Chapter 191: Inseparable
She was surprised but couldn't ask, but fortunately, Gui Chongxu asked this directly: "How could Cheng Zhenren have such an idea?" In terms of intelligence and mana, you are the best among your peers. Even if it is reduced now, it is still saving people's lives and making merits. ”
Cheng Haofeng waved his hand lightly, put his hand against his forehead and said with a smile: "A true hero is for the country and the people, and I am for love; A true gentleman is benevolent and virtuous, and I am selfish. Gui Dao Chief, please go back first, there must be a lot of things to do in Gaojia Village to bury so many people. ”
Gui Chongxu comforted him a few words and left, he looked left and right, and when he saw a small toad in the corner of the yard, he stretched out his hand to summon it.
The toad jumped over and slowly climbed onto the edge of the tank, and he poked its head lightly: "You little thing is still obedient, although I am born with the ability to resist beasts, but there are really few people who can be summoned like you." What are you doing here so diligently? I don't have swan meat here. Aren't you afraid that you will be summoned and left like me? ”
Cheng Haofeng was bored talking to the toad, and Hu Xianxian thought with some indignation: Obviously, you summoned me to come and leave immediately, but you are embarrassed to feel sorry for yourself there.
Cheng Haofeng chatted with the toad again: "Do you think that the seventh senior sister before going down to earth is different from the seventh senior sister after going down to earth?" In fact, they all looked down on me. Back then, when I danced in the Purple Star Xiaozhu, she dared to tease me with such a fiery gaze in front of the public, which was clearly to laugh at me for not daring to respond to her gaze. ”
Cheng Haofeng said that he himself became angry: "If she was born in a family of merchants in the market, I am afraid that she will also like to play with me." They are a virtuous character, she often praised the sixth junior brother for his clear and beautiful flute voice when he played the flute, and his posture was elegant and upright; I specially prepared a song for her to sing a hundred birds, and she said that the voice was pleasant, but the posture was not elegant......"
Hu Xianxian remembered this incident, but she remembered that Bai Huifeng was listening intoxicated when she saw Ling Ruofeng coming from afar, so as not to appear that she was too close to Cheng Haofeng and provoked Ling Ruofeng's jealousy, so she deliberately belittled him.
In fact, I remembered that the situation of that day made her still ripple in her heart after ten lifetimes, it was early autumn, the colorful forest was colorful, and the reed flowers were blowing snow: he had a reed leaf on his lips and blew a unique sound of rural interest, and a hundred birds sang a harmonious sound that all the musical instruments in the world could not play, they looked at each other speechlessly, their eyebrows were affectionate, and time seemed to stop there......
Cheng Haofeng was silent for a while, as if he was also recalling the scene back then. He stroked the toad and sent it away, "Go too, you will have to leave eventually." Alas, seeing you again after so many years, she went too far enough to let me juggle to please others......"
Hu Xianxian's face was a little feverish, and he asked himself if it was really that excessive? She wanted to hear him play a truly heavenly sound like no other, but she didn't want to show it.
She pondered how she could keep him from realizing she was here, and listen to him play the music as she wished. Inadvertently, she saw the privet tree beside her, the thick green branches and leaves were full of purple and black small fruits, and she picked a lanceolate oval green leaf and sent it to Cheng Haofeng's shoulder with spiritual power.
Cheng Haofeng twisted this leaf with some doubts, he saw that the privet tree was shaking without wind, and the small fruits were rattling, and he asked himself: "Can I not only understand the language of birds and beasts, but also know the meaning of flowers and trees?" Is this tree saying it wants to listen to me? Listen to me play a song quietly and without distraction? ”
Bringing the leaf to his lips, he looked at the privet tree with a slight apology and said, "I can't induce the chorus of birds now, but I can only play according to the original sound of this leaf, and I will do it for a while." ”
The leaves trembled, and the monotonous crisp sound was not as melodious as the musician's, but it was very suitable for the moment. The scorching sun of late summer and early autumn shone on a bored man: the ambitions that others expected him to achieve could no longer be realized; His own dream of perfection has come to naught, what else can he do?
