Chapter 96: Danger in the Shadows
"Okay, I'll think about it, think about it." Li said with some hesitation.
She is not such a decisive person, and thanks to Xiangxiu's help behind her back all these years, before, she has always been at odds with Ji Yingxin, although it is not enough to say that she is on the same footing, but she also wants to stand shoulder to shoulder with Ji Yingxin. Now, asking her to take refuge in Ji Yingxin, Li's heart is inevitably a little uncomfortable.
However, fortunately, in this year's time, the Li family also saw Ji Yingxin's methods, and for the first time, he felt the huge gap between his wife and concubine, and knew that he couldn't get past Ji Yingxin no matter what, so except for being a little unnatural, he didn't have much resistance to this matter itself.
Just when Li hesitated in his heart, on the other side, in Ji Yingxin's courtyard, although it was not yet winter, because Ji Yingxin was pregnant, charcoal had already begun to burn in the main courtyard, and the hot charcoal fire would dispel a trace of coolness in late autumn, and if you wear two more pieces, you can even feel a little hot.
Ji Yingxin lay lazily on the soft collapse, wearing a delicate ruby forehead wipe on his head, and a pair of eyes seemed to be open, looking drowsy.
Next to her, Cui Xiaohong was waiting carefully, since she was pregnant, Ji Yingxin often felt lazy, and the charcoal fire was warm, which made her even more drowsy.
Song Shi was wearing a purple flag suit, the dark color outlined her proud figure particularly eye-catching, sitting on the soft pier on the side, a pair of white tender hands with a pair of white tender hands that took off the nail cover and gently peeled off the layers of white silk on the orange, the crystal clear orange was like a jewel, and it was extremely smooth.
The Song family peeled it here, and the maid Qing Ge on the side put the peeled sentence in front of Ji Yingxin, and the sweet fragrance with a bit of sour smell also made Ji Yingxin cheer up slightly.
"I heard that you're drinking avoidance soup again." casually put an orange into his mouth, and the sweet juice suddenly fell down his throat, with a hint of coldness, making people feel comfortable all over, Ji Yingxin looked at Song Shi suspiciously and said: "I remember, I told you before, when I come back, you can stop the soup of avoiding children, why hasn't it been broken?" ”
Hearing this, Song's hand peeling oranges was a meal, and then he said respectfully: "Fujin is merciful and sympathetic to the concubine, but the concubine can't help but consider Fujin, now that Fujin has a body, it is the time when the concubine needs to be carefully served, if the concubine also has a body, I am afraid that she will not be able to serve Fujin wholeheartedly, besides, with children, some things are not very convenient." ”
As for what was inconvenient, Song didn't say it, but Ji Yingxin also knew that now that she was pregnant, if someone else also gave birth to a child, even if it wasn't a sister-in-law, it would take away Yinzhen's attention in the end, which was not very beneficial to Ji Yingxin to stabilize her position.
Besides, Ji Yingxin didn't stop Song's pregnancy before for the sake of grace, but if Song was really pregnant and gave birth to a child, it would be okay if it was a daughter, but if it was a son, Song couldn't guarantee whether Ji Yingxin could still trust her and protect her as before.
Song knows very well that her background determines that it is difficult for her to go further, even if she gives birth to several sons, I am afraid that at most she will stay in the position of Shu Fujin, her appearance is average, only her figure is not bad, plus she knows how to advance and retreat, and will analyze the pros and cons, so she can get to this day.
However, as the oldest woman in the house, coupled with more than ten years of slave and maid life, she is destined to be the fastest one, and after a few years of time, the only one who can rely on is Ji Yingxin.
It's not that she really can't live without Ji Yingxin, it's just that there is a big gap between living and living well, so the Song family will drink the child avoidance soup after knowing that Ji Yingxin is pregnant, at least, before Ji Yingxin's child stands firm, she doesn't dare to take this risk.
"Why do you bother? I believe in you, that's why I let you cut off the child soup, even if you have your own children, I believe it. You know what you can do and what you can't do, you don't have to worry about what I think in my heart, anyway, it's not you, it's someone else, rather than this, I'd rather be pregnant with you, in the end, after the child is born, it will be a foil for you and me, and it will be a dependence. Ji Yingxin was silent for a while and said.
Although I don't want to admit it, I have to say that in this era, the greatest value of a woman is fertility, and no matter how great a woman is, she can't compare to her ability to give birth. Thinking of this, Ji Yingxin felt a burst of sadness, she deeply felt this invisible restraint, pulling her downward, downward, as if she was about to reach an abyss that she had never reached.
When she said this, she was not deceiving the Song family, nor was she talking about the scene, but she really thought so, from the Li family at the beginning, to the later Wulan, Ji Yingxin understood that no matter what happened between her and Yinzhen, Yinzhen's heir was destined to be born only by her.
If Song really had a child, she might have some different ideas, but it was just a normal reaction.
Hearing this, the Song family was silent for a long time, and then shook his head and said: "It's still not possible, at least, after the concubine waits for Fujin to give birth safely, let's talk about anything else, at present, the concubine is really not at ease." ”
Saying this, Song raised his head, looked at Ji Yingxin, who was still about to continue to persuade, and said: "Fujin, your birth is very important, he is not just the fourth master's son-in-law, and even countless eyes in the palace are staring at him. ”
Looking at Song's serious gaze, Ji Ying's heart suddenly burst into his heart, "Do you know something?" Ji Yingxin hurriedly asked.
"You know, the concubine is a palace maid, in the end there are still some sources of their own, for your birth, the eldest brother and the third elder brother are not without any reaction at all, even who is in Yuqing Palace, may not have set their eyes on the house, you must be careful in the future." Song said cautiously.
Hearing this, Ji Yingxin's face became a little more serious, and he nodded towards the Song family, "Okay, I remember your words, since this is the case, then I can only wronged you for the time being, but don't worry, after I give birth safely, no matter what, your future child avoidance soup can be broken, as long as I am here, there will always be a place for you in the house, I swear by the glory of my Wulanala clan." ”
"Thank you Fujin." Song smiled slightly when he heard this, and then continued to peel oranges for Ji Yingxin, everything was the same as usual.