Chapter 395: Calm Your Anger

"You remember the one thing you remember how many times the neighbor coaxed the person who sang away, and the person who came back several times. You didn't expect that the old song was sung for you, and you didn't understand that Ah Peng blamed himself for not confessing to you earlier......"

Since then, Peng has become a disgusting thug who causes trouble everywhere. Until you meet again, he wants to start a positive life again. ”

"You didn't directly refuse Ah Peng, but quietly quit your job and moved to a place farther away from your hometown."

"It's a place where the mountains and rivers are poor, and you think you'll never have trouble coming to your door again. But you're still in trouble, and a legendary man who has come out of this mountain is determined to pursue you. ”

"This man is a few years younger than you, and his surname is Yu. When we first met, others called him 'less than', and you casually said that he was not a 'little fish', and sooner or later he would leap into the dragon gate. With this sentence, he asked you to call him 'Brother Long' instead of his name. “

"Brother Long is the pride of this mountain, and has created many firsts for this mountain. He was the first college student; The first doctor to combine local medicine with modern medicine; the first to fund the construction of roads in the mountains; The first person who not only went out of the mountains but also went abroad; The first person to bring the children of the mountains out of the mountains and open their eyes......"

"You lived a peaceful life in the mountains for three years, and after three years, Brother Long returned to his hometown, and he created another 'first'. He was the first person in the mountains to become a medical wizard and a business wizard who founded a pharmaceutical company. ”

"Brother Long said that he really jumped over the dragon gate and became a 'dragon', and your words are the source of his struggle."

"At that time, you just wanted to have a good relationship with the locals, and there was already a custom in the local area to wish other people's daughters Jackie Feng and other people's sons Jackie Chan. You didn't expect that just such a sentence would take root in Brother Long's heart, and you didn't expect that a young talent like him would pursue you. You're about to turn 30 and you're dragging a child, and you're not a good match for him. ”

"You just have to find a way to move, but you don't know where to move."

"Your escape, in the eyes of others, can't let go of Brother Cheng. They must not know that you have not been moved by them, you just dare not accept their pursuit. “

"You just want to enjoy the feeling of being respected and appreciated from their eyes and words, you don't dare to get too close to them, you are afraid that they will find out that you are actually very ignorant, very embarrassed, very obscene!"

"Once they know that you are just attached to the initial warmth that Brother Cheng gave you, and that you are just a poor worm shrinking in the shadows, no one will feel sorry for you anymore! Whether it's Brother Jiu, Ah Peng, and Brother Long, when they know that you are so obscene, they won't even give you perfunctory polite greetings! ”

No one is distressed? Loneliness and despair swept in, and just when the soul was about to fall into endless darkness, Hu Xianxian suddenly opened his eyes.

Hu Xianxian's tearful eyes were blood-red, and she roared categorically: "Someone feels sorry for her!" I, I feel distressed! ”

Zha Cuo listened to her roar coldly, and shuddered: "You...... You ......"

Hu Xianxian clenched his fists and asked in a cold voice, "How can you arrange me like this?" ”

Zacuo straightened his shirt and tapped on the wall to turn on a few lights. Only then did Hu Xianxian see that they were still in this round house.

Zha Cuo spread his hands, "Isn't that you?" ”

Hu Xianxian raised his hand, and gradually calmed down from his extremely low mood, but he was still a little resentful: "Hmph, what if it's really me?" The moss that grows in the dark wetlands also longs for the sun to shine, even if she herself will not feel sorry for herself, there will be a good and upward force in the dark to remind her to learn to feel sorry for herself! ”

Zacuo was still threatening her: "The lock heart jade bottle that originally belonged to Bai Huifeng was broken, and a fragment was absorbed by me, then, I will become a gap in your heart." If you and I can't blend body and mind, your state of mind will never be perfect. ”

Zhatso's expression was not so rich, and he said this very calmly. What he meant was that they had to be together for him to improve his skills and for her to be truly at peace.

Hu Xianxian did not deny his statement, and the anger in her heart was extinguished, he was right. And his constant interference with her state of mind is just to put her in a trap where no one else is reliable, and only he is reliable.

Hu Xianxian said to him sincerely: "You are indeed a gap in my heart, thank you for letting me experience such a life." No matter which life I experienced in the past, even a good girl without mana, she has pure and firm love. ”

After she smiled bitterly, she said: "This kind of life is really something I never thought of, this life is really despicable." Although the old-fashioned eldest brother was with Xiao Qingmei before the good sister, Xiao Qingmei and him have never officially married, and he has not admitted the identity of Xiao Qingmei's wife in front of relatives and friends, Xiao Qingmei is at most an ex-girlfriend who has held a banquet. ”

"The life process you let me experience is really despicable, I have been hiding in the shadows for so many years, and even if we are together later, I will go away and change my name and surname. In the end, even that life was lost, and there was no way to escape. Why did you make up such a story for me? Maybe you want me to be like that? ”

Zacuo shook his head, and his long, slightly curly hair fluttered with it. His facial features are like jade carvings carved by the best craftsmen, exquisite and less human.

He said word by word: "That, originally, just, yes, you!" ”

Hu Xianxian rubbed his still sore shoulders and neck, and asked with a smile: "If I were with you, would I really become like that?" Can I not be afraid of that situation? Can I be wary of you? ”

"I'm really not as good as Cheng Haofeng? Believe it or not, I will make Cheng Haofeng worse than what you have seen, and I will surpass him after all! ”

Hu Xianxian raised his voice and said: "You will never be able to compare to him!" He may be fierce to me, cruel to me, cold to me, but he will never let me be wronged! Do people like you understand people's hearts? ”

"What if one day he swords against you and wants to kill you?"

Hu Xianxian said without hesitation: "If you want me to do something I don't want to do, I'd rather let him give me a sword directly, and die or die!" Death is not the greatest harm, let me compromise and make others lower is the greatest harm. ”

"You're such a stone in a pit, smelly and hard!"

"Hmph...... No tricks, right? You're trying to get me from within me and make me completely obedient to you, right? Do you think you know the psychology of others so well that you can play with anyone? “

Hu Xianxian's own momentum recovered little by little, and he forced his eyes to look at Zacuo: "First of all, they love me very much and hold me up to the clouds; Besides, no one felt sorry for me and pushed me down the abyss. Do you think such a huge psychological gap can break my will? ”