Late at night, I ate and took the bowl away, then made me a nest and went to bed.

I fell asleep, but I didn't. I listened to the cough from time to time in my life, and my heart twitched. I don't know how long it will take to get better, I feel sorry for him, and my heart is really distressed.

I don't know if American ginseng has any effect on tuberculosis in my life, and it seems that there is nothing I can do but be by his side.

Later, Ling'er and Xiaobao seemed to use American ginseng for cooking, of course, they were only allowed to eat it alone. Ling'er said to Xiaobao, "The doctor said that you can't let American ginseng be used in medicine, just like you can add it to cooking as usual, come a few more times, you can't eat too much at one time, the young master will not be able to digest it if his body is empty now." ”

At that time, I was napping, and I only listened vaguely when I heard Ling'er talk to Xiaobao. I don't remember anything, it's just that when they mention their lives, I remember what they are saying, maybe that's my feelings for my life.

I love life, very, very.

The days are passing day by day, but it has entered the late autumn.

Pingsheng's health is getting worse and worse, originally coughing up blood was discovered by accident, but now it is becoming more and more frequent, I often see Pingsheng coughing up blood and spitting in the spittoon.

When I first met Pingsheng, I could still go out for a walk, although it was not for a long time, and it was better to go out for a walk than to stay at home. But now Pingsheng didn't even go out of the door, at most, Bai Zheng helped Pingsheng to sit in the courtyard, and Pingsheng just looked at the sky to see the flowers and birds, and went back to the room as soon as the wind blew.

My face is getting worse and worse, and when I first came here, my face was not good, but now it is getting whiter and whiter, and even my lips are no longer bloody.

Ling'er feels distressed about her life, and often sheds tears on her back, I often see Ling'er crying while boiling medicine when she is boiling medicine. Occasionally, you can hear Ling'er praying softly, "Madam, you must bless the young master to get well." ”

Xiaobao also grew up with Pingsheng, and often Xiaobao was sewing peace charms for Pingsheng in the middle of the night. There are many large and small peace charms in his life, all of which are begged for him by Xiaobao from different gyms.

I feel like I actually know in my life, and I know that everyone is worried about him. I often sigh in my life, but my eyes are very dim when I look at the sky. It's just that what has never changed is that wherever he is, as long as I'm there, he will gently stroke my head.

I often hear Pingsheng say, "Susu, in fact, I know that Ling'er Xiaobao Baizheng and they are very worried about me, but I'm not going to be able to live anymore." ”

Every time I heard him say that, I would turn my back away from him, and he would always laugh and say, "Angry? But I can't help it, my body is my own, and I know my own body better than anyone else. I'm tired of vegetarianism. ”

I turned to look at him, his eyes always full of exhaustion.

I think my life is running out.

It's winter, and the snow is beautiful. The trees were covered with snow, and there was no green leaf to be seen. Animals are also hibernating, and it is rare to see animals or anything.

Pingsheng's health is getting worse and worse, and now he can't get out of bed, and he lies in bed all day long. Pingsheng always reads books, and he still drinks the medicine Ling'er brought him, but now Pingsheng has a lot less words, and more often I just lie on his chest and listen to his heartbeat slowly making a "dong" and "dong" sound.

Only then will a trace of comfort well-emerge in my heart, he has not left me in his life, he really stays by my side, he is still within my reach.

Pingsheng doesn't talk much anymore, he can't stop coughing as soon as he speaks, since the day he hit Xiaobao watched him smile and laugh and coughed, and finally spit out a pool of blood, then cried and begged him to survive, and Pingsheng rarely spoke.

Probably because he was coughing for too long and for too long, I could feel the pain spilling from his chest as soon as I coughed.

Bai Zheng made a small table for Pingsheng, and Pingsheng can now read and write and eat while lying on the bed. Xiaobao also put the food on the small table for him, and when he was done, he took the small table down.

I can't bear to live my life, I am very reluctant.

It's not just me, Ling'er, Xiaobao, Bai Zheng, none of us are willing to give him up, Ling'er, Xiaobao, Bai Zheng, still looks at the flat growth, and must be even more reluctant to him.

I don't know why, I've been in good spirits these days, and I can even get out of bed and walk for a while. I was so happy that he circled around him as soon as he got out of bed, but he picked me up with a smile and said that I was "stupid, I'm dizzy." He sniffed my forehead again.

Bai Zheng accompanied Pingsheng around the yard, Pingsheng touched the branches of the camphor tree in the yard, and said with a little regret, "It's a pity that there are no plum blossoms." ”

Bai Zhengdao: "Then I'll find it for you." ”

Pingsheng coughed for a while, and said with a smile, "You went to find plum blossoms for me, who will help me?" ”

I want to let my life see plum blossoms.

I slipped out of my arms, spread my feet and began to run. I remember that there were plum blossoms in the neighborhood, and when I sat on the eaves, I would often see fiery red plum blossoms hanging on the trees, as if dotted with snow.

When I got to the door of the house, I heard the servant of the house ask, "Where did the little red fox come from?" I gestured with my hand and pointed anxiously to the plum tree.

At this time, the young lady of the house came out and asked the servant, "Who?" What's wrong? ”

The servant was a little embarrassed and said, "Miss, this little fox seems to want plum blossoms." ”

As soon as I heard the servant say this, I nodded quickly. The young lady was also a kind person, and said with a smile, "It's funny that the little fox likes the little plum blossom." "I personally picked a small plum blossom for me, I rubbed her leg to show friendship, and rushed home with the plum blossom in my mouth.

I think I must be very happy to see plum blossoms in my life.

Just when I got home, I just heard the sobbing sound of Ling'er Xiaobao, and the plum blossoms fell to the ground, like blood spit on the ground in my life.

Did you leave me in your life?

I already knew the answer in my heart, but I still picked up the plum blossom and walked to my room.

Unlike in the past, as long as I came in, I would say "Su Su is here" no matter what. "But not today.

I passed by Ling'er, whose tears kept flowing, passed by the small bag of tears that fell on the ground one by one, passed by Bai Zheng, whose eyes were red, and saw Pingsheng.

Lying on the bed for the rest of my life, I jumped on the bed and listened to his slight heartbeat as usual. This time, however, there was only a slow, soft beat.

I put the plum blossom next to Pingsheng, who seemed to have used all his strength to open his eyes, and finally smiled softly, and said in his subtle and faint voice, "Susu, plum blossoms are so beautiful, right?" ”

But before I could answer, I saw that the eyes that were looking at me gently in my life dimmed little by little, and I could no longer see a ray of light.

I don't believe I'm just leaving.

I got into the quilt and lay on Pingsheng's chest, and I heard Pingsheng's heartbeat clear little by little, and finally I couldn't hear a sound anymore.