandoned her for his father, and it is understandable that Shen Mengqing chose to hide it, but Su Siqi felt a little uncomfortable.
Shen Mengqing is not Lin Haonan at the bottom! He should believe her, they have gone through so many ups and downs to come together, their love is indestructible, does he think she can't accept this fact?
He didn't understand why she could endure anything for him. Four years ago, his family did not accept her, and she was terrified and just wanted to escape; Four years later, his family still did not accept her, but she was determined not to be discouraged or compromised.
She said that even if Shen Mengqing proposed to break up with her personally, she didn't agree, she would pester him in this life, in the next life, and in the next life.
Ah Ye walked over and whispered, "Miss Su, go back." ”
Su Siqi glanced at the café again, and then left without saying a word.
She didn't say anything, she didn't ask anything, she was just a little more silent than usual, and the man could naturally see it, but he couldn't help but ask. After dinner, Su Siqi stood on the terrace on the second floor and watched the moon. The moonlight tonight is so good, bright and soft, everything seems to be shrouded in milk, and the stars are bright, one in the east and one in the west, like a handful of broken silver.
The spring cold is steep, and the wind blows on the body is still a little cold, Su Siqi hugged her arms and shivered by the oncoming wind. The man gently put on a shawl for her, the cashmere material, which has an excellent touch, was bought when they went to the mall, Su Siqi felt that it was not needed, and it was a waste to buy it, but Shen Mengqing felt that the shawl matched her very well, and insisted on buying it, and threw it in the cloakroom when she bought it, but she didn't expect it to come in handy at this time.
He leaned on the railing of the terrace, squinting at the European-style street lamp in the distance, "I said before, my mother is a very powerful character, so I don't want you to see her." Her strength lies in the fact that she never plays cards according to the routine, and when she shoots, she is simply neat, and she is unexpected, and she hits with one hit.
At that time, when you mentioned her, I knew it was her, but I didn't want to admit that I had such a mother. She was of true aristocratic origin, a descendant of a royal nobleman. I don't know if it's because of this bloodline, her character is stubborn and self-serving, what she wants to get, she must get, what she wants to do, she must do it, so she will try her best to conspire and trick, even if it hurts others, she will do it.
Although my mother is my father's original match, she is actually the real third party. My father and his current wife were childhood sweethearts, and they had no guesses, and they got married very early, but then my stepmother's family fell into the middle of the road, and she became an orphan and lived in a distant uncle's house, so my grandfather did not agree to this marriage. My mother took advantage of this situation, calculated my father, and used me as a bargaining chip to force my father to marry her.
Later, the misunderstanding between my father and stepmother was cleared up, and my father resolutely divorced my mother and gave her a large sum of money before finally getting rid of her.
When they divorced, I was still young, but I knew in my heart that my parents did not love each other, and it was better to separate quietly than to quarrel all day long. After they divorced, I followed my father, and because my mother didn't even look like she was fighting for custody, she simply dumped me to my father. She was young and beautiful at that time, and although she was divorced, a large number of men surrounded her, complimented her, and wanted to be her minister. She loves chasing men, so she doesn't want me to be a drag bottle.
For a long time, I hardly saw her, I was silent and did not like to talk, so my father called her and asked her to come and see me, she was in France at that time, she had just become the new love of a certain hereditary count, she felt that she had a good chance of becoming a countess, so she flatly refused his father's request. I was standing by the door and heard my father arguing with her on the phone. When he hung up, I walked in and told him never to call that woman, she was not my mother and had nothing to do with me.
Of course, my father enlightened me and comforted me, but at that time, that's what I thought in my heart.
Later, when I grew up and went abroad to study, she came to see me out of the blue, and she was no longer young at that time, with wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and her smile was full of vicissitudes. I didn't want to see her, but I don't know why, I went to the café with her, and she babbled to me about her situation over the years, about her hardships at that time, and said a lot of things, nothing more than that she gave up on me back then, and accused my father of how strong he was, how cold and unconscionable.
I didn't listen much to what she said, but my hostility towards her lessened considerably, probably because she wasn't doing well, her stockings were torn, and her perfume smelled cheap.
During that time, she lived near the school, often came to see me, and brought food, and every time she cried to me poorly, I ignored her, but when my father called, I told him about it, and he gave her a sum of money.
After getting that money, she disappeared. Later, she came to me every time she was poor, and I knew that she was acting, or she called her father, who didn't want her to harass me, and would give her money every time.
In fact, she has always had money, but she has invested all the money, and she has no cash to spend, so she came to attack my idea. I don't know why, I know that she is so despicable, but I still can't make up my mind to cut off the relationship with her, the blood relationship is really wonderful, just because there is the same blood in her body, no matter how bad she is, she still endures it again and again. ”
This is simply a legend, Su Siqi was stunned, she had never heard Shen Mengqing say so many things in one breath, and she was talking about his mother who he never wanted to mention.
Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, everyone has their own bitter history, no one jumps out of the stone, and parents can't choose, so when you meet this kind of superb parents, you must have enough psychological endurance, Su Siqi understands it very well.
She rested her head on the man's shoulder, "She's a mother, of course you have to bear it, I can understand it, and I can bear it, because compared to you, all this is nothing." ”
After Shen Mengqing finished saying those words, he was silent for a long time, his eyes kept staring at a certain place, and he couldn't see any emotion. But Su Siqi knew the hidden pain in his heart, and gently held his hand: "Don't worry about me, I will share everything with you, as you said, we will face it together in the future." ”
Shen Mengqing's fingers were a little cold, she held her back, and said after a while: "Siqi, I want to give you the best in everything, but I can't give you a good mother-in-law." ”
Su Siqi smiled: "Similarly, I can't give you a good mother-in-law, do you want to listen to my story?" ”
Shen Mengqing could see that she was smiling a little reluctantly, and said, "If you don't want to say it, I can not listen." ”
Su Siqi was silent for a while, "I've never mentioned it to others, but I want to tell you." My mom left when I was very young, and I still don't remember what she looked like. I was raised by my father. At first, I always thought that my mother was dead, but later in the occasional vague words of adults, I gradually learned that my mother was not dead, but that she couldn't stand the poverty and left me and my father behind. For more than 20 years, I have heard all the news, and I have never seen her in front of my father, but there is always that kind of time, when I think of her inadvertently, I don't know if she is doing well? I wonder if she's still in the world?
If she hadn't died, I would have hated her, hated very much, because she ruined my father, and my father was not happy in this life, although he always said that it was enough to have me, but I knew that he missed his mother in his heart, for so many years, he has been single and unmarried, half of the reason is for me, and half of the reason, I know it is because of her.
I don't recognize my mother, even if I meet them on the road. It's sad to think about it. At least you're better than me, your mother can see and touch it, although she's not perfect, although she has such and such troubles, but with this person, you know she's a mother, and that taste is different. ”
After knowing each other for so long, it was the first time that the two of them talked about their respective mothers. Perhaps only in front of the closest people can they have the courage to uncover their scars and show each other, even so, it is not painless, but it is precisely because of the same fate that they understand each other better and cherish each other more.
Shen Mengqing hugged her, kissed her lightly on the top of her hair, and said in a low voice, "Siqi, our children must be happier than we are." ”
"Of course," Su Siqi smiled, "because their parents love each other very much, and they will never be separated for the rest of their lives." ”