Chapter 221: But what I wanted, I never got it
At that time, she had nothing, trying hard to love someone and give him the best.
Lin Qinghuan didn't expect this design to win an award, and even, she never thought of taking out this design.
But it's useless to talk about it now.
Shen Fengyan saw that she didn't speak, so he said directly: "If I'm not mistaken, this work is called ......'pull'?" ”
Lin Qinghuan breathed a sigh of relief and did not deny it: "En." ”
"Do you know what awards you've won?" Shen Fengyan looked at her with a clear gaze.
Lin Qinghuan shook his head.
Shen Fengyan couldn't help but laugh.
Lin Qinghuan's eyes raised slightly, although he felt a little uncomfortable, he didn't say anything.
How could she not know, Shen Fengyan's hidden ridicule.
"Knowing that you have a happy family and a happy life now, and what you have been striving for before, I immediately understand that you have been carried away by a happy life and left behind......"
"I didn't!"
Shen Fengyan said casually, his tone was a little sarcastic, but before he could finish speaking, Lin Qinghuan interrupted directly.
"You don't?" Shen Fengyan's slightly constricted eyes spread a little indifference, and when he looked at her, his eyes were full of scrutiny, his eyes wandered on Lin Qinghuan's face, and he smiled lightly for a while: "Since there is none, why haven't there been new works for so long?" ”
"I ......" Lin Qinghuan wanted to defend, but in the end, he found that he had no way to defend.
Shen Fengyan's eyes narrowed slightly, and after a long time, he realized that his words were serious, so he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and his tone softened a little: "I know, sometimes you have to make a living, but now you don't have to worry about those things, don't waste your talent." ”
All of Lin Qinghuan's original designs stayed when he left five years ago, and in the five years since he left, she has no works that completely belong to her.
In Shen Fengyan's view, this is a waste.
But if you think about it carefully, it's not to blame Lin Qinghuan.
Her life, her life, changed dramatically at that time, and then she suffered from depression and had to live in a complex environment like the Lin family......
Thinking about it, Shen Fengyan didn't even dare to look at her.
He always blames Lin Qinghuan for being ruthless, but think about it carefully, if he hadn't left at that time and chose to face it with her, maybe everything would not have happened now.
The corners of Lin Qinghuan's mouth twitched, his eyes narrowed, he breathed a deep sigh of relief, and then said slowly: "I don't have ......"
She didn't even know what she was denying, but after speaking, she smiled with great relief, and pondered for a moment before saying, "So what award did ...... 'lead' win?" ”
"Gold Award in the ITS Accessories category, the most popular accessories category." Shen Fengyan's tone was quite calm.
Lin Qinghuan was a little surprised: "Did you help me submit it for review?" ”
Shen Fengyan: "It's Johns's fashion designer, recently the design industry has popular domestic traditional elements, she chose 'pull' when choosing accessories, Johns proposed to submit your work to the competition, I didn't expect to really win the award." ”
Although he said so, for Lin Qinghuan, Shen Fengyan has never been disappointed.
After listening to him, the corners of Lin Qinghuan's mouth raised, and his tone was a little more sincere than that of Fang Cai: "Thank you." ”
Shen Fengyan didn't say anything, just pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.
Helpless and pathetic.
*
In the evening, Su Lu gave Lin Qinghuan a celebration banquet, and after eating and drinking, a group of people went to the club to sing.
Su Lu was almost drunk when she was eating, she was shaking when she walked, she stopped Lin Qinghuan's neck and kissed and hugged her, and finally grabbed the microphone and said: "Our little Huanhuan is finally here, as a mother, I am really very happy!" ”
Seeing Su Lu holding the microphone and standing in the room and going crazy, Lin Qinghuan wanted to die!
"So, next, I'm going to sing a song with our little Huanhuan, happy breakup!"
Lin Qinghuan: "......"
Your uncle's!
Shen Fengyan leaned against the corridor outside the room and smoked, he could vaguely hear the sound inside, and when he heard Su Lu call Lin Qinghuan's name, he subconsciously turned his head to look over.
Although Lin Qinghuan smiled, she looked helpless, plus today she is the protagonist herself, and being so troubled by Su Lu naturally makes someone coax.
Seeing that she reluctantly got up and walked to Su Lu's side amid the coaxing of everyone, Su Lu handed over the microphone, and was hugged by Su Lu while singing the song Happy Breakup.
The corners of Shen Fengyan's mouth raised involuntarily, and then he retracted his gaze, his eyes smiled slightly, and he was still leaning against the wall as he was just now.
His slender fingers casually clutched the cigarette, and the smoke from his fingers continued to climb and eventually dissipate.
Like, not so long ago, it was like that.
Their first kiss, Lin Qinghuan nodded and kissed him on tiptoe amid Zhao Rui's coaxing, her trembling eyelashes, carefully kissed the corners of his mouth, and finally he hugged her tightly and responded to her with a deep kiss......
It seems to be the same.
It is not a hope in itself, but only a response to those who are looking forward to it.
Scold!
Response?
