354. First love doesn't understand love

Gu Tao can probably understand what Jingyuan is feeling now.

That kind of helplessness, that kind of anxiety, that kind of helplessness. His eyes were unfocused, and tears rolled in his eyes.

The story should not be like this, the senior brother should be with the junior sister forever, have children, spread the branches, and happiness should be the main tone of life.

"I want to cry...... Just cry. ”

"Nope." Jing Yuan vigorously wiped away the tears that were about to flow: "I don't cry." ”

Sitting in the milk tea shop next to the base, Jing Yuan was holding a cup of milk tea in her hand, her nose was red, and most of the others would think that Gu Tao was talking about breaking up with her, but what does it matter, it is not normal for young people to divide and merge.

Jingyuan is a sensible woman, although she has a thousand words in her heart, but there is no such situation of spilling blood, some just accept the reality coldly, and then bite all the thoughts and pain, swallow it into her stomach, and don't say the sentence "I'm so uncomfortable" to anyone.

"It's nothing, I'll go back first." Jing Yuan glanced up at Gu Tao and smiled very reluctantly: "There is still a lot of work." ”

"I'll give you a day off."

"Nope." Jing Yuan shook his head: "You are also very busy." ”

After saying that, she left without looking back, and her back looked the same as usual. And Gu Tao looked at her, in fact, he could see the unconcealable loss of soul from this disguised strength, and people who had not loved it probably wouldn't understand that experiencing the torture of losing and regaining and regaining and regaining in just a few minutes was simply devastating to people.

"Alas......"

Gu Tao let out a long sigh, and at this time, the six sons who had run away before ran in with a cup of honey grapefruit, and looked at Gu Tao with a smirk: "That...... You okay? ”

"You." Gu Tao flicked her head: "What are you doing with your mouth so fast?" ”

"I forgot about it for a while, and you didn't make it clear to me."

Gu Tao couldn't bear to scold Liuzi, but just rubbed her face hard as punishment, then leaned back in the chair and hugged his arms: "I'm worried that she may get into the horns." ”

"She's going to kill herself?"

"Not suicidal." Gu Tao shook his head: "Her personality is not like a suicide person, but she will pick up the guy and kill him to find his heart." ”

"What's the difference between that and suicide?"

"You take care of her here, I'll keep an eye on her."

"Hmm." Liuzi nodded first, and then suddenly pointed at Gu Tao with a serious expression: "Don't stare at me and stare at the bed." ”

Gu Tao was stunned: "Who do you think of me?" ”

"Do you still think you're something good?"

"Don't worry."

In order to prevent Jingyuan from doing stupid things, Gu Tao took the initiative to send her back to H City, Jingyuan did not refuse, but did not say a word when he sat in the car, and he also responded to Gu Tao's accosting without a word, but Gu Tao kept chatting with her.

"You don't have to deliberately make me laugh...... Jing Yuan raised his head and looked at Gu Tao: "I won't do stupid things, you make me feel very guilty like this." ”

Look...... Otherwise, how can the kitten say that her senior sister is the top good girl in the world, and it should be put on an ordinary girl, in this case, even if it is not "don't bother, I want to be alone" or "I know it, you don't need to say it", only Jingyuan can still smile and say to Gu Tao in this situation, "You make me feel guilty like this". This kind of girl, even if she is a licking dog, must be the happiest licking dog in the world.

"Ice cream, please."

"Hmm."

Gu Tao parked in front of the commissary at the junction of urban and rural areas, bought two ice creams and walked back to the car and handed them to Jingyuan, and then the two of them sat stupidly in the car and ate ice cream. ”

"It's one thing to not be able to open the sunroof, and I won't be happy if you say my car is broken." Gu Tao knocked his finger on the steering wheel twice: "Broken car, people let you open the sunroof." ”

As soon as the words fell, the roof of the car was really opened, and now Gu Tao has changed from a van to an uncovered van, as if his scalp was lifted by the height limit pole.

"It can really be opened." Jing Yuan suddenly laughed, looked at Gu Tao and said, "Is there anything you can't do?" ”

"Give birth." Gu Tao licked the ice cream, looking innocent: "It's really not okay to have a child." ”

Jingyuan didn't speak, just ate ice cream a little bit, looked up at the sky in the suburbs, the sky without too much light pollution, the stars were bright, and the humid wind in summer made people feel comfortable and comfortable.

"When I was a child, Jingxin and I also sat on the top of Kunlun, and he taught me to recognize the stars in the sky."

"And can you recognize the location of the Centaur?"

"Yes." Jing Yuan stretched out his hand: "There." ”

"Wrong." Gu Tao held her hand and adjusted his position slightly: "Here, it's just invisible to the naked eye." ”

Jing Yuan was silent for a while, and silently withdrew his hand: "Do you know the sky very well?" ”

"Hmm." Gu Tao nodded: "That's my home, but it's okay, I can't go back." ”

Jing Yuan smiled: "Let's drive, just open it like this, and the roof doesn't need to be turned off." ”

"There will be little bugs."

