I'm one of those people who keeps wavering but doesn't really take action.

Of course, I also heard about the things she did later, she fell in love with someone else, she finally fell in love with someone else, she was no longer obsessed with Jiang Han, I should be happy for her, but I can't be happy in my heart.

Once again, I paralyzed myself, and I traveled the world with Elena, forgetting her in this way.

Maybe it was the tenderness I often brought to Elena that gave her the illusion that I didn't propose to her, but she proposed to me.

A girl who proposes to a man is also there, but I can't believe it, does Elena have such deep feelings for me?

At that moment, I hesitated, my hesitation represented rejection, I saw disappointment and even despair in Elena's eyes, but I couldn't promise her, I really couldn't.

In the days that followed, we could all feel the change in our relationship, she was no longer so clingy to me, and I didn't often take her out on dates.

When I learned that she had returned to China and was going to marry Haoyang, I was shocked and puzzled, how could she be so impulsive? Can feelings be child's play?

I was angry, Elena persuaded me to go back, she said, she knew everything, she didn't want to see me in pain, she was willing to let me go.

Such a good girl, after all, does not belong to me, I did not return to China, but locked myself in my room and got drunk.

At that moment, I confessed that I was a coward and never dared to take that step, so much so that I was left with eternal regrets.

When I decided to buy a ticket back to China, I learned that she was no longer there, and she left this world completely, not even giving me a chance to say goodbye.

The ticket in my hand is so ridiculous.

I still stepped on the plane back to my homeland and returned to my homeland.

I didn't get to see her for the last time, I heard that she was taken back to W City by her grandfather for burial, she is the granddaughter of the Shao family in W City, so it's okay, she will be more comfortable leaving the Ye family, leaving this land that is not willing to treat her well.

She asked Ruoqing to give me a letter and transferred a sentence to me, "Brother Feixun, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, I wanted to see you for the last time and say goodbye to you, but I didn't expect that the farewell at the airport would become our farewell."

I heard that you have found your happiness in another country, congratulations, Qiqi wishes you happiness. ”

I sat on the beach, staring at the rising sea, holding her last letter to me, with dried tear stains on it, and at that moment, I suddenly understood that she was not ruthless, the ruthless person was me, it was I who was unwilling to stay for her, and it was also me, who had been wandering and hesitating, waiting for me to come back on the verge of collapse, waiting for me to pull her, but what was I doing? I'm buying drunk!

Night chess, I'm sorry, I know how pale these three words are, especially for you in the other world, it's useless, but I can only say these three words.

If I had stayed for you back then, nothing would have happened in the future, and your life would not have become like this.

Night chess is all the fault of Feixun's brother.

The moment you walked to the sea alone and helplessly, were you complaining about me in your heart? Blame me for not being by your side when you were in the most difficult time??

Whether you were forced to leave home, or you were plagued by illness, or even at the last moment, I didn't come back, night chess, if...... When I have the chance, I must not leave myself with the ...... to say "if" Regretful.