Chapter 61: I feel sorry for him
When I woke up again, it was twilight outside the window, and I really slept for a long time.
I turned over, and what caught my eyes was a handsome face, Li Xuan's eyelashes were very long, and I couldn't help but touch his closed eyes with my fingertips, the bridge of his nose, until the two thin lips.
The previous blushing and heart-pounding clips were replayed in my mind one by one, and my heart seemed to be tired of a fresh sweetness, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time. It turns out that it is such a wonderful feeling to be in the skin of a loved one.
When he came back to his senses, Li Xuan had lightly held my restless hand, he put my hand on his chest, let me feel his heartbeat, his eyes were still closed, but his voice was a little hoarse: "Be good." ”
Seeing that he seemed to want to sleep, I couldn't help but remind, "The sun is about to set now." "What's more, I haven't eaten anything since early in the morning, and the gluttonous worms in my internal organs are already ready to move.
He opened his eyes, his eyes shining, and there was a hint of helplessness in his tone: "Sleep enough?" ”
Of course I didn't want to sleep again after sleeping for so long, so I nodded honestly, only to hear him jokingly: "Has your body recovered?" ”
My cheeks were stained crimson and burned to the base of my ears, and before I could carefully taste the first taste of human affairs, he took in my embarrassment, hugged me lightly, and pressed his chin against my smooth forehead: "I've been waiting, waiting for you to be my woman willingly, I've finally waited." Now that I think about it, all kinds of things were not bitter before. ”
Satisfied, I wrapped my arms around his waist and smiled sweetly, "Now you are mine, no one wants to snatch you away." After thinking about it, he added: "Long Xiao can't do it either." ”
Since the last time I suffered a loss in Longteng Palace, when there were only me and Li Xuan in private, I called Long Xiao by his name, and with an inexplicable resentment. There is no one with the smallest belly in the world than him, since he has formed a beam, I will have to get this revenge back sooner or later.
Li Xuan landed a soft kiss on my forehead again: "Xi'er, I'm very happy." ”
He was naturally happy that I cared so much about him.
After hugging each other and lying down for a while, I writhed a few times restlessly in Li Xuan's arms, he couldn't resist me, took the lead in sitting up and getting out of bed, and brought me clean clothes, a lot of lined clothes, there were clothes I wore in Mozhu Curie, I was a little surprised.
On the contrary, he woke up from sleep, dressed in moon-white bedclothes, before he had time to tie his hair, flowing and dusty, and with a more demonic taste, he was indeed the first beautiful man in Daqi, and his complexion was captivating.
I was a little stupid, so I really praised it: "Li Xuan, if you are a daughter, your appearance will not lose to me." "After that, I stuck out my tongue, how did I compare his appearance with a woman?
Li Xuan didn't laugh angrily, there was a unique warmth in his smile, and he said in a clear voice: "After all, appearance is just a pair of skins, if you are just an ordinary-looking woman today, I will still treat you like this." In my heart, you are just you, nothing else. ”
He always seemed to know what I was thinking, and even the words of comfort to me were so restrained and delicate, like a drizzle, nourishing my sensitive heart.
The softness of the skin touching the quilt reminded me that I was still naked under the brocade quilt, so I reached out to get the light green belly pocket on the top, Li Xuan was afraid that I would be embarrassed, so he simply sat down at the table with his back to me, poured himself a cup of tea, and waited for me to dress.
It would be hypocritical for me to drive him out again, so I didn't hurry up and dressed completely, but fortunately he chose a dress with a high collar for me to cover the red marks on my neck, otherwise I would have to be ashamed to find a crack in the ground to get into it.
When I buttoned the last button, Li Xuan's faint voice came: "I have something for you tonight." ”
The smile on his lips was gentle: "It's cold, go to the bath with me first, and then I'll accompany you out of the house." ”
It seemed that the surprise he was going to give me was outside the house, I was overjoyed, and my heart rippled, and when he took my hand, I broke away, and I pretended to be annoyed and said, "If you want to bathe, why bother me to dress up first?" ”
He pretended to think about it before nodding and saying, "That's what you said." Then he deliberately said: "If you are troublesome to bathe and change clothes, you can help your husband for you." ”
Is this the same as that of the disciples? I rolled my eyes and glared at him, and said angrily: "It was spread that the first beautiful man in Daqi was originally this virtue, I'm afraid that those official ladies will regret their intestines, see who will suck you." ”
At the palace banquet set up by Luo Yuxuan that night, Miss Sun, who was sitting near me, looked at Li Xuan's eyes, which can be described as a thousand turns. Could it be that the women in the capital are blind and can't see Li Xuan's true face clearly? No, they may be blind in their hearts, and they are confused by Li Xuan's jade tree's windy posture and gentle jade-like appearance, and they are sure that Li Xuan is a wishful man.
