Shen Mengqing stood in the door and listened to Su Siqi say, "If he doesn't open the door, I'll keep sitting down." "I can't tell what it feels like in my heart, sadness, helplessness, and a kind of suppressed anger and unwillingness.

Even if it is his own sister, he can't stop thinking about her, he locks himself in the room every day, does nothing, just sits or lies down quietly, feeling the meager smell she left behind, in fact, the smell that belongs to her is long gone, he just deceives himself, thinking that if he doesn't open the window or open the door, he will always be there.

And now, she is outside the door, she wants to open the door regardless of it, pull her into her arms, hug her tightly, and kiss her fiercely, but she can't, it's already wrong, it's too wrong, and if she is wrong, she will never recover.

No, they're gone.

It hurts like this, every minute and every second, so I can't let her know that he has to bear all the pain alone. I only hope that she will soon forget him, there will be no pain, no sorrow, and she will be that bright and lively little woman again, and I hope that there will be a good man to fill his place, take care of her like him, and cherish her...... No, he shook his head vigorously, he couldn't think about this, when he thought of other men hugging her and kissing her and touching her like him, his head seemed to explode, he still couldn't do it, he still couldn't do it......

Outside the door, Shen Bei'er was still persuading, "Sister, don't be like this, it's cold on the ground, let's go down, it's time to eat, if you don't leave, my brother won't come out." ”

Su Siqi raised her head, glanced at her, slowly stood up, and said to the door: "Shen Mengqing, I'm not guarding the door, you come out to eat, if you don't want to see me, I'll go outside the door and stand, but I won't leave, if you don't agree to talk to me, I won't leave." ”

With that, she hurried downstairs.

Shen Bei'er shouted hurriedly at the door: "Brother, sister is really leaving, you come out, it's time to eat." ”

Shen Mengqing had been standing by the door, and their words were naturally heard clearly, he was silent, listening to the footsteps of the two gradually disappearing, until they disappeared, and then slowly walked to the window.

Sure enough, Su Siqi came out of the door, went down the steps, and walked under his window, just there, motionless.

I haven't seen her for ten days, she is really haggard, because she is tall, she looks even thinner, standing in the wind like a bamboo, her black hair is blown by the wind on her face, covering one eye, she doesn't pay attention, just standing, lowering her eyes, looking at a pot of evergreen by the wall in a daze.

Shen Mengqing hid by the curtain, looking at her in a daze, until now he still felt that this was like a dream, how could she be his sister? They don't look like anything at all!

The sky darkened inch by inch, and the gloomy night gradually engulfed her, only her eyes sparkled in the darkness, with a certain persistence.

Shen Mengqing looked at her for a moment, knowing that she couldn't love anymore, but she couldn't take her eyes off.

Shen Bei'er ran upstairs and knocked on the door for a while, asking Shen Mengqing to go to dinner, and then ran outside to persuade Su Siqi to enter the house.

But these two people were stubborn, and let her run upstairs and downstairs out of breath, Shen Mengqing didn't open the door, and Su Siqi didn't move.

In the end, Shen Bei'er got angry, stomped her feet, and shouted, "Regardless of you, I'll eat by myself." ”

Seeing her leave in a huff, Su Siqi raised her head and looked at the window on the second floor, the window was closed, the curtain was closed, but there was a ray of light leaking out from the wall, she knew that Shen Mengqing must be standing there, he was looking at her.

So she looked at him too, and looked at the orange light, like looking at a man's eyes, full of love.

Shen Mengqing's heart trembled, he thought that Su Siqi had discovered him, so he hurriedly moved to the side, and looked at the watch on his wrist by the way. Su Siqi had been standing there for two hours since she went down, and when he thought that the weather was so cold now and the night temperature was even lower, he frowned, and wanted to touch the cigarette case in distraught.

Su Siqi couldn't help but sneeze because she kept her head up, and the wind poured into her nose, and then she sneezed a few more times, Shen Beier ran down the steps and dragged her into the house: "Sister, if you stand like this again, you will catch a cold." ”

Su Siqi broke away from her hand and refused to enter the house, she was gambling that if Shen Mengqing still remembered a trace of old feelings for her, she would not let her stand on such a cold day.

But the man didn't appear, her heart was half cold, she felt a little wronged, bit her lip, and swallowed the sourness that came up again.

She looked up again to look for the glimmer of light by his window, but the curtains were so tightly covered that no light leaked out, and he was no longer there.

Su Siqi sighed, lowered her head, and felt the coldness dissipate from her heart to her limbs, in fact, she had been trembling, but she was holding on, and now she was trembling more and more, her hands were clenched into fists, hanging on both sides, unwilling to let Shen Bei'er see it.

But she trembled so much, Shen Bei'er couldn't see it, and her voice was full of crying: "Sister, you go in, you will really catch a cold, sister, just listen to my advice, okay, sister ......"

