Chapter 313: If you are really willing, I will personally bring you a knife
Shen Fengyan couldn't even remember when he became so cowardly.
People who suffer from gains and losses are always extremely insecure.
Therefore, every time, Lin Qinghuan avoids him a little, whether it is a hug or a kiss.
At that time, he didn't have the idea of asking for her, after all, most of them were adults, and those things were natural for them.
However, Lin Qinghuan was hiding.
She didn't say she didn't want or said she was willing, but when she saw her dodgy eyes, his heart tingled inexplicably.
He thought she was scared.
So he promised to give her a future, in order to make her believe in him, and after that she rarely even hugged her and kissed her.
But even with such careful restraint, he still felt that she was far away from her.
She was busy working every day, but she was painting people on the street, and he was watching from the side.
Come to think of it, it's from that time.
When your woman doesn't need you, probably, you really shouldn't exist.
Where did he hear that at that time?
So, he was scared.
was afraid that Lin Qinghuan really didn't need him and didn't want him to be by her side, so he gradually avoided it, not wanting his chessboard to fall short, so he hid and turned a blind eye.
This is him, cowardly, selfish, paranoid......
Now, she made it clear, apologized, and didn't even expect him to forgive her, but he still didn't want to let her go.
Shen Fengyan took a deep breath, and then started the car and left.
He could have taken another exit to leave, but he walked in front of her and drove over arrogantly, if Xiao Su hadn't pulled her away in time, he didn't know if he would have crashed into her directly.
He also has the inferior nature of men and women, and it is deeply rooted.
Lin Qinghuan didn't stand firm, and was pulled by Xiao Su and barely dodged, frightened, as if he had closed the ghost door.
Xiao Su: "Are you alright?" ”
Lin Qinghuan shook his head and didn't say anything.
Xiao Su let go, his eyebrows twisted slightly: "Do you want me to tell Mr. in a while?" ”
This matter, even if Shen Fengyan has no intentions, it is already very serious, but it is about Shen Fengyan, Xiao Su can say it or not.
Lin Qinghuan tugged at the corners of his mouth, raised his eyebrows and said, "Say it." ”
Xiao Su's eyebrows jumped.
The corners of Lin Qinghuan's mouth lifted lightly: "But I'll say it myself." ”
Xiao Su's eyebrows twisted slightly, and it took a while to loosen up.
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Rong Che also came back after a while, and Xiao Su left.
Lin Qinghuan walked to the co-pilot's seat and sat down.
Rong Che watched her from the side.
Seeing that he hadn't driven yet, he frowned and said, "What's wrong?" ”
Rong Che's gaze fell on her chest.
Lin Qinghuan followed his line of sight, then reached out to cover his chest and glanced at him: "What are you looking at!" ”
The corners of Rong Che's mouth raised casually, and then he unbuckled his seat belt and leaned over, buttoning the co-pilot's seat belt to her.
Lin Qinghuan: "......"
Rong Che smiled idly: "What do you think about day by day, will you only have those tofu scum in your head?" ”
"You're a scumbag!"
"Am I scum?" Rong Che sneered: "It's not me who has abandoned the chaos at the beginning, and it's not me who obviously doesn't love others but wants to provoke others, speaking of which, your heart is really ruthless, why am I so unlucky to follow the wind inkstone, and I have been planted on you?" ”
"Rong Che!"
The corners of Rong Che's mouth raised slightly: "Do you do it, are you not allowed to say it?" ”
Lin Qinghuan gritted his teeth and endured.
Rong Che buckled the seat belt, and then reached out to help her reposition, and his hand inevitably fell around her chest.
Lin Qinghuan: "......"
Rong Che: "......" looked down, his eyebrows narrowed slightly: "How do you feel ...... than before?"
"Rong Che! You're not done! ”
Rong Che: "Seriously, really! ”
"Really, really!" Lin Qinghuan stretched out his hand to push him away, and adjusted the position of the seat belt himself.
Rong Che still looked at her with a smile.
Lin Qinghuan was furious: "Look at it again, gouge out your eyeballs!" ”
Rong Che didn't mind: "If you are really willing, I will personally get you a knife." ”
Lin Qinghuan: "......" glanced at him speechlessly.
Rong Che just smiled and didn't say anything.
started the car and left the parking lot and went to the villa where Mu Yun and Siyuan are now living.
Rong Siyuan didn't go to class today, so he played with Mu Yun at home.
Because of his body, Rong Siyuan can't run too fast or laugh loudly, mostly some gentle, not lively runs, but it's also good.
Mu Yun sat in the courtyard while drinking black tea while looking at Siyuan, and saw Rong Che following Lin Qinghuan holding hands from a distance, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became a little more.
At this age, there are really few things she can do, but fortunately, her children are very good and happy.
"Mom."
"Mom."
Rong Che and Lin Qinghuan shouted one after another.
Mu Yun nodded in response, and then said, "I just came here at this time, are you here for dinner?" ”
He asked......
It's really straightforward.
can think of the good pixel between Mu Yun and Rong Che is like this, faint, as if there is no bond.
Probably, in a family like theirs, the handling of emotions has always been like this.
