Chapter 119: The Place in the Heart
When he was about to enter the city, Mu Ziluo woke up faintly and found himself lying in Jing Che's arms.
"Jing, what's wrong with me?" Mu Ziluo asked Jing Che, but Jing Che didn't answer her, lowered his head, and didn't say a word.
Mu Ziluo looked at Jing Che and found that he was holding the letter written to her by Ling Yingluo in his hand, looking at Jing Che's current appearance, it was clear.
Mu Ziluo left Jing Che's arms and moved to the side, not daring to look at Jing Che's silent face.
Jing Che read the letter and knew what she had been hiding from him, so was he angry if he ignored her now and shouldn't treat her? Or is it that he discovered the secret in the letter, knew what she was going to face, and was about to give up on her.
If you say that you didn't know what happened to you just now, but now, Mu Ziluo came to her senses, and she also knew that she must have been in the prince's mansion just now, out of control.
Outside the carriage, the voice of the dark sun came in: "Lord Wang, I'm about to arrive at the palace." ”
Wangfu, did Jing Che let her go back to the palace with her, no, she didn't want to, now she didn't dare to face Jing Che.
"I'm going home." Mu Ziluo said lightly.
"Go to the Prime Minister's Mansion." Jing Che opened his mouth coldly.
The atmosphere in the carriage dropped to freezing, and Mu Ziluo couldn't bear it and said, "Jing, I'm sorry. ”
Jing Che didn't look at her, didn't reply, and closed his eyes.
God knows how shocked he was after reading the letter just now and discovering the secret of Mu Ziluo in the letter.
The soul has existed for more than ten years, hehe, such an important matter, Mu Ziluo actually hid it from him, he thought that the two had promised for life, and it was already an inseparable relationship, and there should be no secrets.
The secret in his heart had already been told to Mu Ziluo, but Mu Ziluo hid such an important matter from him, at this time, he didn't know how much weight he occupied in Mu Ziluo's heart.
"Jing, I can explain the matter in the letter, and please don't ignore me like this." Mu Ziluo choked up, Jing Che was like this, which made her feel very scared.
Jing Che turned his head, his eyes were empty, and he asked lightly: "Mu Ziluo, what is my status in your heart?" ”
"What?" Listening to Jing Che's cold and distant tone, Mu Ziluo thought that Jing Che would ask her about the letter, but she didn't expect Jing Che to suddenly ask him about the position in her heart, and Mu Ziluo didn't react at once.
"Are you hiding such an important matter from me because you are afraid that I will know, or is it because I am not important in your heart at all, so you can say it or not, and it doesn't matter?"
"I, I just don't dare to say it, I'm afraid you'll mind." At that time, she had just met Jing Che, and she didn't want to reveal it, but after being with Jing Che, she was afraid, afraid that she would lose him if she told Jing Che.
"So, I don't matter to you at all, otherwise, how could you not believe me, you have many opportunities to tell me, but you didn't say it." Jing Che was disappointed, Mu Ziluo didn't say it, but she didn't trust him at all, otherwise she should know that he wouldn't give up on her because of this matter at all.
Mu Ziluo didn't refute, what Jing Che said was the truth, and she could tell Jing Che many times, but her countless hesitations made her unable to speak, "Jing, this matter is hidden from you, it's my fault." ”
She still didn't know why he was so angry, was it just because she didn't tell him about it? No.
Looking at Mu Ziluo's confused appearance, Jing Che turned around, and just when the Prime Minister's Mansion arrived outside, Jing Che said coldly: "I think we should all calm down and think about the matter between us, the Prime Minister's Mansion has arrived, you can go." ”
The tears in Mu Zilu's eyes flowed again, she didn't know what Jing Che meant, she didn't know what to say, Jing Che's indifferent appearance touched her heart.
"Jing, you let me go, you, don't you want me anymore?"
Jing Che didn't answer, outside the carriage, was the gate of the Prime Minister's Mansion.
Mu Ziluo sniffed, got up and walked out of the carriage.
Jing Che in the car watched Mu Ziluo leave, his eyes raised and lowered, not knowing what he was thinking.
Lost and depressed, he returned to the room, and Mu Ziluo didn't even eat dinner.
Liuxiang wanted to speak outside the house, and finally did not step into Mu Ziluo's room, but hid in the dark to protect Mu Ziluo, she didn't understand why Mu Ziluo and Jing Che went out for a day and came back, and became like this, the whole person lost their souls.
Mu Ziluo lay on the table, tilted her head and looked at the dark night outside, yes, it was already night, wasn't her previous life as dark as this night, even if she could see anyone, but she was lonely, wasn't she?
If Jing Che is anything in this dark night, it must be a lamp, a lamp that illuminates her heart, Jing Che's appearance makes Mu Ziluo have love, love, and expectation. However, now, this light is going out, her world is dark, and without Jing Che, what else can she have?
Thinking of Jing Che's sentence "Let's go", saying it so coldly, Mu Ziluo felt a pain in her heart, she was wrong, she was really wrong, the fault was not to confess to Jing Che at the beginning, and the fault was not to trust Jing Che.
Why doesn't she believe Jing Che, why does she think that Jing Che will care about her life in the previous fourteen years, why does she think that Jing Che will care that she is a demon, in the final analysis, she still doesn't trust Jing Che enough, or she doesn't trust their relationship enough.
"Boom!" Mu Zi sobbed quietly, she didn't dare to cry.
Crying until his eyes were hazy with tears, his body trembled slightly, and finally he couldn't control his crying, Mu Ziluo raised his hand and bit it down, not letting himself cry.
There was a sweet smell of blood on his tongue, and Mu Ziluo bit his hand.
Stopping her tears, Mu Ziluo lay on the table like this, recalling the memories between her and Jing Che over and over again in her mind.
The Jing'an Palace, too, is constantly lit.
Jing Che looked at the note taken out of the bag in his hand, which clearly read: You and her are not destined for a good relationship, love is purgatory, and you can be safe.
Jing Che clenched the letter in his hand, and his mind was already spinning. This is the advice given to him by Xuyun, telling him that he is not Mu Ziluo's beloved?
So who is her destined match?
Today, his heart is also hurting like that to Ah Luo, watching Mu Ziluo cry, and looking at Mu Ziluo's sad back when she left, all of them are stimulating his heart.
But he couldn't hold her, saying that he didn't care at all that she was hiding from him, he couldn't do it, so he could only do this, because he wanted to know how important he was in Ah Luo's heart.
Yes, he loves Mu Ziluo, so he doesn't allow Mu Ziluo not to love him and trust him, as long as he thinks that Mu Ziluo doesn't love him, this matter is like a hand tearing his heart, and he can't breathe in pain.
Can't you feel your feelings for her? Is it that one day, Ah Luo thinks that she is not important in her heart, she can hide everything from him, and when she meets the destined person, she will leave his side, and when the time comes, where will he go to find another Ah Luo.
Now, Xuyun said that their karma was not predestined, and if Ah Luo knew, how would she choose?
Looking at the moon outside the window, Jing Che could imagine Mu Ziluo's face smiling at him, as if he had decided something, Jing Che's eyes lit up with a touch of firmness, no matter how deep Mu Ziluo's feelings for him were, he had to firmly tie her to his side, and stay with her forever, not separated.
If that person really appears, he will kill one by one, and he will kill one by one, and he will kill a pair, and he would rather lose the world, just to let Ah Luo stay by his side.
It's not a fateful cause, is it so important, love is love, whether he is in heaven or on earth, purgatory or not, he is willing to eat.
The night of the heart is always long, but no matter how long it is, it still has to pass.