When I returned home, I didn't tell Bing'er about my meeting with the prince, and at the beginning, watching the prince's reaction, I always felt that there was no need to tell Bing'er, because the prince didn't have such thoughts.

But there was a real disappointment in my heart, where did this disappointment come from? I can't even say it myself.

What do I think in my heart?

After a few days of peace, after I came out of the Chunfeng Building, I never had the opportunity to see the prince again, and occasionally remembered that the days when I played the piano and he read books seemed to be gone forever.

I used to think that I was always just a relationship between a woman and a guest in the Qinglou, and that I would never see him again after I came out, and never miss him again, but it seemed that it was me who was wrong, and I seemed to feel anxious in my own heart because I couldn't see this person.

It's a strange feeling.

What I didn't expect was that the prince really took what I said to heart.

It's been a few days later, and there have been matchmakers coming to the house to propose marriage, I wanted to send it casually, but I heard the matchmaker say, "Miss Gu doesn't have to send her old body away so quickly, I am the person invited by the prince." ”

I stopped and just looked at the matchmaker. The matchmaker laughed again, "The prince said, although Miss Gu's parents have passed away, this etiquette must not be missing, right?" Miss Gu and the prince are old acquaintances, and it is inconvenient for the old body to say anything more, you can decide for yourself. ”

I couldn't speak, and the matchmaker continued, "But Miss Gu don't worry, you can think about it slowly, and the old body will come to visit again in a month." ”

I sent her away.

What does it feel like? Is it fun? The joy that welled up from the bottom of my heart was deceiving, maybe my disappointment that day was also because of this?

Bing'er asked, "Miss, what do you think of yourself?" ”

I thought about it for a while, what did I think myself? There are some things that can fool others but not myself, and I can feel the joy welling up from the bottom of my heart.

Bing'er looked at me and said with a smile, "Miss, just decide for yourself, Miss thinks it's happy to marry, so let's marry." It's just the princess's side. Miss may not be very easy to explain, Miss should think clearly in her own heart. ”

The princess is really troublesome, the princess has always been the woman that the princess is marrying, if I marry her, can I really ignore her? I was reminded of the sins they had endured in the first place.

If I marry, will I be able to stand alone? I'm afraid I can't, the princess just thought that they might marry into the palace and did such a terrible thing, I really married into the palace. I'm afraid I won't be able to live in peace in the future.

I let out a long sigh, and for a month, I was thinking about it slowly.

I cleaned up the ancestral hall at home, put up my parents' signs, and kowtowed first.

I watched the incense candles burn down, falling little by little, and I was a little dazed.

My parents are gone, and I don't even have anyone to talk to. Although Bing'er can discuss with me, according to Bing'er's temperament, she will be worried. I don't want Bing'er to worry.

Exhale softly, it was already winter, and a small puff of air was scattered in the air.

A month passed quickly, and the matchmaker came to the door this time and asked, "What does Miss Gu mean?" ”

I finally nodded, and I watched as the matchmaker took my hand and said happily, "I understand." ”

Bing'er didn't say anything more, just looked at me, and quickly turned her head away. I can understand, I understand that Bing'er is worried about me.

I dismissed all the servants in the house, and if I were to get married, there would be no one in the house, and there would be no need for so many servants. However, I didn't let them leave immediately, promising that they would not leave until after the beginning of spring, or if they could find someone else.

The old bustard and the Rose Tuo sent me a letter to the effect that "the prince is a good man, but if the princess is bullied, she must be careful." ”

I'm thankful for the bustard and the rose, who always remember me at times like these. I will never forget that when I didn't have a place to go in the first place, only the bustard was willing to take me in, and Rose always cared for me.

Even when I left Chunfeng Building, they always cared about me, and every time I thought about it, there was still a little warmth in my heart.

I've seen my wedding dress, it's peach. I understand that only the main room can use red, and I am just a small side room, so I can only use this pink wedding dress.

Xi Po looked at me with a look of displeasure on her face, and she didn't dare to say anything.

What girl hasn't thought that when she gets married, she must wear a bright wedding dress to marry the person she loves the most, and be a couple with that person for the rest of her life? I'm no exception, and I've also thought about wearing a bright red wedding dress to marry the person I love.

However, the prince has already married a wife before me, and even if he and the princess are not in harmony, the princess will always be the wife given to him by the Holy Lord. As for me? Whether the prince loves me or not, I can only be a small side room, that's all.

When I even got married, I couldn't enter the main entrance, because the princess blocked it at the main entrance, and she said, "It's just a small side room, and you still want to go through the main entrance?" ”

It's ironic, what the princess said, she slapped me my wedding day.

It suddenly occurred to me that I didn't seem to be supposed to marry into the royal palace.

I lowered my head, looked at the peach on my cuffs, and finally had to sigh.

I chose the road myself, and I can't help it. The princess is a wife, she will always and always press on my head, I entered this palace today, from now on, I will be the prince's concubine, she is a wife, and I will be suppressed by her forever.

I just sighed and left it to my fate. I thought of the red sandalwood who died unexpectedly, and maybe I would have left like her.

I know, I knew before I entered the palace, if I came in, I would probably never have a chance to go out again, and I might die as soon as the red sandalwood, so why did I come here.

I touched my chest, and my heart was pounding.

What is the troublesome process of Rausch in the side room? No one came, and it was over quickly.

I remember when I was a child, I dreamed that I had a husband who was in the wind, and my mother gave him my hand, and then he lifted my curtain to the sound of a crowd of people. But after all, it's just a dream.

All I wore was a peach-colored wedding dress, not even a wife.

Until the prince came and lifted my curtain and said, "It's beautiful, but I still prefer you to come in a bright red wedding dress." ”

I didn't dare to look at him, I was afraid that he would see the disappointment in my eyes, so I lowered my head and said, "Has the prince forgotten?" The prince is already a person with a princess, even if he wants me to come in a big red wedding dress, it is always impossible, and the concubine is always a concubine. ”

The prince sat down beside me and said softly, "I remember you said that even if I love someone again in the future, I will always be a concubine." ”

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