I am Changhuan, Weiwei's senior brother, I have always lived, it is better to die happily.

What I know is that I dragged Vivi down.

I remember the first time I saw Vivi, she ran in front of me with a bun in her arms, and someone behind her kept shouting "Steal the bun!" You steal buns! "She was running over as fast as I could, and I was actually packing my things and getting ready to go back.

At that time, I didn't know how it passed, what should I say? This is fate.

By the time I got past it, the shopkeeper had already left, and the men had pushed her to the ground, her face was scratched by the stones on the ground, and she was bleeding, and she was sitting still, stuffing the bun into her mouth, tears dripping down her cheeks.

In fact, our life is not easy, if we add one person's amount of food, we may eat less. I thought about turning around and leaving, but looking at her appearance, I still couldn't bear to let her go alone.

When I walked over, she looked up at me, I pulled her up, wiped the blood on her face and ears, and I asked her, "If you don't have a place to go, will you come with me?" ”

In fact, I wanted to slap myself as soon as I finished speaking, how could anyone talk like this? Asking people if they want to go with you for no reason doesn't sound like a good person. But she agreed. I was in a hurry to explain, and I said, "I'm not a bad person, I saw that you have been wandering the streets for a long time, so I asked if you would like to come with me." Although I can't let you have a rich life, but the most basic life is no problem, would you like to come with me? ”

At that time, Vivi seemed to have a smile in her eyes, listening to my dry explanation, and then I took her hand and left.

This is how I met Vivi.

I've been thinking that I must have a relationship with Vivi. If not, I wouldn't have brought her back that day, and she wouldn't have just followed me.

Fortunately, Master Zhou Zhou and Bell liked Weiwei very much, so Weiwei stayed with us. Vivi is simple-minded, stealing things was a last resort, and after being with us, she never stole again.

Master once told me that if my uncle and ancestor from the same sect as Master came here, I must let them take Wei Wei away, because Wei Wei is very suitable for martial arts, more suitable than any of us. It's a pity that Master didn't wait for that day and left forever.

If we are a family, Master is like a parent, and after Master's death, all the burdens fell on me and Weiwei.

I'm always a little sorry for Weiwei. Should it be said so? I brought Vivi back, and I couldn't even give her a hungry life, and in the end I had to let her take care of Zhouzhou and Bell.

I remember mentioning it once before, and I said to Vivi, "I always feel that I owe you a debt, and you have suffered a lot here." Instead, Weiwei smiled and said, "What's not bitter?" If Senior Brother hadn't brought Wei Wei back, Wei Wei might have starved to death, so what else was there to suffer? ”

I just smiled and didn't say anything more. I don't know if Vivi still remembers, but I always do.

I've been dragging her down all my life.

Then the people of the ghost castle came, and the boat and the bell died, and I was a half-dead cripple.

I couldn't open my eyes, I couldn't move, but I could hear, I could hear Vivi calling me, "Senior brother." "I can hear Vivi crying bitterly, and I can hear Vivi's deal with the leader of the Heavenly Poison Sect.

I know that I have never hated myself so much, and I might as well be dead. If it weren't for me, maybe Wei Wei wouldn't have become the Heavenly Poison Saintess of the Heavenly Poison Sect, and she wouldn't have become like that.

What I want is never to live in the world again, even if I die, I admit it, what I want is just for Vivi to live well.

I was taken to the Heavenly Poison Sect, and when Wei Wei left, she held my hand tightly, and said softly in a gentle voice, "Senior brother, don't be afraid, the next time we meet, Wei Wei will come back alive." When Weiwei comes back alive, I will be able to save you, senior brother. You wait for me, wait for Vivi. ”

Finally, she put my hand down at the urging of the Heavenly Poison Sect group.

I tried to call her, and I tried my best to grab her, but in the end I could only move my fingertips lightly.

I listened to the people of the Heavenly Poison Sect say, "Eh, you know what? Many people have died, and who knows if so many people will be able to climb out of one? ”

"I don't think so, where is the pseudo-poison body so easy to come out? More than a hundred people have died last time, and who knows if this time will be the same as the last one? ”

"That's right."

……

These words hurt me all the time, and I was worried about Vivi. If I can still move, I might as well die, and if I die, it won't drag Weiwei down, and I can't do anything but lie in bed and wait for death.

The next time I hear from Vivi is when I hear them say, "Eh, you know what? This time it's really a crawl out! "I know it's called Mo Wei, right? I remember her, with eyes that looked like they could kill. "That's her! The sect leader has accepted her as a disciple, and she will be the saint of our Heavenly Poison Sect in the future. ”

In fact, listening to their descriptions, I know that Weiwei has not had a good time these years, and it should be very difficult.

Later, Weiwei held my hand tightly, I could feel Weiwei's tears dripping on my hand, and I heard her say, "Senior brother, I'm back alive, Weiwei is back alive." "I listened to her cry bitterly, but I couldn't do anything.

I heard her say, "Senior brother, everything will be fine, really, everything will be fine." I will definitely save you, senior brother, you wait for me again, don't be like Master and them. Bell Zhouzhou and Master are gone, don't go, don't leave me. I'm left with you. ”

I listened to her painful voice, and I couldn't help her with anything, because I had become the blade of the Heavenly Poison Sect, because I had endured the pain, because I had worked so hard for her.

What I know is that I dragged her down, and if it weren't for me, Vivi might have been rescued by someone from a certain sect and have a better life. Instead of hiding in the underground of the Heavenly Poison Sect as he is now, living a dark life.

In fact, until the end, when Vivi took me to Qingshan, I was ready to die.

I listened to her call my name again and again, and I knew she was so tired that she would even see our apparitions. These behaviors tell me all the time that I hurt her. Even if she doesn't feel that way, I can feel that I hurt her.

I slept for seven years, but I listened to it for seven years.

Finally, Vivi picked me up and walked out of the main entrance. I know she's ready, and so am I.

We are ready to die together.

Finally I could feel our blood spilling on the ground, and I kept wanting to call her, I wanted to call her "Vivi." ”

She seemed to hear it, and slowly put her hand on mine, which seemed to hold a stone.

I could feel what seemed to be my soul floating out, and I finally opened my eyes again after seven years. I heard Master call me, "Chang Huan? Why don't you call Vivi? Why is Vivi so sleepy today. ”

I called her "Vivi, Vivi?" Wake up slightly, why are you snooze? ”

Vivi slowly opened her eyes, and I watched as she saw me, then closed her eyes with a smile.