405 Father's love is like a mountain
was busy until more than ten o'clock in the evening before cleaning up the house, Su Siqi dragged her tired body to the room to get clothes and prepare to take a bath.
Su Qirong walked in and pushed her into the living room: "Sisi, why don't you take a bite, Dad has heated the dishes three times, and the hot dishes will melt away." ”
Su Siqi smiled a little helplessly: "Dad, I'm not hungry." ”
"Eat some if you're not hungry, for the sake of Shen Mengqing, is it worth it?"
Su Siqi's face sank: "I said it wasn't because of him." ”
"Sisi, you are like this, Dad is very distressed," knowing that his daughter didn't like to listen, Su Qirong still wanted to say: "Sisi, if you feel uncomfortable in your heart, just cry, and forget all the previous things after crying, people always have to look forward." ”
Su Siqi was pushed by her father to sit down at the dining table, where the food was arranged, and the heat was rising, moistening her eyes. There is only one man in this world who will never abandon her, and that is Su Qirong.
Su Siqi's heart warms, her father's love is like a mountain, at any time, she will not be cornered, because she still has a father.
She picked up the chopsticks, took a bowl and took a bite of rice in her mouth, Su Qirong saw this, his eyes were hot, he turned his back to wipe his eyes, and then sat down to pick up vegetables for her: "You like to eat this the most, eat more." The fish was steamed and fresh, and the greens were a little more ......"
He sandwiched as he spoke, and soon Su Siqi's bowl was piled up, and she stopped Su Qirong from sandwiching the dish again: "Dad, it's okay, I can't put it down anymore." ”
Su Qirong stopped and sat there to watch his daughter eat, Su Siqi, who usually eats quickly, would chew slowly as if her throat couldn't be opened, and she couldn't swallow it for a long time.
Su Qirong looked at her worriedly: "Sisi, is the rice too hard, Dad will make you some soup." ”
"No, so be it." Su Siqi tried hard to swallow the food in her mouth, but she frowned slightly, looking very uncomfortable.
Su Qirong watched silently for a while, walked away, and went to the balcony to smoke, in fact, in the past two years, he smoked very little, and was about to quit, but this time he was upset, and took out his cigarette case and smoked another cigarette.
The youngest daughter is sick, and the eldest daughter is like this, as a father, he can't do anything, just just watch, which really annoys him.
Su Siqi ate half a bowl of rice, she really couldn't eat it, turned her head to look at Su Qirong who was smoking on the balcony, silently took a bite of rice into her mouth, and went back to the room while chewing.
She came out of the shower, Su Qirong was washing dishes in the kitchen, she said, "Dad, I'll come, you go to the bath, go to bed early after washing." ”
"No, it's already done." Su Qirong said: "Sisi, you are tired, go back to your room and sleep, Dad will wash and sleep in the future." ”
"Dad, I'll sleep on the sofa tonight, and I'm not allowed to rob it."
"No, you sleep in the bed, Dad sleeps on the sofa." Su Qirong dried his hands and wanted to push his daughter into the room, but Su Siqi turned around, ran to the sofa and lay down, covering the quilt from head to toe.
"I've already occupied the sofa, you go elsewhere." Su Siqi put her head in the quilt and shouted.
Su Qirong had no choice but to turn around and leave.
Su Siqi stuffed herself in the quilt like this, quietly listened to Su Qirong's movements, heard him go to the bathroom to take a bath, heard him come out, turned off the lights, and then entered the room and closed the door. It wasn't until the whole room was silent that she slowly pulled the quilt off and exposed her head.
The room is not very dark, and the curtains in the living room are transparent, and through the light outside, you can vaguely see the outline of the furniture.
Fortunately, this apartment was not returned at the beginning, otherwise she really didn't know where to live for a while? For so long, Shen Mengqing has been like a big tree, and she is a vine wrapped around the tree, thinking that this is a lifetime, who knows that the wind and clouds have changed abruptly, no matter how tightly her vine is entangled, it has also been shaken off by the tree.
It's really embarrassing, in front of his father, in front of his sister, in front of his servants and bodyguards, he asked her how much money she would want to let go? If he said such a hurtful thing, he could actually ask?
In front of her father, she pretended to be calm and used all kinds of things to pass the time to stop herself from thinking nonsense, but now, finally quiet, she couldn't help but miss him.
He didn't look better than himself, although Shen Mengqing hid it well, but the pain in his eyes couldn't hide it from her.
knew that something must have happened to him, but listening to him say those words, his heart was still like a knife, at that moment, she couldn't forgive him, why did she make her so embarrassed and sad? He obviously loves her, he obviously said that the two of them will bear everything together, why can't he do it when it really comes to this time?
He loves her so much, spoils her to heaven and earth, loves her to the bone marrow, she can't think of anything, in his heart, what could be more important than her?
Don't want hundreds of billions of family property, don't want indifferent family affection, what else? What else?