Shen Fengyan took a deep breath and tried to suppress the resentment that was constantly growing in his heart.
It turned out that to this day, he still hadn't seen her clearly.
Shen Fengyan pressed the cigarette in his hand on the trash can at the door, turned around and was about to open the door and go in, but the mobile phone in his pocket rang at this time, but this ringtone was not the one he was familiar with.
took out the phone from his pocket and looked at it, and in appearance, it was indeed exactly the same as his own, but the word Archer jumping on the phone screen was not what he would call Rong Che.
Holding the mobile phone for a while, he looked up at Lin Qinghuan who was singing with Su Lu in the room.
Lin Qinghuan and Shen Fengyan's mobile phones are the same brand, and the color is also the same, it is estimated that they were mixed up when they were eating just now, because except for taking out their mobile phones and putting them in their hands for a while while while while eating, they kept them in their pockets for the rest of the time.
Rong Che was still in the office of the military region at this time, leaning lazily on the chair, his skeletal fingers holding the mobile phone to his ear.
The phone was on, but no one answered until it hung up.
The cold orange light was cast on his cold face, and his eyes were slightly constricted, but he couldn't see any emotion.
He dug out the call log and called again, but still no one answered.
And at this time, Hu Tianxiao pushed the door in from the outside: "What are you doing?" It's time, don't hurry up. ”
"Yes." Rong Che replied lightly, but his eyes were always on his phone.
Hu Tianxiao saw that he kept calling, walked up to him, leaned over to take a look, and quickly looked disappointed: "I thought you called your wife!" ”
Rong Che didn't speak, and as soon as he was connected, he said directly: "Is Huanhuan already asleep?" ”
"My wife hasn't come back yet." Mother Liu said truthfully.
"Okay, I got it." After Rong Che finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.
Hu Tianxiao just saw the string of numbers displayed on the screen of Rong Che's mobile phone, and coincidentally, Hu Tianxiao was one of the few people who knew the landline of Rong Che's villa, so he naturally knew that Rong Che was not calling Lin Qinghuan.
However, he also rarely saw Rong Che like this, and his tone was full of ridicule: "Oh, as for it? You think she's still the same little girl ten years ago, it's only ten o'clock, maybe she's going out with her friends. ”
Rong Che didn't speak.
It's not surprising to hang out with friends, but why don't you answer the phone?
Hu Tianxiao saw that Rong Che ignored him, and he was also bored with himself, so he simply stood by honestly and watched Rong Che toss around.
Rong Che called Xiao Su's phone, and without waiting for Xiao Su to say anything, he said directly: "Check Lin Qinghuan's current location, hurry up, find out on my mobile phone." As soon as he finished speaking, he got up and came out from behind his desk.
Hu Tianxiao thought that she was finally done: "What can be the matter, as for being so nervous?" As he spoke, he got up and said, "Let's hurry over, otherwise my son will be mad again in a while." ”
However, Rong Che said directly: "Go by yourself." ”
Hu Tianxiao was stunned when he heard what he said, and when he reacted, Rong Che had already walked far away, and Hu Tianxiao immediately chased him out: "Lie down to you, aren't you?" Are you healed, and it's starting again? ”
However, Rong Che had already walked to the parking place, and no matter what Hu Tianxiao said, he opened the car door and was about to get into the car, but Hu Tianxiao took the first step to close: "Rong Che, do you know what your current situation is?" At this time, you still put the love of children first, are you crazy? ”
Rong Che was not angry, breathed a sigh of relief, and then leaned on the body of the car and felt out the cigarette and lighter to light it, slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, and then said slowly: "You also told me this before, I listened to you that time, and conformed to the so-called situation and circumstances, what happened later?" ”
Hu Tianxiao was speechless, looked at Rong Che, and gritted his teeth for a long time before he gritted his teeth and said: "Do you think of yourself too perfectly, people always have trade-offs, it is impossible to have the best of both worlds, and you have no exceptions!" ”
Rong Che chuckled: "Indeed, as long as people are always faced with a choice, but I have never wanted to have the best of both worlds, but, whether it was before or now, what I want to choose is always Lin Qinghuan, that is, what you call the love of children." ”
Hu Tianxiao felt that Rong Che was unreasonable.
Rong Che finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, and put it in his trouser pocket to indicate that a text message had come in, he took it out and looked at it, but when he saw the information on the message clearly, his eyes couldn't help but tighten.
"Since you chose to be a child and daughter, why did you agree to come back to the military region to serve?"
Rong Che's sexy Adam's apple rolled, and he didn't speak for a long time.
Hu Tianxiao thought that he had nothing to say, and his slightly raised eyes carried a bit of aggressiveness: "What Lin Qinghuan suffered in the past has nothing to do with you, everything you wanted to give her has been given to her now, you don't need to feel guilty about anything, right?" ”
The corners of Rong Che's mouth raised, and he chuckled casually, then turned around and opened the car door, he didn't go up, stood outside the car door and was silent for a while, and then said: "But what I wanted, I never got it." ”