One hundred and thirty-five
Ah Qi's heart moved, his parents read that in the fourth generation could he be regarded as the eldest son of himself.
There are many younger siblings below me, some of whom are different from the same mother.
How can I say that there is nothing wrong with the family in this regard, but there is no biological brother and sister above me, and there are only those from the uncle's family who are looking for above, but those are also the eldest sons, which is really strange.
In previous years, I didn't want to write like this at all, where would I think about such a tricky angle, such a boring question, but unfortunately now that it has been brought up, my heart is inevitable, and I also enjoy a little more, there is an idea, which came out of my mind, but it was very quickly, and I was pressed back.
No...... It's not like this, it's like that, I think too much on top, and under the words of others in two or three sentences, I start to think cranky!
When Qingzhiyi saw the other party's appearance, he knew that he had believed a little, and slowly walked down the steps, and slowly stepped on the steps with a thin layer of snowflakes, and guessed a shallow mark.
As if imprinting a brand in the other party's heart, he slowly walked to his side, looked into the other party's eyes and said, "The Qing family, a family that has been famous for hundreds of years, still stays on the beach, and there are still many people in the family who go out to fish, what is it for?" ”
Ah Qi swallowed his saliva and shook his head slowly.
Qing Zhiyi said: "In the early years, someone found an island on the sea, there are many inhabitants there, it is said that where to pave the ground with gold, use incense to light lamps, rice and noodles to avoid inexhaustible, and the amount is inexhaustible, but this legend is near the Qing family. ”
Ah Qi had a stirring spirit in his heart, his eyes kept growing, and there seemed to be some things connected in his memory.
Some things have been known for a long time, hidden in the deepest place, there is no way to dig out, even if sometimes they will think about it, so they avoid that memory, only when they are said, it can be regarded as slowly revealed, the truth that they have long been buried in their hearts, and they have already known things.
"Father, why can't I go out when my brother and them have gone to sea?"
"You have another two years, wait another two years, and then you will go out when they come back safely."
At that time, he didn't understand why there were always six people in the family going out, and it was especially seven people, wasn't it? The brothers in the family are the only ones who are specially arranged, but the brothers in the family have all gone out to sea to fish.
It's just that I'm old enough, and everyone my age has gone out, so why do I have to stay at home?
Ah Qi has no friends around him, and he doesn't have any playmates, and his younger brothers and sisters are a little poorly aged, and they can't play together.
It's boring to stay here.,The brothers who usually play well have gone out.,I'm sitting in the yard and looking out bored.,The family is not allowed to go out.。
Or that worried look, a little too much, as long as the brothers go out, they will be specially protected, for fear that something will go wrong, that careful look, I feel a little excessive, as if I drink a hot water, I will leave completely, as if I eat a bowl of rice less, as if I am missing a bowl of rice, it is something missing.
Ah Qi himself is very bored, but there are more than a dozen people around him who look at him and are always in some remote corners, slightly stretched out to peek at himself, even if he is sitting in the courtyard now, there is no one next to him, but he also knows that there are more than a dozen eyes staring at him, these people are really, too careful, they are always uncomfortable, even if it has always been like this, but there is really no way to accept it.
Sometimes he will go to look for those people, but he is obviously going to find them, but after searching for this shadow, there is no more, sometimes there is some discouragement in his heart, but more often there is an inexplicable panic.
Ah Qiduo looked and looked, he secretly ran to his mother's yard, of course, this so-called sneaky past, but he just pretended to be like this, those people who were watching around, but they kept following, the sound of footsteps was too obvious, listening to the voice of Caracalla, he felt a little annoyed.
Since you're doing this, can't you be considerate?
At least I can't hear these obvious voices, so I can cover up my existence, it's too unprofessional, and I complained in my heart at that time, but think about the things I did later, I don't think I have this skill.
Ah Qi, sometimes I wonder if the things that have been exposed to themselves when they are walking are not in their family, unique skills, and they have never been good at concealing these things for so many years, but whether they are outstanding in other aspects, it is not good to throw them out.
Mother hugged her younger brothers and sisters, singing the ballads of her hometown, and people outside would also sing these, but she had no contact, she had been living in a high-walled compound, she was not qualified, she could see the outside world, and occasionally there was a child of the same age as herself, who ran in front of the yard, and she was attracted, and her eyes were quickly pulled back by the people at home.
After that, I never saw anyone running through the door.
Loneliness has always been with me, if the brothers are there, fortunately they are still willing to take care of themselves, other people in the family are unwilling to play with themselves, and I don't know what the reason is, I was inexplicably isolated, but above, fortunately, there are a few brothers, but when the brothers go out, they are too lonely.
My mother has never been so close to me, not that I don't have a little jealousy in my heart, what can I do, I can only hide secretly outside the yard, listen to his voice, and occasionally walk into the yard recklessly, and listen to it with the door closed, I will be much more sober, as if I am also blending in.
Mother may have known it all along, but she has never looked at herself, and her hiding skills are not so good, and she can't see it at first glance, but she is silent, and here, she just stays well, as long as she doesn't say a word, she can wait here all the time.
It seems that that song is also passed on to himself, this is the happiness that has always belonged to him, even if it is a little self-deceptive, but I have to say that it does make me feel a lot better in my heart.
"Ah Qi...... Does it mean that he can't grow up well? ”
There seems to be such a sentence in that river demon, but there is no longer such a sentence after careful confirmation.
It's not mixed in with the lyrics, but while singing the ballad, there are people talking, and the voice is so low that they can't hear it clearly.
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