Because of pity, the unhappiness of seeing Banniang and Chai Shijiu sitting opposite each other on the couch also disappeared.

Holding Banniang's with a smile, he smiled and took her to sit down on the couch, Chai Nineteen saw this, and let go of it, leaving a seat for the Liu family.

The three of them talked for a while, and then a maid came to report that the food in the kitchen had been prepared, and that they should pass the meal now.

Thinking that he would go to Di Mansion in the afternoon, Chai Nineteen asked people to pass the meal, because Banniang was not a foreigner, and the meal was placed in the small hall outside the study.

After eating a meal together, Banniang didn't know the taste, but wasted the dishes carefully arranged by the Liu family.

Waiting for the dishes and chopsticks to take away, Chai Shijiu talked to Princess Liu about taking Banniang to Di Mansion.

Princess Liu was also a little surprised, but thinking that Banniang could come to see Chai Nineteen, she was relieved, and then I heard that Banniang pretended to be a little girl to go to the Di family, she was a high-ranking girl, raised by Xiaojiao, and she was a martial artist, and she had never done these unreliable things before, after being stunned, she laughed, and personally ordered Tong Mo to find a set of clean clothes for the little girl, and let her personal maid help Banniang change, looking at Banniang's appearance after pretending, she covered her mouth and smiled, and quipped: "Where did you come from, Qingjun Xiaowu, It is better for the prince to reward the concubine when he turns around. ”

"When did the princess look at the boy who was so thin like a bean sprout?"

When Liu Shi heard this, he glanced at Chai Nineteen.

can fight with each other, obviously this pair is good on weekdays. Banniang's heart is slightly peaceful. It is always a good thing that the Liu family doesn't hate her.

The Liu family personally sent the two out of the small courtyard, and Chai Shijiu led Banniang out of the house.

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"Yun Shan, Yun Shan" Di Yong felt that his voice was a little unpleasant to hear under his urgency.

Banniang didn't stop, the plain white, like a butterfly that wanted to fly away, gradually disappeared.

Di Yong wanted to chase after him, but was grabbed tightly by a pair of hands. When he looked back, it was Qinghe, who was dressed in a red wedding dress, standing beside him.

The red glares.

Especially the white figure that is far away, revealing a stinging loneliness.

Di Yong felt very sour in his heart, so that the soreness kept going up and came straight to his eyes. I had to endure it desperately, biting my lip tightly to suppress the pain again.

He wanted to explain to her, but Qinghe, who was dressed in a red wedding dress beside him, was reminding him that he had lost her after all.

He and she have always been tall and long, and now they are two people who have nothing to do with each other, from now on, he is someone else's husband and will accompany other women for a lifetime. The clouds are long, the water is broken, what needs to be explained?

Di Yong thought she was stupid.

I'm stupid myself.

How could I be so stupid to believe that I and her could be together to watch the sun, moon and stars, and then grow old slowly?

Blind and deaf, if we see each other again, smile and say hello to each other. From then on, he is still his noble son in the capital, and she is still the little Baniang of the Zeng family in Nanfeng City.

She looked at her white figure as she galloped away, thin and transparent, as if it was about to disappear at the end of the harbor. And he can't do anything. Obviously, the pain seemed to have been suppressed, but the scene in front of him became more and more blurry and blurred.

On both sides of the alley are high fences, along which are planted with tall sycamores, and the April spring sun falls on the ground through the wide leaves of the sycamores, and the light and shadow are fragmented.

Everything is so bright, so beautiful.

But he felt as if he had lost the most important and important thing in his life, and it was so empty, as if even he was transparent.

The bright sun above the nine heavens seems to have been dyed with a halo.

He stood at the mouth of the long alley like this, watching the figure rush away in the green shade, and the breeze blew a long light smoke-colored shawl, which was obviously so beautiful, but it made his heart ache as if he had been Ling Chi. Little by little, blunt, not sharp, but the pain reached the internal organs, and even resistance could not be resisted.

Suddenly, I remembered that winter, she was dressed in a white fox coat, fell in the snow, and her face was like a dream.

It's like this, it's like a dream.

It's so close, and it's so far.

Falling into the air, unable to land, he knew that as long as he chased him, maybe everything would be different.

It's just that he can't.

It's as if someone has cast a spell on your feet, and you can't get out.

Xu is too anxious, when he opens his eyes, is it just a room of bright sunshine?

Sure enough, it was a dream.

But thinking of the heartache in the dream, Di Yong couldn't help but smile bitterly.