Tears raged in the darkness, flowing silently, like two cold little snakes swimming in her face.
promised to leave, it was just an impulse, and she regretted it the moment she stepped out of the door, but she couldn't turn back, she could not have dignity, but she couldn't trample on her father's dignity, so she could only move forward, and she could only go without hesitation.
God knows how sad she was, the farther away she was from him, the more her heart hurt, the suffocation and pain of dying, indescribable.
She had a hunch, as if she would never see him again, and she was so sad that she couldn't help herself for a while, she sat in the taxi and cried all the time, she was unwilling, she still had too much to ask him.
She asked: Does he not love her anymore?
She wants to ask: Did you ever love her?
She wants to ask: Will he be uncomfortable without her?
She also asked him, without him, she was in pain and was about to die, what would she do?
These words, she asked him to look into her eyes and answer. Every question must be answered clearly.
The glowing needle on the wall pointed to two o'clock in the morning, and the tears dried and flowed and dried, as if she had brushed a heavy paddle paste on her face, and it was uncomfortably tense, so she got up and went to the bathroom to wash her face.
In the mirror, her face was pale and dull, her eyes were red and swollen, and her hair was shaggy, like that of a sick person.
Yes, she was sick, her heart was gone, she was lost in the distant Bei'an, and she never got better.
Su Siqi looked at herself in a daze for a while, turned around and went out, walking quietly in soft slippers, like a cat wandering at night, she stood at the window, looking at the quiet night outside, there was no one on the deserted street, only the street lamps were still dutifully shining on the empty road, occasionally a car passed by, brushing and brushing soundly across the road downstairs, all the way away, the crimson tail lights were like crying red eyes, always looking at her, looking at her.
After standing for a while, she felt a little hungry, but she didn't want to eat, her chest was blocked all the time, and she couldn't swallow what she was eating in her mouth. She sat back on the couch and pressed her stomach hard to make herself feel better.
I remember that sometime last year, Shen Mengqing had a fight with Lu Tianchen, and because of the injury on his face, he stayed here and slept on this sofa every day.
At that time, he was really difficult to serve the marquis, always picking her thorns, which was not good, that was not good, and assigned her to buy him spicy duck neck and roasted flower nails every day to eat.
The two of them squeezed on the sofa to watch Korean dramas together, he didn't like what she liked, he always looked disgusted, saying that he didn't watch it, but where she couldn't understand it, he actually explained it to her, and he had to add a sentence at the end: I can't understand Korean dramas, it's really a pig brain.
At that time, it was chaotic, but in retrospect, it was a mixture of sweet and sour.
She lay down and lay down on the couch as if she were lying on top of a man, silently reciting the man's name in her heart.
Shen Mengqing, Shen Mengqing, Shen Mengqing......
Those three words were incantations, and her heart rose and fell, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.
The painful time always passed very slowly, and it was only two days away, as if it had been gone for a century, so long that Su Siqi always hallucinated, as if it was all a joke, and Shen Mengqing would knock on her door in the next second.
When Su Qirong saw her like this, she just sighed and sighed, it was useless to persuade her, she couldn't listen to her at all. He called Shen Bei'er and got the news that Shen Mengqing locked himself in his room without eating or drinking, and did not see anyone.
These two people have to do this...... He shook his head and brought the milk to his daughter: "Sisi, take a sip of milk, it's your father's beg." ”
Su Siqi's eyes were staring at the TV, but her eyes were empty, and she couldn't hear him speak at all, but she suddenly turned her head and glanced at the door, looking nervous, as if she was stunned.
Su Qirong sat down and shook her arm: "Sisi, you can take a sip, just one sip, Dad is really distressed to look at you like this!" ”
Su Siqi heard it this time, she took the milk from her father's hand, and drank half a cup in a row before stopping, but in an instant, there was a sound in her throat, she quickly put down the cup, ran to the bathroom quickly, and threw up on the toilet.
From yesterday to today, as long as she vomited as soon as she ate, Su Qirong gave her a little medicine, but it didn't work. I vomit as soon as I eat it, but I can't eat it, Su Qirong looked at her, and his hair turned a lot gray.
After Su Siqi vomited, she rinsed her mouth with water, wiped her face and came out again, her face was very calm: "Dad, it's not that I don't eat, I vomit as soon as I eat, and I can't help it." ”
Su Qirong had no other way but to sigh, put the notebook for her and open it on the table, "Don't keep watching TV, you can play games, and Dad will cook porridge for you later." ”
Su Siqi didn't want to brush her father's mind, so she sat on the sofa and used her laptop to surf the Internet, trying to find a game to play, but she didn't expect a news "Wealthy Lady Incident Stirs Up Again"
She was stunned for a moment, and then thought of Xue Xiyu, so she clicked it in directly.
Sure enough, it was the news about Xue Xiyu, and after she died, the news about her on the Internet slowly subsided. Why is it making trouble again now?
After a cursory glance, Su Siqi hurriedly asked Su Qirong to take a look, and from the beginning to the end of the short news, the father and daughter glanced at each other, and both frowned.