Before Su Chen could finish his words, he saw Shen Mingji quickly tear off a small section of his exposed sleeve in a panic to cover the bruises on his arm, and his face became very bad at such a moment.

It seems that a defensive wall has been rebuilt, pushing Su Chen away, like a hedgehog, curling up, not letting others see him, if anyone is close, he will stab whom.

"Alright, you can go back, it's not too early." Shen Mingji spoke, his voice suddenly became cold and alienated, and after directly putting the book in Su Chen's arms, he pushed Su Chen out of the door.

"But......" Su Chen opened her mouth, frowned slightly, she opened her mouth carefully, but before she could ask anything, the person was already standing directly at the door, the door slammed shut, and after the door was closed, the lights in the room were all extinguished.

“…… I felt as if I was disgusted. Su Chen stood at the door and spoke dryly.

"Yes, please be brave enough to remove the two words." 116 echoed in agreement.

"......" Su Chen's mood was not very good, and she was even a little depressed, she didn't quite understand what went wrong, obviously it was good before, she thought that the relationship with the big guy today could go further, get acquainted with it, and understand everything around Shen Mingji, but ......

She didn't even know what was going on, and she was disgusted by the big guy.

Thinking of the bruises on Shen Mingji's arms, Su Chen's brows furrowed even tighter, the appearance of the bruises looked strange, and he didn't know what was strange for a while.

Standing at the door, Su Chen knocked on the door and shouted several times, but Shen Mingji never responded, there was no way, Su Chen had to go home first.

……

In the room, Shen Mingji was standing next to the door, his hand on the doorknob, his eyes were faintly red, as if he was restraining his emotions, and the hand holding the doorknob was also very hard, trembling gently.

Listening to the knock outside the door, there was no sound.

Listening to the voices of the people outside the door did not make a sound.

When the footsteps gradually moved away, Shen Mingji slowly relaxed, twisted the doorknob, and looked out of the door.

It was pitch black, and there was no one left.

She's gone.

Shen Mingji's eyes were dark, he closed the door, then rolled up his sleeves, looked at the bruises on his arms, his face was as pale as paper, and his two thin lips were pursed into a line, without blood.

His forehead was drenched in cold sweat, his chest was stuffy for a while, and he almost trembled and took out a few jars of medicine from the drawer of the desk, all of which were antidepressants, poured out a few tablets, and swallowed them into his throat in embarrassment, swallowing them so badly that his whole face was red and choking.

The big bony palm grabbed the bruise on his arm, almost pinching it hard, and his fingertips were embedded in the flesh, and he didn't realize it, but he just pressed the bruise on his arm hard, hating its existence, trying to erase its traces, and the other took the medicine jar in his hand.

"No, don't ......" Shen Mingji was in the room, muttering hoarsely, as if he was talking to himself.

Don't let her know.

would freak her out.

What would she think, he was not a normal person, an alien out of place, sick and twisted into a ball, unable to control himself, and relying on drugs to maintain normality.

He hated himself like that.

No one can accept such a person.