"It's fine."

The world is big, and now the meridian is the largest, Gu Tao listened to her words, and just drove the car, and when there was no one on the road, the tires of the van became an anti-gravity accelerator, and it flew into the sky like this, and the speed was not fast when it was in the sky, Gu Tao also switched to automatic cruise mode, and then adjusted the seat, lay on it, and pillowed his head with his hands: "When I'm fine, I just lie down and watch the stars." ”

Jing Yuan also lay down according to his method: "The stars are very beautiful, but why does your broken car fly?" ”

"The engine is good." Gu Tao patted the steering wheel: "Actually, don't you know that your senior brother is still alive, shouldn't you be very happy?" ”

"Of course happy, if he's the same person he used to be." Jing Yuan's voice was faint: "And now he is no longer the Jingxin I know, he is now Xiang Lan, ruthless, public enemy of the rivers and lakes, Xiang Lan." ”

"No matter how hard you say it, you have to avoid it."

"You're wrong." Jing Yuan suddenly sat up and looked at Gu Tao with burning eyes: "I want to catch him with my own hands!" ”

"It's cruel." Gu Tao shook his head: "Rejected." ”

Jing Yuan took a deep breath: "Because I want to ask him why he became like this!" ”

"Do you still like him?"

Jingyuan suddenly lost his words, Gu Tao smiled and stopped asking, silence had already given the clearest answer, what could he do if he asked again, so Gu Tao sighed: "You have to avoid, this is the principle." ”

"Why!"

"What's the point of you murdering me? It's the rule! You are a couple, I can trust you, I am willing to put my life in your hands, but I have two thousand people under my hands! I'm responsible for them! Do you understand! Gu Tao's voice suddenly raised: "Don't get involved in this." ”

Jing Yuan grabbed Gu Tao's clothes, and the two of them looked at each other, but they were-for-tat, and no one was willing to back down half a step.

Suddenly, when Gu Tao didn't have time to react, Jing Yuan suddenly hugged him and cried out. Gu Tao, who was still not giving an inch, suddenly softened, he gently patted Jingyuan's back, and sighed lightly: "Actually, there is really no need to be so stubborn, you should be out of sight." ”

"How can he do that...... How can it be ...... like this?"

Jingyuan cried so much that no one looked like it, all his spiritual pillars all along, suddenly collapsed in front of him, this momentary impact made her a little at a loss, the person she had admired since she was a child, longed for, admired, and became a bastard who escaped into the devil's path in an instant, and even the object of his own capture, this sense of collapse is strong and painful, and the inner feelings are complex and indescribable.

"He used to be a hero...... It's my light ......" The tears of the meridian were imprinted on Gu Tao's shirt, which was hot at first and gradually became cool.

Yes, it used to be her light, but now the light is out.

"You're a torch yourself." Gu Tao patted Jingyuan's back: "Go back and take a bath and have a good rest." You should be able to calm down tomorrow morning. ”

"Hmmm......"

Sent the meridian back to the base, Gu Tao did not leave, but rested in his room, today there was no light on the balcony opposite, and no one naughtily shook his eyes with a laser pointer, Gu Tao can probably know what kind of heartbreaking the girl is experiencing.

"Captain, from a woman's point of view, at this time, you go and make her a sweet soup, and she can breed offspring for you."

"You're not starting from a woman's point of view." Gu Tao corrected Satania without raising his head: "You are starting from the perspective of a female animal. ”

"How do you curse?"

"It's just not good." Gu Tao kept processing the documents, and he didn't have the heart to talk nonsense with Satanya: "Satania, you have to understand that the relationship between emotion and ** cannot be transformed at any time, and being born as a human being, self-discipline and restraint are natural." ”

"It's a little strange that this sentence comes out of your mouth."

Gu Tao ignored it, and just continued to work until late at night. Because everyone in the base was holding a meeting to celebrate on the SH side, the base was extremely quiet today, so quiet that only the sizzle of unmanned patrol cars outside could be heard in the middle of the night.

"It's time to sleep, Satania."

"I'm here."

"Monitor the dynamics of Jingyuan throughout the process, and you must not let her leave the base."

"Understood."

In fact, it was really not what Gu Tao expected, at about three o'clock in the morning, the alarm of Satania woke Gu Tao up, and he rushed out without saying a word, putting on his clothes, and found that Jing Yuan was confronting a Titan mecha in a fighting posture.

"Get out of the way!"

"Sorry, you don't have enough permissions."

"One last warning to you, get out of the way!"

"Sorry, you don't have enough permissions."

Jing Yuan's fan unfolded with a bang, and at this time, Gu Tao stepped forward and pressed Jing Yuan's shoulder: "Do you want to be confined?" ”