Li Xuan's face smiled even more: "Is the woman next to me rare, and what do I have to do with me?" All I care about is that you soften me. ”
Recently, he has become more and more fond of saying sweet words to me, and his mouth is like smeared with honey, which makes me unable to resist. He was so thick-skinned, I didn't play with him anymore, I walked straight to the bathroom, leaving him behind, he laughed loudly, and the smile filled the whole Mozhuju.
The room was dense, my whole body was immersed in the warm soup, from time to time teasing the pink petals floating on the water, the spirit was refreshing, the mood was good, unconsciously hummed a little song, I squinted my eyes slightly, my head rested on the edge of the bath bucket, looking how lazy and lazy I was.
Originally, there was a towel next to the bath bucket, and now the handkerchief was in Li Xuan's hand, he soaked the handkerchief with water, and gently wiped my exposed white and tender shoulders, I was still casual, raised my face to look at him, his face happened to be reflected in my eyes, handsome and abnormal.
The movement of his hand paused, and he smiled evilly: "Xi'er, don't look at men other than me with this kind of look." ”
Seeing that I was puzzled, he said as if laughing at himself: "It's too coquettish, no matter how pure a man is, he will be tempted." ”
I suddenly thought about teasing him: "Is this a compliment?" As the saying goes, there should be some women who are extremely beautiful, but you can tell me, with my appearance, can it be regarded as a disaster? ”
He didn't take my words seriously at all, and said alone: "It's good that you're just me." ”
I leaned forward, changed my posture and lay on the edge of the tub, and said lazily: "Then you can concentrate on wiping my back." ”
There seemed to be a pampering in his words: "Good." ”
Half a pillar of incense less than a time, I fell asleep in a drowsy state, during this period I vaguely felt that there was hot water injected, the water temperature never went cold, as a man's body Li Xuan served me like a subordinate at my disposal, I said casually: "There is no noble son like you." ”
Although I did not know any prominent children of eunuchs, I also knew how pampered it was to be born into a large family, and to disdain such rough work for those who were served by several servants at every turn. Today's Li Xuan is in a high position, and a casual sentence can shake the court, and I am a little curious about his life experience.
I waited quietly for him to answer me, until a long while, he said calmly: "When I was born, my father died for some reason, and my mother entrusted me to my master after remarrying. The master was very devoted to me, but he was also very strict, and after the coming-of-age ceremony, he drove me down the mountain. He always said that I was a talent that could be created, and I should be born to help the community and help the world. ”
"After going down the mountain, I saw that people's hearts are fickle and the world is treacherous, and I know that what I learned in books is far less shocking than what I saw with my own eyes. The master often said that the monarch is incompetent, the courtiers are treacherous, and the lives are ruined, and I deeply understand it. Later, I got acquainted with Long Xiao, who was also traveling abroad, when he was only the prince of Qi, because of the political disagreement with Emperor Qi, he left Qi in a rage, and he left for five years. ”
"I am not from Qi, and I grew up in the mountains since I was a child, and the boundaries of my family and country have no special meaning to me. Long Xiao and I met late, like-minded, we regard each other as confidants and friends, for me, he is not the Emperor of Qi, just a close friend, then I will return to the country of Qi with him, promising to help him ascend to the throne of God. ”
I said casually: "Since he is already firmly on the throne of the crown prince, why do you need to help him again, isn't it logical to ascend the throne?" “
As everyone knows, the words I blurted out were exchanged for the most bitter smile on Li Xuan's lips, I turned my back to him, so I couldn't see it, this bitterness was borne by him alone, and when I dreamed back at midnight, it became the sharpest blade, stabbing my heart, and I couldn't extricate myself.
I murmured again: "No matter how close you are to him, you are still inevitably bound by the king's ministers, has he never worried about your high achievements?" Are you willing to put your life at risk for the sake of this confidant, in order to protect the Great Qi River for him? ”
Li Xuan didn't see any ups and downs in his words, and he was as calm as a pool of deep water: "If he has murderous intent towards me, he has only done what an emperor should do, and the emperor's power has nothing to do with his confidant." When I agreed to help him, I had already left behind my own life and death, which was also the teacher's teaching. ”
I used to think that Li Xuan was a powerful minister with long sleeves and good dancing, controlling power between applause, but he was so cold and detached, but he made me feel distressed, how could he be so indifferent?
"It's like you're telling someone else's story."
How many people can really have such a mind as he sees fame and fortune as something outside his body?
He finally washed the veil, wiped his hands, and said to me gently, "When you have soaked enough, you will get dressed and come out." ”
When I walked out of the bathroom, I saw Li Xuan standing in front of the stone steps in the courtyard, dressed in a dark purple robe, with a lofty atmosphere, like Lan Ruozhi, worthy of his fame and grace. He seemed to be in a good mood, and he took my hand calmly: "It's better to walk away." ”
Before I could answer him, he led me out of the house, and calculated that it was past the time for supper, and where he would take me now. He said he would give me something, but I looked at him empty-handed, and it didn't look like he was going to give it away.
"What the hell do you want to send me? If it's the best blood jade bracelet that I lost last time, I like that bracelet. "My eyes were bright, and I honestly said that I never forgot the bracelet.