He is now a man of mortal illness.

A gamble with unexpected results. He didn't know if he would be able to do it. But he had to.

I was looking at the green and glowing leaves outside the tree when I heard footsteps outside.

"Erlang, are you awake? The prince of Yijun came to see you. The voice of the eldest brother Ditz sounded outside.

Di Zhi is Di Xiang's eldest son, slightly lower than Di Yong's height, probably because of his age, with a beard, his facial features are very similar to Di Yong, and he is a little more stable than Di Yong after years of precipitation, although only at a glance, you can also see the difference in the personalities of the two. Probably when Di Zhi was young, Di Xiang was still unknown, not only was the condition of the Di family not good, but Di Zhi should have come from the cold, without the noble atmosphere of Di Yong, but there was more accident harmony.

However, that kind of calm temperament is also extremely comfortable.

Hearing the uncle's voice, the maid guarding the house hurriedly greeted him: "Back to the uncle's words, Erlang just fell asleep." ”

Thinking that she would soon be able to see the person she missed day and night, Banniang's heart was agitated, and her eyes were slightly wet for a while. I was afraid of being discovered, so I could only hang my head.

The courtyard was probably very quiet because of Di Yong's illness.

was welcomed into the house by the maid, and when she heard Di Yong's suppressed cough, Banniang's heart also pinched,

I don't know what happened to him now.

Waiting for the maids outside to bring tea, Di Zhi waved his hand at the maids: "Let's all go out." Seeing that Banniang, who was looking for a little girl, stood beside Chai Nineteen and didn't move, she felt a little strange in her heart, but when she saw that Chai Nineteen didn't care, she gave up.

He said to the king of Yijun: "The king of Yijun uses tea first, and the second brother is now ...... The next official went to see the second brother, if the person is sober, it is not too late for the king of the county to see him again. ”

"Lord Di is too polite, I am not an outsider, the friendship with Erlang, Lord Spade should be very clear, come to see him, also because I am really worried in my heart, and I have something to say to Erlang, Master Di is busy with himself, leaving my two brothers to talk."

Today coincides with Xiu Mu, otherwise Di Shi would not be at home, in place, his grade is lower than Chai Nineteen, Yu Qing, Chai Nineteen's relationship with his second brother, and even his own brother-in-law may not be comparable, after listening to Chai Nineteen's words, he was also calm, with some worry on his face, and sighed: "Then the lower official is rude, the king of Liujun has spoken to Erlang, if there is something, just send someone to call the lower official." ”

"Master Di just cares about himself," Chai Shijiu bowed slightly, hesitated for a moment, and said again, "I have some selfish things to say with Erlang." ”

Di Shi heard the sound and knew the elegance, and hurriedly said: "The lower official will send people outside, if there is something, ask this little brother to call someone outside the hospital." ”

As he spoke, he glanced at Banniang, who was standing beside Chai Nineteen.

"There's Lord Laudy."

He saluted and withdrew.

As soon as Di Zhicai went out, Banniang didn't care about Chai Nineteen by her side, and ran to the inner room where Di Yong was sleeping.

Chai XIX followed.

Di Yong had already heard the sound of talking outside, and when he saw someone rushing in, he thought it was Chai Nineteen, so he didn't care, but he wondered why he came to see him at this time, his so-called serious illness, others don't know, he doesn't know? Why is it so urgent?

was about to get up, but saw a person dressed as a small guy rushing in, stunned, and found that it was Banniang in disguise, who was stunned for a while, and looked at Banniang in a daze. He only dreamed of her a moment ago, and when he woke up, he saw him really standing in front of him, although this little guy's outfit was really not beautiful, and there were tears in his eyes, no, this is not the point, this is just a few months of not seeing. How did she lose weight like this? Di Yong was very distressed for a while.

Because his illness was too obvious, Banniang had tears in her eyes the moment she saw him.

In the past, Ah Yong was so handsome and bright, but the person with a sick face in front of him ......

For a while, I was aggrieved and sad, distressed and sad, and the rest was anger.

How could he be so sick that he didn't send anyone to talk to him?

If he hadn't overheard it, would he really have died of illness and wouldn't let him see him?

I wanted to be angry at him, but I couldn't control my tears.

In her life, no, she didn't cry much in her two lives, that is, in her previous life, she knew that there was no hope of survival, she was tormented by illness all day long, and she hid from her grandfather and grandmother who loved her deeply, and she never cried when she faced the fear of death alone.