Rong Che said: "Well, by the way, let Sister-in-law Zhao help clean up a room, Huanhuan is going to participate in the event tomorrow morning, and now she is near here, if you go back, you will delay too much time on the road, I am afraid that she will not rest well." ”
Mu Yun turned his head to Sister-in-law Zhao and said, "Go and ask Sister-in-law Chen to add two dishes, and then go up and clean up the room." ”
"Just add two?" Rong Che replied with a chuckle.
Mu Yun glanced at him: "Then how much do you want to eat?" ”
Rong Che smiled: "Stingy." ”
Mu Yun: "I've just come here now, Sister-in-law Chen is already preparing dinner, who knew you were coming?" ”
Lin Qinghuan tugged at the corners of his mouth: "I'm sorry, mom......"
Mu Yun was stunned, and then said: "Tell Sister-in-law Chen to do more." As he spoke, he glanced at Lin Qinghuan, and couldn't tell what emotion it was: "When I first saw you, I thought that you were thin, thinking that it might be that you were suffering in the Lin family, but why didn't you gain weight with Archer." ”
Lin Qinghuan: "I don't know. ”
"Eat more in that moment."
Lin Qinghuan smiled softly and nodded in agreement.
Mu Yun is always lukewarm like this, Lin Qinghuan feels pressured every time she sees her, but she can't help but come.
Rong Siyuan hadn't seen Lin Qinghuan for a long time, he had been pestering her for everything, and he had to sit with her when he was eating, and he was even very squeamish and asked Lin Qinghuan to feed him before he was willing to eat.
Rong Che was very unhappy: "Mom, are you usually so used to thinking about the source?" ”
Mu Yun: "No, maybe it's because I'm not used to him that he needs to be used to it so much, right?" ”
This means something, after all, Rong Che is not used to Rong Siyuan.
Therefore, when Rong Siyuan saw Lin Qinghuan, he became more and more aggressive.
Although it was his own son, Rong Che was still very unhappy, and when he saw that Rong Siyuan wanted Lin Qinghuan to feed him, he immediately said in a cold voice: "Eat it yourself!" ”
Rong Siyuan glanced at Rong Che pitifully.
Lin Qinghuan was also willing to spoil Siyuan, and Mu Yun said: "What's wrong with being a child like this, your mother also wanted to spoil you so much when you were young." ”
Rong Che: "......"
Mu Yun smiled: "So, you don't have a childhood, you can't call Siyuan the same as you, right?" ”
At that time, Mu Yun's relationship with Rong Che's father was not very good, and the old man of the Rong family had always cultivated Rong Che as the heir of the Rong family, so Rong Che was kept by the old man when he was very young.
She also wants to give Rong Che a sound childhood, but with such a family, many things are difficult to say.
Therefore, Rong Che's personality has been lonely and cold since he was a child, and he himself still doesn't understand, let alone children.
"So, what you don't have, you can't call Siyuan nothing." As he spoke, Mu Yun turned his head to look at Lin Qinghuan again, and said earnestly: "But you can't spoil Siyuan too much, do you see that he is still willing to do it when he sees you?" ”
Lin Qinghuan smiled: "Okay, I know." ”
Mu Yun still smiled: "Others say that they are intergenerational, but I really don't know how to spoil the children, our family is like this, cold and indifferent, but you ......" said, the corners of her mouth raised as much as possible and chuckled: "I know that you and Archer had to miss before, and even Siyuan was separated from your mother for so many years." ”
"But, it's not your fault." Mu Yun said slowly, such a soft voice, but with a cold strength, people couldn't help but want to listen to it, but it was sober: "Because it's not your fault, so, the family, there is no need to think about any compensation or not, I think, Siyuan will definitely not blame you." ”
Lin Qinghuan hesitated slightly, and then, his eyes were a little hot, and his heart was sour: "Mom......"
She has always felt guilty about Siyuan, and she doesn't know how the family should get along, she just wants to try her best to compensate Siyuan, and she doesn't want Siyuan to be the same as her.
never told her that the family actually didn't need compensation.
Therefore, Mu Yun knows it.
Mu Yun saw that she looked like she was about to cry, and was obviously a little disgusted: "Forget it, I don't want to say anything, it's good that you know it in your own hearts, it's all your family's business anyway." ”
Actually, it's not that Mu Yun wants to say.
With her character, she wouldn't say anything easily, even if she knew everything.
After all, they live their own lives, and sometimes, with a little bit of guilt, Lin Qinghuan may be able to feel better.
However, Rong Che had to ask her to come forward and tell Lin Qinghuan.
also said that Lin Qinghuan lacked maternal love since she was a child, and she told her as a mother that she would listen more to her.
This young child, Lin Qinghuan lacks maternal love, isn't she?
Who hasn't figured it out a little bit?
But for his sake, he knew she felt sorry for her daughter-in-law.
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After dinner, Lin Qinghuan lulled Siyuan to sleep before returning to the room, Rong Che looked unhappy: "Didn't Mom tell you?" Don't get used to him. ”
Lin Qinghuan flattened the corners of his mouth: "It's just to coax him to sleep, why are you still used to it?" ”
Rong Che said as a matter of course: "Then why didn't I see you coax me to sleep?" ”
Lin Qinghuan: "......"