Chapter 33: Auntie's helplessness
Mom will come and pick me up after a while, right? At this moment, An Luan's heart swelled with strong reluctance, An Luan didn't want to go back to that cold place, An Luan couldn't stand it, An Luan wanted to stay here like a sunflower with a strong desire for sunshine, this desire made An Luan's heart surge, his head was extremely hot, and An Luan had an obsession: I want to stay here!
It was my sister Xuanxuan who came to pick up An Luan alone. As soon as she entered the door, An Luan was greeted with fear and rejection of her.
"Luanluan, our mother is back, she asked me to take you home, she misses you and hopes that our family will spend the New Year together."
"I'm not going back."
"Don't you want our mom to come back? Don't want to see her? “
An Luan was silent in his heart and said he didn't want to.
"Let's go back."
An Luan stood still.
Sister took An Luan's hand and walked out, An Luan stood still, she pulled An Luan away, An Luan began to struggle back as hard as she could, when my sister pulled An Luan to the door frame, An Luan's hand reached out to the door frame and clasped it tightly, refusing to let go.
"Let go! Come home with me, our mom misses you. My sister's voice was filled with annoyed crying.
"Woooooooooooo I don't let go, I don't want to go back. ”
"Hurry up and let go of me, or I'll be rude to you." I told our mom when I went back, and if you go back, you won't come back. ”
"Woooooooooo I'm not going back, I'm not going back. ”
The sister pulled An Luan from the back room to the door of the living room, An Luan reached out again and grabbed the door frame, holding on to it, the sister tried her best to pull An Luan, and An Luan's hand was forced to separate from the door frame.
An Luan was pulled by his sister and fell to the ground.
An Luan lay helplessly on the ground, hoping that her aunt would come back to stop her sister from taking her away.
Sister Nan Nan has been watching from the side, watching how her sister desperately pulled An Luan away, watching how An Luan is struggling, but she can't help An Luan, let her sister pull An Luan away rudely. Maybe, their family wants An Luan to go, and when An Luan leaves, there will be one less person to share food with them, and when An Luan leaves, the aunt doesn't have to get up so early and get up at night.
An Luan didn't think about it, An Luan didn't want to think that they were willing to let her go.
An Luan stubbornly wants to grasp this maternal love, this warmth, An Luan is too greedy for this maternal love, and he doesn't want to let go of it anymore.
"Woooooooooo......oo I don't go, I don't go. ”
There were more and more onlookers, they pointed and pointed and exchanged heads, "Why do you treat your sister like this, don't you hurt her if you drag her to the ground?" Gao Xue's mother felt sorry for An Luan and spoke to An Luan.
"I don't pull her away, she doesn't go."
"Wouldn't it be better to go back to your home and be with your parents than here? Get up and go with your sister, your sister will pull you and hurt you. ”
"Stretch out your hand and let me wipe it, your hands are bleeding. Mom, do you still have any paper? Her hands were bleeding profusely. ”
"I didn't put it in my pocket."
"I have." As he spoke, another partner walked over and handed Gao Xue a ball of paper.
An Luan looked at the classmates who gathered around to see her so embarrassed, An Luan was the most face-loving person with strong self-esteem, and their onlookers made An Luan feel embarrassed, but An Luan still didn't get up from the ground and stopped struggling to walk with her. An Luan doesn't care about it, no matter what she does, she can't stop her reluctance to this family, and even more so to her aunt.
My sister doesn't pull An Luan anymore, her eyes are shining - my sister doesn't pull An Luan, it's not because she can't bear An Luan, but because she can't stand everyone's accusations.
"Just let her stay a few more days, and we'll send her back in a few days."
Sister Nan Nan finally spoke for me.
An Luan has spent the past few days in anxiety, and An Luan is worried about what Sister Nan Nan said, stay for a few more days, and pass quietly like this.
However, what An Luan didn't expect was that her mother left her to work, and she didn't take her away, she took her sister and went to the city to work with her.
When the aunt learned that her mother had left like this, she left without taking An Luan with her, she looked very surprised, and at the same time became silent in the face of An Luan.
But An Luan was secretly happy, and at the same time disappointed by the loss of her aunt.
The uncle-in-law always said in front of others that An Luan's mother only gave them 4,000 yuan in child support. Then others went on to say that An Luan's mother was wrong.
The aunt blamed her uncle-in-law for talking too much.
An Luan pretended not to care.
When the aunt learned that her mother had left, she asked her grandfather what to do. An Luan immediately avoided hearing her ask like this, and An Luan felt sorry for her grandfather, because it was her aunt who spoke to her grandfather like this.
The aunt's dissatisfaction made An Luan have to admit that her existence had caused her trouble.
An Luan knew that her aunt didn't like her and didn't want to raise her, but it wasn't her home alone. Her helplessness can be understood.
An Luan thought that his life could finally be more stable, but life was always unexpected.
It's almost the New Year, and my aunt's son and daughter-in-law are back for the New Year.
My sister-in-law looks like the kind of fierce and difficult to mess with.
She looked at An Luan's face without softening, "Why is she still here?" How much alimony did her mom give us?"
"Four thousand." The aunt answered honestly.
"Four thousand?" The sister-in-law seemed to think it was funny, tilted her head and laughed a few times. Then he turned around and walked away with a cold face.
