Chapter 121: I'll Wait
"Growing up, when have you beaten me in hide and seek?" Sun Siyu asked rhetorically.
"There should be, right? I'm not going to be that waste, am I? Shangguan Hao knocked on his head.
"It's just such scrap. I won't look for anyone, I won't hide it, I don't hide it, I don't hide behind a tree, or under a table, there's nothing new at all. Sun Siyu's voice became lower as he spoke, and he was even a little difficult to speak, "But this time you won." Why should you win this time? Can't we change it? What if you won in the past, but this time you lose once? Why did you want to win this time? ”
"I can't keep losing, can I? That's shameless. Shangguan Hao pretended to be relaxed and said.
"What kind of face do you want? How much can your face be worth? Can you just save face as long as me? Sun Siyu's voice trembled a little.
Shangguan Hao sighed, he didn't know how Sun Siyu had come over the years, just like Sun Siyu didn't know what kind of suffering he was suffering. But this doesn't mean that he Shangguan Hao can't guess.
It was because of the speculation that he was distressed. It's obvious that she is reluctant to be wronged, or that she is a girl who doesn't dare to be wronged, but what kind of pain she suffers because of herself.
Obviously he didn't let anyone hurt her, but he turned out to be hurting her.
Shangguan Hao looked at his emaciated face in the mirror and smiled bitterly.
Maybe by the time we actually meet, Siyu won't recognize me anymore. "Even if you don't know each other", Suzi's state of mind may be something I can understand. Shangguan Hao turned his head and didn't dare to look any further.
Now, even if he is himself, he can only vaguely see the traces of the past from the mirror. Compared with his face and legs, he dared not look at his decadent self in the mirror.
"Keep cutting, rationalize and mess", I have to make a decision. Even if it will hurt both of them, it is better than catching Sun Siyu's life.
"Siyu, listen to me······" Shangguan Hao's voice was a little anxious.
"I don't listen, I don't listen. You just want to say a bunch of big truths, and then persuade me not to be too persistent, and die to you as soon as possible, right? Sun Siyu pouted, "I don't want it." Even if the old lady hits the south wall, she won't look back. You'd better get ready for your wedding as soon as possible. ”
Qiao Wei and the others were dumbfounded, looking at Sun Siyu in shock, they didn't expect Sun Siyu to be so strong.
Thinking of this, they couldn't help but sweat for Shangguan Hao, and felt some sympathy for the man they had never seen before, how did they survive.
However, Sun Siyu didn't notice it at all, and continued: "If you really can't stand up anymore, then it's a big deal that I will push you away and carry you up and down the stairs on my back." What about taking care of you for the rest of your life? As long as you're not completely paralyzed, we can still have children. If you like Germany, I'll move there and we'll live there. Anyway, when I was a child, I longed for a European-style wedding. This is also a dream come true. ”
Qiao Wei couldn't bear to listen to it anymore, and pulled Wang Wenwen and Tian Xinyuan away, leaving Sun Siyu alone in the dormitory.
I yearn for those days. But I still can't······ Siyu, is it really worth it? Shangguan Hao raised his head and slowly closed his eyes.
He wanted to find out, but at this moment, he didn't have the courage to speak.
“······ Prepare your dress and be my groom. Sun Siyu said.
"How can you be sure that the bride will be you?" Shangguan Hao tried his best to make his tone cold, but he couldn't do it anyway.
"I'd like to see if you have the guts to go to someone else? If any other woman or man dares, even if it's an animal, I'll stun her (him or it) first, and then push you away. If it's a big deal, I'll find a small room to hide you. Find a piece of Eden that belongs only to us. Sun Siyu snorted coldly.
Shangguan Hao pinched a handful of sweat, obviously he hadn't done anything, but when he heard these words, he broke out in a cold sweat inexplicably.
Also, that other woman is a normal reaction, but what the hell is the other man, where does she want to go? What are animals? Is this what a normal person should say? Besides, why find a small room to hide, are you sure you don't want to lock me up? Just find a water prison, and in order to prevent me from escaping by hand, it is safer to add shackles to me. The corners of Shangguan Hao's mouth twitched.
He didn't notice that what he had been holding on to his heart seemed to be gradually dissipating. The wounds he has received again and again in the past three years seem to be gently healed by a pair of invisible hands.
"Why don't you talk again? Wouldn't it be fun for me to sing a one-man show alone? Sun Siyu asked, "You have already faced the malice of the world alone, and in the future, either I will stand in front of you, or we will face it together." You don't have a third option. ”
Shangguan Hao rubbed his eyebrows and sighed deeply, he seemed to have no other way but to accept his fate.
"Are you tired? Let's take a break. I'm sorry, but I'm too verbose to bother you. Sun Siyu asked with concern.
"It's okay, it's just a little emotional. And when I hear your voice, it's like a shot in the arm, and I'm full of strength, how can I be tired? Shangguan Hao said with a smile.
He's already decided, so he'll just go down and see. No matter what the road ahead, whether the darkness swallows up the light completely, or the light tears through the drowsy darkness, they will bear it together.
As long as the hearts of two people are together, it is a warm light, enough to dispel any fear in the dark night and warm the ice of eternity.
"Really?" Sun Siyu was a little skeptical, "You wouldn't have spoken like this before." So how did an upright boy become funny? ”
"Maybe they were infected by Europeans." Shangguan Hao scratched his face.
Sun Siyu rolled his eyes.
"Siyu." Shangguan Hao shouted softly.
"I'm here." Sun Siyu agreed.
"I've decided. Let's start all over again and get back together. If you regret it, you can leave at any time, and I will never stop you. Shangguan Hao's tone was very resolute.
Sun Siyu was silent for a moment, she felt herself trembling, not knowing whether it was joy or what.
"I've been waiting for you for a long time." Tears slid down the corners of Sun Siyu's eyes, "Since you are my boyfriend, then promise me to cooperate with the treatment." I'm still waiting for you to carry me to the wedding car. I may not be able to feel your pain, but I will accompany you and wait for the result. In any case, we bear it together. Even if it's for me, you have to hold on. ”
Although she can't share the pain for Shangguan Hao, she is the best painkiller.
"Okay." Shangguan Hao clenched his fists, "I promise you, I will definitely put you on the wedding car." ”
The two didn't speak again, just quietly listened to each other's breathing, as if the person on the other end of the phone was not standing in front of him across the endless territory.
The distance in space does not bring unbearable loneliness, as long as each other's hearts are connected, there is nothing to fear.