Chapter X
Lin Jia waited until midnight, she didn't even know what kind of mood she was in walking around the room, the helplessness that surged from her blood was probably only known to herself. How much Lin Qiao has experienced over the years, and why Lin Qiao has become like this, she doesn't know everything.
It's not difficult to imagine, it's really not difficult to imagine what kind of life Lin Qiao has had over the years. Lin Qiao's appearance is like this, how can Lin Jia feel good in her heart? The brother in Lin Jia's heart has always been so tall, and in the end, he even threw her out in the face of the collapsed house, saving all her lives.
That's my brother, the person Lin Jia has always loved, but now he has become like this. Lin Jia always remembers that at that time, his brother threw himself out, and what he said, his brother said, "You have to live well." ”
"I'm alive and well, but have you endured all kinds of pain?" Lin Jia muttered softly, clenched her fists, and let go after a long time. She couldn't calm down, she could feel the blood churning in her body, her heart aching.
The more she is like this, the more she will think about it, think of her brother's goodness, and even feel that if it weren't for herself, she was thrown out by her brother at the beginning, maybe her brother would have lived a good life. These thoughts were like a mountain that overwhelmed her, and in the end she could only turn into tears weakly.
If my brother hadn't saved me at the beginning, maybe my brother was taken away by the Divine Calculation Gate, and maybe my brother wouldn't have to go through this. Why did my brother come to save me at that time, if my brother didn't save me in the first place, it would be fine. These thoughts slowly swirled around her heart, blaming herself for being too useless in the first place, didn't she?
If my brother hadn't saved me, he wouldn't have been like this.
Lin Jia sat on the edge of the bed, the pain in her heart tore her apart, and the darkness shrouded her. She missed her brother for more than ten years, the brother who was buried under the rubble in order to save herself, how did he become like this.
Even now, Lin Jia has a glimmer of hope in her heart, hoping that it will not be her brother, she hopes that she is just a person under her brother, and she must not be her brother.
It was late at night, the wind was blowing a little cold in the bamboo forest outside, Lin Jia's window was open, Lin Qiao, who was originally standing downstairs, was no more, and with a hint of fresh wind drifted into Lin Jia's house, looking at Lin Jia fixedly.
Lin Qiao saw Lin Jia's appearance at this time, everything he experienced together when he was a child seemed to be still engraved in his heart, and he even remembered Lin Jia following him when he was a child, calling "brother" softly.
Lin Jia turned around and closed the window. The room was not lit, but it was not impossible to see anything, at least Lin Jian's vague figure could be seen. Lin Jia asked, "Are you your brother?" ”
"Are you an older brother?"
This sentence did not get a response from Lin Qiao, Lin Qiao just looked at her, looking at him tenderly from beginning to end. Lin Jia could hear the sound of her heart beating "plopping", but Lin Jia's tears couldn't stop falling, "Are you my brother?" Do you tell me you're an older brother? I beg you to tell me, are you an older brother? ”
Lin Jiaqiang held back her voice and didn't even dare to make too much noise, she had never felt so scared, what was she afraid of? Afraid that his cherished brother has become like this? Afraid to accept such an older brother? She didn't know.
Lin Qiao looked at her, just like that, and smiled self-deprecatingly in the night. Lin Qiao could guess that if Lin Jia knew that she was her brother, she would definitely be sad and go crazy. He said in a hoarse voice, "If I say I'm not, do you believe it or not?" ”
Lin Jia heard Lin Qiao say this, and approached Lin Qiao step by step, but Lin Qiao kept retreating until he retreated to the wall, only to see Lin Jia coming over. Lin Qiao looked at Lin Jia's face more and more clearly, and he could also feel that Lin Jia was crying.
He didn't have the courage to speak, and neither did Lin Jia. After waiting like this for a long time, Lin Jia stretched out her hand, Lin Qiao subconsciously dodged her hand, Lin Jia's hand paused in the air, and then whispered, "I don't believe it." ”
Lin Qiao stopped talking, the breathing of the two people slowly smoothed out, and Lin Jia cried and said, "When you get close to me, I know that you are a brother, I can feel the breath on your body, I know that you are a brother." Elder brother. ”
The last word shattered all of Lin Qiao's strength, and his tears couldn't stop falling. Lin Jia wanted to reach out and hug him, but he stopped Lin Jia and said in his now sweet voice, "Jia'er, I'm like this now." Lin Qiao smiled bitterly, "I'm like this." ”
The rest of the words, Lin Qiao didn't say, what he wanted to say was: How can I become your brother when I am like this? How can I be your brother when I'm like this? Can I still be called a human being?
Lin Jia hugged him, and Lin Jia wanted to ask a lot, such as: How did you become like this, what happened to you, and what did you experience? In the end, he just choked up and said, "But brother, you came to me." ”
Lin Jia kept muttering, "You came to me, you came to me." But you're coming for me. Tears kept dripping, wetting Lin Qiao's clothes, Lin Jia hugged Lin Qiao tightly, "But you came to me, you came to me." ”
Lin Qiao raised his hand and wanted to gently pat Lin Jia's back several times. Lin Jia was like this when she was a child, she was soft and cried, every time Lin Qiao gently hugged her, patted her on the back and said, 'Don't cry, Jia'er won't cry.' And this time it was the same, he raised his hand, patted Lin Jia's back gently, and whispered, "Don't cry, Jia'er won't cry." ”
The soft voice came into Lin Jia's ears again, Lin Jia grabbed Lin Qiao's neckline, leaned on Lin Qiao's chest, and listened to Lin Qiao say, "I found you, Jia'er." I've lived all these years in the world just to find you. ”
Lin Qiao has been living with this body until now, just to find Lin Jia, which is all his worries over the years. Just like when he first met Xiao Changge, he said, "I'm going to find my sister." After more than ten years, he finally saw Lin Jia, even with this body, to see Lin Jia like this.
There was a gentle knock on the door outside the window, Lin Jia raised his head, but saw Lin Qiao shaking his head. Outside the window, Ai Le said, "Master, it's time to go." ”
Lin Jia hurriedly grabbed Lin Qiao's hand, Lin Qiao gently pulled it down, touched her head, and said, "Tomorrow, I will come to you again." ”
Lin Qiao walked to the side of the bed, turned his head to look at Lin Jia, and said, "I know what you want to ask, I was taken away by Xiao Changge, the sect leader who wanted to be taught, I killed him, and I am now the sect leader who wants to teach, Lin Qiao." ”
Lin Jia was stunned, and stepped forward to grab Lin Qiao, but Lin Qiao had already disappeared.
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