An Luan looked at her back that was dissatisfied with her, and her mind was confused.
An Luan has been thinking about how to please her for the past few days, don't let her face her unhappy face, if she is very unhappy with her existence, then it is possible that her uncle-in-law will decide not to let herself live in his house anymore, after all, who in their family will offend her daughter-in-law for a little her?
Seeing her sister-in-law cutting her nails while holding the child, An Luan hurriedly walked up to her and was in a hurry to behave, "Sister-in-law, child, I'll hold it for you first, right?" ''
"No, I don't. Go aside!''
The sister-in-law handed An Luan a big white eye of disgust.
An Luan has been carefully observing his sister-in-law's movements. Every time she walked into her aunt's house, An Luan became frightened, looking at her aunt's house, her thoughts were chaotic and worried, what would her sister-in-law tell her aunt in her aunt's house? Do you say things like you hate yourself? An Luan nervously recalled whether he had done anything to make his sister-in-law block her heart these days. In my memory, I didn't seem to have done anything unpleasant, if I had to say anything, it was possible that I was too cautious in front of her, too eager to please. Let her look annoying and look down on herself.
The sister-in-law came out of the house and saw An Luan looking at her in a daze. She rolled her eyes at An Luan, snorted and turned to leave. It seems that An Luan is a disgusting girl.
The aunt also came out of the house, looking at An Luan's eyes sad and helpless.
An Luan met her eyes and became at a loss.
An Luan was very afraid of what her aunt would say that would make her desperate.
When he was sleeping, An Luan couldn't sleep with his eyes open, and his ears were filled with the sound of his aunt's breathing. Her breathing was uneven, a little heavy, as if she was being pressed by something.
An Luan's breathing was gentle and quiet, and subconsciously An Luan was afraid that his breathing would alarm his aunt, and An Luan wanted to make her aunt think that she was asleep, so that her aunt would not say the last thing she wanted to face.
Yes, there is a sense of foreboding tonight!!!
"Aunt Luan can't support you anymore, and you know that your sister-in-law is not happy that you live here. Auntie can't help it...! You kid is sensible and obedient, and you know that you know how to work for people without being told. My aunt likes you, and my aunt wants to keep you, but this is not my home alone, and I am not very rich. Which one do you like? You say, I'll send it to you tomorrow...... Are you listening? Mountains. ”
An Luan closed the tears and flowed down very violently, although it was silent, but when the tears flowed, why did An Luan hear the sound of ticking, it was accompanied by the rhythm of heartache.
An Luan's tears finally fell, and An Luan couldn't bear it ridiculously a second ago, An Luan was afraid that her tears would alarm her aunt, so that her aunt thought she was still awake and then took the opportunity to say the things she didn't want to face the most. However, the aunt still said it.
An Luan has been crying all night, in real life, in dreams.
"Luan Luan, you came to live at your fourth aunt's house, will you miss me?"
The aunt rode a manganese steel car, and An Luan sat in the back seat, wrapping her hands around her soft waist with a swimming ring. The wind slowly blew across the aunt's face and An Luan's face.
I don't know how many times such a picture has been repeated. Because An Luan is always sick, as soon as she is sick, she will tell her aunt, and her aunt will ride a manganese steel car to take her to the doctor with a worried face, and An Luan sits in the back and tightly wraps her soft swimming ring. At that time, although the body was uncomfortable, the heart was warm.
And now An Luan's heart seems to have been dug a hole, and someone is slowly pouring cold wind. An Luan would rather be the sick self, the sick self is cold but the heart is warm, the sick self can't feel the cold of the outside world, only feels the warmth of the aunt with his heart, and now An Luan only feels cold, cold from the outside to the inside.
"The mountains are left here to take care of you, okay? I was going to raise her until next semester, but I didn't marry a good daughter-in-law, and she didn't want to. ''
"So, you're going to throw her to me?"
When An Luan heard the fourth aunt's tone, it was as if a stream of water was pouring down on her head, and her whole body was cold and she shivered. Shame, pain, and all came at her at the same time. An Luan stood on the side at a loss, watching them you push me and let me, listening to them you push me let go. It's not things that are being pushed around, but An Luan, a living flesh and blood person.
"Isn't there no way for me to send such an obedient and sensible mountain to you."
"I think you have a way to do it, otherwise you wouldn't have agreed to raise her from the beginning, if you don't bravely propose to raise her, maybe her mother has no choice, just take her to the city to raise her, maybe she is now in her mother's honey." ”
"Aunt Luan, listening to you say this, I felt that Luanluan's mother had difficulties to help her, and now it seems that I help her raise a child is a kind of thing, right?" '
"You said it yourself. Anyway, I just want to express that you do it yourself, and you bear it yourself. Why are you bringing the trouble to me today? Is it called by Luan Luan's mother? Other relatives didn't think of this kind of thing, why did they think of me? May I ask if I am the best to negotiate or am I the richest? ''
"Why do you speak so badly?
An Luan couldn't listen anymore, "Auntie, I'll go out to the toilet first." ''
"Hey! The toilet in our house is on the left side of the yard, and there is a cubicle there, which is our toilet. ''
An Luan ignored her and just walked out on her own. Walking out of the door, An Luan immediately squatted on the side of the door and cried. Leaving his grandparents and leaving their arms, An Luan has since become an undesirable child, as if An Luan is disgusted by others.