I don't know when it started, but I was more and more afraid that Qingling would know the truth of the matter. If Qing Ling knew that his parents and even his village were burned by me, would he still call me Master? I don't know, and I don't understand. Raising Qingling like this, watching her grow up slowly, but there is a feeling of loss.

Qing Ling refused the show of love from many men in the gang, and he was really stalked, so Qing Ling said to them, "If you can beat my master, I'll think about it." In fact, such words are already a disguised rejection.

I'm also an elder of the gang, and just standing in front of them will make many people feel pressure, let alone beat me. I also asked Qingling, "What do you like?" Gai Ming'er, the master will find you a good one? Qing Ling always crossed his waist and held his head high, stared at me and said, "What do I like, don't you know what the master still does?" ”

All I could do was hurriedly look away, then touched Qing Ling's head and said, "Who did you learn these bad words?" Isn't it Elder Aoyama? Master went to beat him. ”

I don't know if Qing Ling learned these bad words from Aoyama, in fact, Aoyama didn't have much contact with her. At that time, why did you say Aoyama in a panic?

A few days later, Aoyama came to me, and Aoyama liked Go the most, so I played chess with him.

How long have you been playing chess, Qingshan said, "Yi Wu, I don't play chess with you, if you have something in your heart, you will never be able to win against me." ”

I wanted to say something with a smile, but I couldn't say it when I looked at Qingshan. I had to sigh and said, "Qingshan, you still know me best." ”

Qingshan looked at me and didn't speak, I just looked at him, and after a long time I said, "Qingshan, I think I should tell Qingling the truth." ”

"But ......"

But every time I saw her smile at me, I couldn't muster up the courage.

She was my cherished disciple, and she made me feel how cruel it really was to do what I had done.

What did I think in the first place?

Aoyama just patted me on the shoulder, "You've been hiding it from her, don't you think it's cruel?" Yiwu, you have always been a very decisive person, at this time, don't let me look down on you. ”

Decisive? I've never been a decisive person, and I've always done so much for the gang just because of guilt. The old gang leader is my master, and I once promised him that I would protect his son, and he passed on everything about him to me.

Master, if you were in the world, it would be fine.

I was picked up by the master, at that time I was younger than Qing Ling, and I was just a thief, and I had no way to survive, so I could only steal things for a living.

At that time, I stole a few buns, stole them and ran away, and finally I was caught and beaten, and I met Master at that time.

Master was passing by and saw me, so he walked in and asked, "Little one, where is your house?" "I didn't speak, and he brought me back here, and I lived there for so many years.

I don't know what Master would think when he saw me like this, but in his eyes I have always been a decisive person, but in fact I am not.

I just don't want to owe it to the gang, I've done a lot of tasks I've accomplished, I've killed more people, but why do I regret it now?

I sighed, and a puff of white smoke wafted out.

Suddenly I felt very irritable, and I flipped the chessboard over, and I listened to the crisp sound of the chess pieces falling to the ground, and suddenly reacted, it seems that I should not lose my temper with the item. When did I become like this?

Qing Ling seemed to be back, heard the voice and walked in, looked at the chessboard scattered on the ground, and asked with a frown, "Master?" What's wrong? Is the chessboard dropping? Then he bent down and picked up the chess pieces one by one.

I just looked at her back for a moment and walked away.

I don't know why, seeing Qingling recently always makes me feel irritable or bored.

I went and asked the helper, "Is there anything you want me to do?" The helper was surprised and asked, "Why did you suddenly come to find a task to do?" If you don't look for you on weekdays, you won't come to me. Why did you suddenly remember? ”

I replied, "Because I'm part of a gang." ”

I looked at the suspicion in the leader's eyes, but I knew that this reason was not to be trusted. If that's why I took the initiative to take on the task, then why didn't I have such an idea before? Why did you suddenly remember?

Although the helper didn't think it was a reason, he wrote me a three-year mission to "investigate the ghost castle".

I accepted.

When I returned home, Qingling had already packed up the chess pieces, the chess pieces and chessboards were all packed, she sat in front of the yard and made a cup of tea, pruning the roses, and saw me coming back from a distance, and called out, "Master." ”

I said, "Qingling, I'll leave it to you here, I have a new mission, and I won't be back in three years." ”

Qing Ling seemed to be a little stunned, and then asked me blankly, "Why is it so sudden?" ”

I replied, "No way." ”

Then I went back to my room and packed up a few clothes and left before dawn.

I don't understand what I'm nervous about or what I'm afraid of, it's just that the stronger these feelings are, the more uneasy I feel. I shouldn't be like this, I'm the ruling elder of the gang, and I have to keep my share of calm no matter what.

The address of the ghost castle is the ghost jumping cliff, where the wind is strong, and the sound of something jumping down is often heard on the edge of the cliff, so it is called the ghost jumping cliff.

In recent years, the power of the ghost castle has grown day by day, and a special weapon called the ghost doll has also been developed. It is made by young children, who are set to die on peach wood, and when the corpse is refined into a weapon, it is made to move in a special way, so it is called a ghost doll.

The ghost castle has become more and more unfathomable in recent years, and the more unfathomable it is, the more dangerous it becomes, and I don't even know if I'll be able to return alive in three years.

I thought that if I didn't make it back alive, it would be a matter of mine for me. I don't have to worry about Qing Ling knowing the truth anymore, at least I'm already a dead person at that time, and I won't experience that kind of heartache.

Is this selfish? Probably.

The ghost jumping cliff is actually in Bashu. The distance from Tangmen should be regarded as not close, not far away.

I went to the Tang Gate first and met Tang Tian, the head of the Tang Gate. In fact, the Tang Sect has always been at odds with us, otherwise it would not have happened that Qingling's family only provided secret weapons for the Tang Sect, and the helper directly ordered the destruction of the sect.

But for now, at least, the ghost castle is our common enemy. The production of ghost castle ghost dolls usually requires children with excellent qualifications, so naturally the idea was hit on the disciples of the Eight Desolations.

However, in a gang like the Hengshan faction, the gang's personnel are mobile, and no matter what, they only hurt the skin and not the roots. But the Tang Sect is different, the Tang Sect is a large sect led by a family, and one less child is equivalent to one less descendant of the sect master, and this blow is unprecedented.

But no one has ever taken on the task of investigating the ghost castle, and no one wants to take the risk of doing such a thing. The major sects and gangs are no exception, such a task should be done by the elders, but the elders are so arrogant that they let the little doll do it, and they are afraid that something will happen, so it has not been accepted by me until now.