Su Siqi lowered her head, as if she hadn't heard it, her face was numb by the wind, her head was a little dizzy, her body swayed more and more, standing motionless in the cold wind for several hours, and her iron body couldn't stand it, not to mention that she was already weak.

But Su Siqi doesn't care, what if she is sick? Anyway, she can't die, compared to the deeper and deeper despair, she can't wait to make herself seriously ill, and then when she wakes up, she will lose her memory, forget Shen Mengqing, and forget all the things they have together.

In a daze, suddenly, a powerful big hand grabbed her arm and grabbed her into the room, the familiar breath, the powerful aura, pulled her consciousness back from a distant place.

It was Shen Mengqing, he didn't care about her in the end.

Even dragging and grabbing, Su Siqi was pulled by the man and stumbled and fell on the stairs, and the sharp and hard stone slab hit her leg and hurt. Su Siqi couldn't help but scream, the man's footsteps froze, hesitated, picked her up, and strode upstairs.

When Shen Bei'er saw her brother's scary stinky face, her heart jumped, and she chased after her and shouted: "Brother, if you have something to say, don't do it!" Although Shen Mengqing has never beaten Su Siqi, he is too scary, as if he has reached the verge of madness, once a person loses his mind, he can do anything.

After ten days, when she was so close to the man and was enveloped by his breath, Su Siqi's heart softened suddenly, and all the complaints and sadness dissipated, although she could see that the man was angry, she still had the courage to reach out and hook his neck, the man's body stiffened, he glanced at her with a cold gaze, and took her hand down a little rudely.

He could hug her, but he couldn't let her touch him, because he was afraid that he couldn't control it, and he was afraid that he would not be able to resist kissing her.

It's really hopeless, just like Xue Xiyu said, heaven is intolerable!

Entering the room, he put her down, went to the cloakroom to find a thick coat and threw it to her, and said in a cold voice: "If you don't want to be sick, put it on." ”

In fact, as soon as the man hugged her, Su Siqi immediately felt that she was not cold, but as soon as he put her down, the chill hit again, so she slowly put on her clothes, "You obviously still care about me, why do you want to break up?" ”

Shen Mengqing didn't answer, turned around and walked out, Su Siqi was afraid that he would run away, and was about to follow, but the man said coldly: "Don't worry, I won't run." ”

Su Siqi had no choice but to stop, hearing him standing upstairs and asking the maid to bring the food, after he finished speaking, he did not come into the house, but stood there, waiting for the maid to bring the food up, and then walked into the house.

The man said not to run, but Su Siqi was not at ease, she kept standing at the door and staring, and when she saw him coming this way, she quickly flashed in and pretended to sit on the sofa.

The man put the food on the coffee table, silently handed a bowl of rice in front of her, and then picked up the bowl and ate without saying a word.

Su Siqi hesitated for two seconds, and also picked up the bowl to eat, the room was quiet, and only occasionally heard the sound of chopsticks touching the bowl. The atmosphere was dreary and somewhat awkward.

"Shen Mengqing, let's talk about it now." Su Siqi couldn't stand such an atmosphere and opened her mouth first.

The man remained silent, and after a while he said, "Eat first, and then talk after eating." ”

Su Siqi was silent, and quickly picked up the food in her mouth, although she didn't vomit when she ate now, she didn't have much appetite, everything tasted the same in her mouth, she just wanted to finish it quickly and talk to the man.

Shen Mengqing has always eaten slowly, although there is a compelling cold exuded from his body, he maintains his innate nobility and elegance.

After Su Siqi finished eating, she put down the dishes and chopsticks, and saw that there was still a small half bowl of rice in his bowl, so she stood up and wanted to walk around for a while, and came over after he finished eating.

But as soon as she raised her feet and went to the bedroom, the man's cold voice sounded behind her: "Don't go in." ”

She was stunned, why didn't she let her in? Could it be that there is another woman hidden in it? This thought flashed through him, and he felt a little funny, of course there would be no woman, and Shen Mengqing would not have another woman so soon.

"I'm tired, can't I go in and lie down? I won't ......."

"No," the man interrupted her rudely, standing up with the bowl and freeing the couch "You rest here." ”

Su Siqi came to make peace, not to quarrel, so she had to turn around and sit down. deliberately jokingly said, "You didn't let me in, I thought there was a woman inside!" ”

The man ignored her, sat down on a chair and finished his meal, then called the maid to clean up and bring tea by the way.

When the maid brought the tea and took away the dishes and chopsticks, Su Siqi knew that she could start talking. But for a while, she didn't know where to start, holding the cup of hot tea, taking a small sip while thinking.

The man was also drinking tea, and after a while, he said coldly: "Say whatever you want, I don't have time to spend it like this with you." ”

Su Siqi put down the teacup, looked him in the eyes, and said word by word: "Shen Mengqing, I said, even if you want to drive me away, I won't leave, I don't agree to break up." ”