Ye Di blows casually without tone, no one comes to listen anyway, what kind of tone does it matter? Left is just chatting for self-entertainment.
The blade was about to burst, the sound was piercing, the blade had made a sound that it couldn't have made, and it didn't hurt to break it.
It is also okay for people to be broken like leaves. Even if this leaf does not float, it will inevitably wither and yellow, and the leaves will fall back to their roots. Even if people don't die like this, they have to have other strange ways to die, and there are no other ways to die like this, at least when they are alive, they have done their best.
At the end of the song, the leaf was silent. Cheng Haofeng lifted the broken leaves and looked through those cracks to see the spots of light.
Hu Xianxian picked another green leaf, took it in his mouth and blew it, and his voice was even more toneless. In the trill, she dissipated her invisibility, and he followed the prestige to see her with tears in the shade of the thick green leaves.
"Going and coming back just to make this noise and laugh at me?"
"I'm reluctant to leave, are you really willing to give up on me?"
He was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke: "I am still reluctant to give up on you after all......"
"I can't bear to ...... either"
"Stay, you have to suffer ......"
She wrinkled her nose and put on a fierce face, saying, "I've always tormented people, and you're going to have to suffer......"
"Even if you endure hardship, it won't last long."
"I am reluctant to leave you, let alone let go, there must be a way to save you."
He stretched out his hand to her, and said with a look of concern: "Listen to me a few words, and don't do stupid things that don't outweigh the losses because of guilt." You are not as reluctant to me as you think, but you suddenly understand some things that you don't understand, and you regret it to the extreme. ”
Hu Xianxian walked over, asked him to hold his right hand, pressed his left hand on the edge of the cylinder and said, "I know you have a heart knot, but you don't know that I also have a heart knot." If you can help me untie the knot, I'll help you untie it. ”
"You still don't believe that you're no different from Bai Huifeng?"
"I came back from the other world and walked from Yunhua Temple, although the Yunhua Temple in that place has been broken, but the inheritance is still there. After I got there, I knew that their lineage was exactly the same as our Yunhua Temple, and the Bai Huifeng there had already cultivated to the Immortal Golden Immortal. If there is no difference, which is the real me? ”
"You, you're a selfish ghost, you only see if you have a corresponding person in another world, have you seen if other people also have a corresponding self?"
"Yes, many sages and great masters have corresponding selves, existing in the world called the earth, such as Confucius, Buddha and Taishang Laojun."
"Which of these people do you say is really himself?"
"There is always one for fiction and one for truth."
"I used to think the same way, always thinking that one was the ontology and the other was the doppelganger, but this was not the case. The first time I met you, was it really the first time we met? Is Bai Huifeng, Hu Qingding, Peng Qingyue and Peng Qingyue synthesized into a Hu Xianxian? Or is Hu Xianxian divided into many individuals? Which life, which one is the starting point? Which life, which one is the end? ”
"The merciless and ignorant meteorite is the beginning, and the one who has attained the eternal realm is the end."
"Who is the meteorite, and who is the one who can reach the realm of eternity?"
Hu Xianxian's eyes lit up, "The disturbances in the middle are not important, it is the sublimation of the realm from the false realization of ruthlessness to the true realization of sentient beings." ”
Cheng Haofeng smiled approvingly at her, "It's not important to say it, it's a little awkward to think about having another self and yourself at the same time, right?" ”
"It's a little awkward, when you face me, you think of your seventh senior sister, don't you feel sorry for her in your heart? Otherwise, you wouldn't have gone to great lengths to reverse time and find Bai Huifeng who makes your heart pound. ”
Cheng Haofeng lowered his head and laughed a few times before raising his head again and saying, "Are you still eating your own vinegar?" I want to turn back time because I want to get back that seventh senior sister who is eager for me to give her a response, I don't want to be a coward who escapes anymore, I want to go back and prove that I have enough courage and enough ability to change everything. “
"But you still always think she's better than me, you can't deny it."
"I think the good thing about Senior Sister Seventh is that she has expectations for me, and you don't even have any expectations for me, you don't believe me at all."