After listening to what I said, Li Xuan fell into a long silence, just looking at me fixedly, there was unbearability, panic, and a bit of guilt in his eyes, I saw all these emotions clearly, but I was even more confused.

Even if he has been separated from me for many years, it is not him who made me an orphan girl and has no memory, and it is not his turn to bear and feel guilty. To be honest, if he hadn't given me an incomparable and noble status and became my most stable support in the capital, maybe I would have been reduced to begging on the streets, and he really didn't need to feel guilty about me.

Although he and I don't get along well, he is my benefactor after all.

I hesitated and pulled out a smile and said, "Lord Wang, I am offended. ”

He just gave me a good look, I got carried away and called his name, now I really regret that my intestines are green, how can I be so easily confused by this guy, it seems that no matter whether you are male or female, as long as you have a good skin, you are not born with a fuel-efficient lamp.

Li Xuan's stern expression showed a gentle expression, and there was no obvious displeasure, and he said calmly: "This king thought that with your temperament, he would not ask about this. You are simple-minded, and you don't like to worry about it the most. ”

I lowered my head and said gloomily: "Lord, how can anyone be willing to abandon the past and be a princess who doesn't even know who she is, I am just a mortal, so naturally I can't avoid vulgarity." ”

Since the moment I became conscious, everyone I saw in my eyes respected me as Princess Xuan, and their respectful envy and flattery were an indispensable part of my life, just like Princess Xuan's aura. While I am receiving this honor, I don't know my own background at all, and I live in chaos and chaos, which is really sad to think about.

There was a gust of autumn wind for no reason, it was cold and biting, so cold that I shivered for a while, Li Xuan frowned, at this time, someone came from the depths of the palace wall, handed over a purple cloak, and behaved respectfully, needless to say, it turned out to be the little eunuch who led the way in Luoyuxuan before, only to hear the little eunuch say: "The slave sent the princess out of the palace by the emperor's will, this cloak was prepared by the queen for the princess, the mother said that it was cold at night, and asked the princess to take care of her body." ”

The little eunuch put the cloak on with both hands, Li Xuan took it one step ahead of me, and gently tied it for me, so I had to reply softly: "Please ask my father-in-law to thank the queen mother for me, enter the palace another day to say goodbye to the mother, and I will return the cloak to the mother." "The queen mother thinks about me, and adds a little warmth.

The little eunuch saluted: "The princess's words must be conveyed to the queen, the door out of the palace is in front, and the slave will be sent here." ”

I nodded, and Li Xuan said, "Father-in-law Jiang, please go back." ”

The cloak was on his back, and it was a little warmer, and Li Xuan shook my hand again, and this time, I rejected him. I don't know where the courage came from, I just felt that the grievance and the deliberate trick, I pulled my hand out of his palm, although the movement was light, but with a hint of resoluteness, I stood in place, stubbornly refused to go further.

Li Xuan turned around, his face was displeased, he suppressed his temper, and his tone did not reproach: "This king only said once, go back to the palace." ”

I blinked, bit my lip, bowed down fiercely, and said earnestly: "Please be honest with me once." The pleading meaning of my voice was obvious, and I didn't believe he didn't understand, and I made it so clear that he shouldn't hide it from me anymore.

I just want to know who I am, can't I even satisfy such a request Li Xuan?

I had hope in my heart, stubbornly did not get up, I only hoped that this insistence could move Li Xuan, but Li Xuan's heart was really unmoved by the cold iron, he was condescending, and said to me coldly: "You threaten this king so much, but you are good at it, if you want to kneel, you will kneel until dawn and then come back." ”

The back of his departure was so cold and ruthless that my heart shook in vain, and I almost told him to stay, but I held back. Li Xuan didn't care about me at all, why should I be bored, but instead it seemed pretentious. On such a cold night, he punished me to kneel until dawn, which was really vicious.

Thinking of the days spent by Li Xuan's side for more than a year, I was all worried and frightened, and I was a little relieved that Aunt Yun and Xiao Ye accompanied me to stay in the ink garden from dawn to dark, counting the days with their fingers. Then I thought that no matter what situation I was in, others remembered the identity of Princess Xuan, and I could only rely on Li Xuan.

So many miscellaneous and chaotic thoughts were entangled, forming an inextricable knot, the bitterness in my heart could not be relieved, a tear suddenly slid down my cheek, I hurriedly wiped it with my sleeve, but no matter how I wiped it, no matter how hard I wiped, the tears still flowed like a spring, and my eyes were blurry, and I couldn't even see Li Xuan's back clearly.

Except for Li Xuan, I have no one else to rely on, annoying him, I am really alone in the capital.

Crying and crying, his eyes were hazy with tears, Li Xuan had already walked away, and when he walked out of the palace gate, the corner of his lilac prince's robe disappeared from my sight, ethereal and nothing. I knew that his heart was ruthless, but I felt so painful, so sad and aggrieved, that I couldn't breathe in pain, as if a boulder was pressing on my chest, sullen and swollen.

No matter how much I hate Li Xuan, I don't get close to him, but I have long been used to relying on him, he left me alone to kneel on this cold ground, I am so sad.