Chapter 104: The Blood of the Northern Tang Dynasty: The End
"Do you know why I am treasonous?" Su Yin said slowly.
Guan Kuo shook his head silently.
"I said you'd regret it today, do you know why?"
Guan Kuo still shook his head, but now he didn't have the same state as before, he just felt a faint sadness, and he wanted to talk to Su Yin and listen to Su Yin.
Su Yin began to talk about Su Fu, and there was not much time left for them, but he spoke very seriously.
Guan Kuo only learned about the treason of the Soviet Union and India not long ago, and he couldn't figure out why the Soviet Union and India were treason until now.
"I used to be just like you, I had parents, family, many friends, and many close people. I was born in Chang'an, and I grew up in Chang'an, and I was very happy when I was born, because I am different from some people who are born with suffering. ”
"Chang'an when I was a child, it was really beautiful and peaceful, in my eyes at those times, there was no ugliness and unhappiness in this world, we would grow up with a smile, and die with a smile, this is life. I still remember the catkins of Chang'an, the acacia flowers of Chang'an, and of course, the alluring face of Her Royal Highness the eldest princess. ”
The smile on Su Yin's face was very sweet, he seemed to have returned to the past, and together with the sons of Chang'an, he saw the beautiful woman who aroused infinite reverie.
There are beautiful women in the north, peerless and independent, looking at the city, and then looking at the country, rather than knowing the city and the country, the beauty is difficult to get.
The smile on his face slowly retracted, and a faint sadness rose to his brow.
"Later."
He said.
We will grow up, of course, there will be later, childhood is beautiful, and later it is cruel.
"Later, some people left, some people stayed, and I also left, and we went to the end of the world, and the friendship of the past is like an old wine, which can only be savored, but cannot be picked up again."
"Her Royal Highness the Eldest Princess......" Su Yin's eyes flashed with tears, "She died, died of depression, she was like a bright meteor sent by God to light up the night sky, making our hearts brighten those times, and then disappear." ”
Guan Kuo lowered his head, he didn't know why, listening to Su Yin's babbling words, a faint sadness surged in his heart.
He had heard a little about Her Royal Highness the Eldest Princess, a beauty who was famous in Chang'an, blooming in the warmest spring light, and then withering without hesitation.
Su Yin's feelings are quietly precipitated there, which makes people's hearts and intestines break, after all, the return of the old dream is vague.
You said that you are as lovely as jade, and you are with your son, and then you look at the long pavilion from afar, and the night is slightly cool.
You say that the dark incense floats, and the light shines in an instant; Later, the jade was shattered, and the shadow was sparse.
You said that Lanzhou has light hair, and the west building remembers Jiaoniang under the moon; Later, the rivers and lakes were forgotten, and only the end of the world was lost.
The moment of the eldest princess was over, but Su Yin's life continued, and he said softly again.
"I let go of the sadness in my heart, and I also let go of the friendship of all parties in the world, and found the same sincere friendship in the army, they are all very good people, I cherish their friendship, in my opinion, life should be like this, we lose, we gain, we lose again, we get again, but at least, life is good, isn't it?" He looked sideways at Guan Kuo and asked.
Guan Kuo lowered his head and did not speak, because he understood that of course not, there are too many good things in the world, and there will be no less sadness.
"The man sitting on the dragon chair now is not suitable to sit on it all the time, and my father is a very loyal person, which I think the people of Chang'an at that time knew." Su Yin sighed, the light in his eyes was a little dim, he stretched out his hand and raised his head, as if he wanted to touch the blue sky and the sun, and then return to his childhood.
"When the news of the destruction of our Su Mansion reached my ears, it was the moment when I fought a fierce battle with the abrupt people who violated the border and won the victory with difficulty, and you can imagine how I felt when I learned all this."
Su Yin's hand slowly drooped, his eyes closed, and the whole picture was like a still painting.
"I buried all the good things in the past, including my family, friends, and ...... She who passed away, from that day on, the former Su Yin has died completely......"
Su Yin stopped talking.
Guan Kuo looked at him, he saw Su Yin in tears, he never imagined that Su Yin would be what he is now, a Chengwu general of the Northern Tang Dynasty, just like this, tears mixed with blood flowed into the soil.
Su Yin was not afraid of death, but now he is in tears.
The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.
Su Yin's tears flowed quickly, and then disappeared, and then he looked at Guan Kuo fixedly.
The sound of horses' hooves in the distance was thundering, getting closer and closer, and the earth was trembling slightly, but at this moment, he didn't want to think about anything else, just wanted to talk to a person who had a similar experience to himself, although that person he didn't pay attention to before, but at this last moment, he found that there was no more kind person to talk to than Guan Kuo.
"I chose to fight the enemy endlessly, but you chose to fight for the enemy, Guan Kuo, you made me feel very disappointed, I think your parents and those who died in the Guanfu will also be very disappointed in you." Su Yin looked at him and said.
