Chapter 30: Scolding Brother
The things that he tried to hide in his heart were ruthlessly opened by Jiao Niang with sharp claws, so that his inferiority complex had nowhere to hide, Hua Junyi raised his hand, and a crisp and loud slap hit Jiao Niang's face.
This slap was so resolute that he didn't hesitate at all.
The pain on her face was hot, and half of her face was numb, Jiao Niang wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth with her fingers, and there was a slight tremor in her voice, "You dare to hit me!"
Hua Junyi pointed at Jiao Niang's nose, "You don't know the etiquette, you don't respect my brother, shouldn't you fight?"
I don't know if it's pain in my face or heart, and the tears of stimulation flow like a broken thread, "Okay, Hua Junyi, you are really good, your mother was killed and you didn't even fart, but here you played prestige and beat up your own sister." ”
Desolate smiled, "No, I said it wrong, how can I be your sister, Wanniang is your own sister." And I, you never regarded me as your sister from your heart, you looked down on me, you thought I was a concubine. ”
Hua Junyi's face was cold, his face was sideways, and his nose was panting.
Jiao Niang approached his face, gritted her teeth and asked, "But what are you?"
Hua Junyi stared at him and said firmly: "I am the sister-in-law of the Hua family." ”
"Sister-in-law?" Jiao Niang looked at him ridiculously, "Hua Junyi, some facts can't be changed, just like you can't change yourself because my aunt gave birth to you." Your "sister-in-law" is just a name, the blood flowing in your body is the same as me and Brother An, you will always be a concubine!"
Hua Junyi raised his hand again, making a gesture of hitting people.
"You fight, you fight!" Jiao Niang craned her neck and shouted.
Hua Junyi's fingers trembled, he snorted in a muffled voice, and put it down, "Don't force me!"
"Am I wrong? For so many years, although you have been a concubine and seem to be noble, you ask yourself, do you really regard yourself as a real concubine one day? You have low self-esteem, you have low self-esteem to the core, you can't tolerate others to despise you, you are afraid that others will say that you are a concubine. ”
Hua Junyi smashed the cup to vent his anger, "You shut up for me!"
Jiao Niang didn't keep her mouth shut, she was like a sharp dagger, digging into Hua Junyi's heart, cutting out his hidden things hidden in the corner and not being known, "You keep instilling yourself, you are the eldest lady's own son, you are an upright son-in-law, but the facts are the facts, your self-blindness is vulnerable." So you don't dare to get close to your aunt, you will always be cold and indifferent to her, you don't have a good face, like looking at her will stain your eyes, and even if she dies, you will be like an insignificant person who died. ”
Such words that hit the heart were like waves crashing on his body, almost slapping him to pieces, Hua Junyi restrained the ups and downs on his chest, gritted his teeth, "Don't tell me this." ”
"No, I'm going to say, I'm going to let you know how cruel you are and how much pain you've brought her!" Jiao Niang grabbed the placket of her chest fiercely, and there was a heart-rending pain spreading from there, "Do you know that a mother can't recognize the pain of her child?"
Hua Junyi is more than a head taller than Jiao Niang, and from her point of view, she only sees his arrogant chin, "That can only be blamed for her greed for wealth and wealth as a concubine and entered this mansion." ”
"Yes, she shouldn't have come in, and if she hadn't, she wouldn't have been separated from her child. These ruthless words were like a sharp sword, piercing her body full of holes, and Jiao Niang retorted loudly: "But she came in, not for any glory and wealth, she is for her son, for her son's future." She didn't want her son to be said to be a wild seed, she wanted to give him a better identity, so she chose to sacrifice herself. ”
"Don't talk to me about that anymore, I don't want to hear a word. Hua Junyi's heart was inexplicably irritable, as if there was a hemp rope twisted and twisted together and tied into a dead knot, and he couldn't open it.
These words were not at all the same as what he had heard before, and he didn't believe Jiao Niang.
Seeing that he turned around to leave, Jiao Niang stepped forward and dragged him to the third aunt's room.
"What are you doing?"
"If you don't want to listen to me, I'll let you see, you go with me, follow me. ”
Jiao Niang dragged Hua Junyi into the house and pulled out a large stack of clothes from the wardrobe, in any color and style.
"Why are you showing me this?" Hua Junyi wrinkled his eyebrows, showing impatience, but kept looking at the room. This was the first time he had entered the room of the concubine's room, and it was different from what he had imagined, it was much fresher and more elegant, and it was a little more warm than the luxury in Ji's room.
Jiao Niang first shook off the top few clothes, those were worn by children of a few years old, the fabrics were old, but they were very new, and they didn't look worn.
Jiao Niang looked at him with tears in her eyes, "You took it to the eldest lady when you were three years old, and since then, every season my aunt has secretly made clothes for you, she is afraid that the eldest lady will be unhappy, so she doesn't dare to send it to you to wear, so she can only put it away." When I think of you, take it out and look at it, and imagine what you will look like when you put it on. She touches the clothes as if she were touching you. ”
Hua Junyi looked at the clothes stacked high in a daze, and the calm heart lake seemed to be thrown into a huge stone, which shook the surface of the lake and caused ripples on the surface of the waves.
Jiao Niang slammed at him, "This is your four-year-old clothes, five-year-old, six-year-old...... Seventeen years old. ”
She threw all her clothes to Hua Junyi, and in the end, there was only one left, which was a red wedding dress.
Jiao Niang held this dress, tears fell down her eyes, and she was wet, "This is the eighteen-year-old dress she made for you, she said she wanted you to wear this groom's robe to greet your family, she said it was the last dress she sewed for you, because when you marry a wife, it will be your wife who makes clothes for you." It's just that she didn't see you put it on, and she didn't see you get married. ”
Jiao Niang couldn't hold back her crying, choked and could barely speak, her fingers spread over the embroidery on the clothes, the embroidery surface was embroidered with flat needles, the stitches were even and dense, and there was no gap.
"Every stitch and thread on it came from her hand, and she never faked it, even if she was sick, her hands trembled and trembled, and she would not let me help her embroider a stitch. She used the last bit of her life to embroider this dress for you. ”
She slowly pressed her face to her clothes, and the faint fragrance on the clothes also smelled of her aunt's body, the faint fragrance of lilacs, and the body temperature that seemed to still stay on the clothes, made her reluctant.
After a long time, she calmed down, walked to Hua Junyi's side, and ruthlessly stuffed her clothes into his arms.
"I know that even if I had brought it to you, you wouldn't have worn it. But after all, this is given to you by your aunt, and I don't care if you throw it away or keep it. ”
The clothes were in his hand, and the silky satin velvet was in his hand, and it was so soft that it was on the iron wall of the copper wall he had fortified for his third aunt. Hua Junyi's mood is complex and difficult to distinguish, like a lonely boat drifting in the sea, confused and ignorant of the direction.
He didn't let go of his hand, and slowly walked away with his clothes in his hands.
"Hua Junyi!" Jiao Niang suddenly shouted behind him, he stopped and didn't look back, "I look down on you from the bottom of my heart, even the beasts know to recognize their biological mothers, you are not even as good as them." ”