The words Su Yin said were deeply imprinted in his heart, and he couldn't get rid of them.
At this moment, Guan Kuo couldn't think of many rebuttals, at least he felt that although Su Yin was not necessarily right, it was very reasonable, and Su Yin had a reason to do these things.
Guan Kuo's voice was soft, not violent, but he felt that that was his firm reason.
"My enemies are some people, but not all the people of the Northern Tang Dynasty, so I don't think what I did was wrong, Su Yin, I sympathize with you, and I don't want to evaluate whether you did right or wrong, but I don't think I will be the same as you."
"Are you sure that those people in the Northern Tang Dynasty will not regard you as an enemy, you must know that your father is Guan Qinghe, you are Guan Kuo, and your father's figure has been imprinted on your body," Su Yin's voice was a little weak, but his speech was still clear, "You should understand that many values in this world and methods for judging right and wrong are in the hands of a very small number of people, and many times, those who have a low status, or even no status, below are just unconditionally believing what those very few people say." ”
He pointed to his chest, his chest was still stuck with Qin Kill, and the blood was still flowing, but he was not referring to the knife, but to himself.
"I am General Chengwu of the Northern Tang Dynasty, and my father is the Rite Squire of the Northern Tang Dynasty, and our status is above most of the Northern Tang Dynasty, but the person with the highest status in the Northern Tang Dynasty said that we were wrong, we should be killed, and then we will die, and we will be spurned by the stupid majority of the Northern Tang people who do not know what to do."
He pointed to a distant place, the place of the Northern Tang Army, where the largest Northern Tang flag fluttered in the wind.
"See, that person, his status is many times higher than the two of us combined, under one person, above ten thousand, right?" He sneered slightly, "But, what's the use, it's still the person with a higher status than him, and the highest status in the entire Northern Tang Dynasty, who said casually, and he was thrown to the Northern Xinjiang in disgrace." ”
"Don't believe in the Northern Tang Dynasty," Su Yin leaned over the pale face, his eyebrows and eyes were very clear in Guan Kuo's eyes, "Don't believe in that country, especially those with a high status, otherwise, you will not only die, but you will die without a place to be buried, you will not be blind, and you will even be stinking for 10,000 years, you only need a word from those sanctimonious people, and the entire Northern Tang Dynasty will listen to that person's evaluation of you, he said that you deserve it, then you deserve it." ”
Guan Kuo's mouth squirmed, and finally he didn't say anything, his eyes flashed with complexity, he listened to what Su Yin said, and he didn't dare to agree with everything, but he remembered it all.
"Guan Kuo," Su Yin looked at him very seriously, "I am the only one left in the Su Mansion, because I don't want to die, so I left the Northern Tang Dynasty, and you are the only one left in the Guan Mansion, if you still express your firm belief in that country, you will die, and your entire Guan Mansion will be completely destroyed, this is what I left for you, what I want to say the most." ”
Su Yin stretched out his bloodied hand and came to the top of his shoulder.
Guan Kuo was supposed to dodge, but for some reason, he didn't.
Su Yin patted him on the shoulder, then looked at him deeply.
Looking back many years later, Guan Kuo has always been entangled in why he didn't realize that that glance was the last time Su Yin looked at him before the incident, and it was also the last look in Su Yin's life.
The personalities of the two of them, their overall life experiences, and even the times they have experienced are different, but at this moment, they are like facing each other in a mirror.
They are all people who have been destroyed, they are all innocent people, they all have family hatred, in the face of family hatred, Su Yin made his choice, and finally came to this day, Guan Kuo will also need to make a choice sooner or later, but now he is very confused, he faced the broken mirror in front of him, and suddenly felt a little helpless, helpless and wanted to cry.
Su Yin kept patting him on the shoulder, and his body fell backwards.
It's just that Su Yin at this time has a very warm smile, which is a smile that is very happy and relieved of everything.
It was as if he had returned to his childhood.
He has a warm home, and he walks the streets of Chang'an with those young people in their prime.
Chang'an willow catkins fly, gonghou sounds, passers-by are drunk.
The wind dances and the flowers fall into the ditch.
They came to the banquet in the palace again, the red door covered the window, and the picturesque face of Her Royal Highness the eldest princess fragrant the whole sky.
A lot of things don't seem right.
But the sky is blue and the grass is green, right?
Finally, let's settle down, grow old, or die in this time of eternal remembrance.
The smiling Su Yin's body fell on the cold ground like this, looking up at the blue sky and white clouds.
Qin Shu trembled slightly in his chest, as if he was grieving.
Bright red blood, like bright red flowers, flowed outside this pass.
The blood of the Northern Tang Dynasty is open on the splendid mountains and rivers.
Volume 1: The Blood of the Northern Tang Dynasty
(End of chapter)