For as long as I can remember, that is, when her father died, she once cried unscrupulously in the arms of her fifth brother.

Seeing her standing there, tears flowed down her face, but she didn't make a sound at all.

Di Yong and Chai Shijiu glanced at each other. Chai Shijiu smiled bitterly and shook his head, and retreated to the outside room with great interest.

"Yunshan, why are you here?"

Di Yong said as he propped up his arms to get up.

His illness is fake, but he has become like this because of the actual use of medicine, otherwise how can he hide it from the eyes of those imperial hospitals in the Tai Hospital? Therefore, it is not false that the constitution is weak at this time.

And this weak voice was heard in Banniang's ears, and the pain in her heart immediately covered up the grievances and anger in her heart, and hurriedly rushed to the bed and helped him: "It's all sick like this, and it's still strong." You lie down, I'm ......"

"Don't cry, don't cry." Di Yong stretched out, wiping the tears from her face while coaxing.

He didn't say it, but he didn't say it, the sadness of his father's death, the despair that had nothing to do with him, the kind of grievance that he heard that he was seriously ill and became the last one in the city to know the truth, and the kind of thoughts that seemed to drown himself, all came up at this time, and couldn't help but lie in Di Yong's arms and cry with a whimper.

Because he was afraid that people outside would hear it, he didn't dare to make a loud noise, so he shrugged his shoulders. Di Yong was distressed and couldn't, and didn't dare to say anything more not to cry, so she just kept stroking her back with her hand.

After crying for a long time, but still didn't mean to stop, Di Yong sighed and said, "Yunshan, don't cry, how can I be willing to cry like this?" Don't worry, I can't die. I won't leave you alone. Really, you believe me, I really won't ......"

A person faces death, watching his life pass little by little and is powerless, the attachment to life, can't let go of the people he loves, but there is no way but to let himself face death itself calmly, these have been experienced.

Because I have experienced it, because I can understand it, I feel even more distressed.

"I believe in you, and I won't let you leave me, if I don't have you, what's the point of living alone? Ah Yong, there must be a way. Definitely. ”

"Silly girl, listen to me first." Di Yong stroked the hair of the person in his arms and said softly.

He once wanted to hide from her, unwilling to let her worry about himself, and even more unwilling for her to experience disappointment. But she was so sad and sad, how could he be willing to let her suffer again?

"My illness is caused by medication, not really sick, so I will be fine. It's just for a while. ”

This, what does this mean?

Banniang raised her face and looked at Di Yong.

Because I cried, my eyes were red and with tears, and I was wet like a poor little rabbit. With a look of disbelief, and a surprise that can't be hidden.

He had seen her happy and happy, embarrassed, innocent, and embarrassed, but he had never seen her look at him with tears in her eyes and such a rich and complicated expression, and he couldn't help but feel distressed and funny, and said softly: "I mean, I'm pretending to be sick." ”

Loaded?

Don't you know that she will be sad and sad when she hears it? Didn't he know that his father had died, and these days were really the hardest time for her, how could she bear such a blow again? Or does he not trust him? So you even hide such a thing from yourself? Or maybe he didn't care about her feelings?

This bastard.

Banniang exhaled, got up from his arms, and stared at her, like a little beast about to get angry, Di Yong only found out tragically, yes, he hadn't seen her really angry.

"Yun Shan, listen to me......"

"I don't listen." She was about to get up neatly, the farther away from this person the better, she didn't fall asleep all night, she ran to beg for firewood, she ran to see him, Baba cried like this in front of him, and it turned out to be a joke.

And Chai Nineteen should know, definitely yes, but he didn't tell her anything.

Di Yong pulled her into his arms.

Banniang struggled, Di Yong's body was really weak, seeing that she was about to be broken away, her heart was anxious, and she just happened to be knocked on her chin, and she couldn't help but cry out in pain with half-truths.

"Oops."

"I ...... Where is the injury, does it matter? ”

"Does it hurt?"

One of the two reached out to touch each other's face, and the other reached out to touch each other's head.

"Yun Shan, don't be angry with me, I'm just worried that things won't work out and will disappoint you. I originally wanted to use serious illness as an excuse to force the Funing Royal Mansion to withdraw from my family, but I didn't expect the official family to insist on not letting go. ”

It turned out that it was really to get out of the marriage, but what did it mean not to disappoint her? None of this is a reason. Didn't she know that she would be anxious and sad to hear that he was seriously ill?

Banniang realized for the first time that maybe it was not Di Yong who was wrong, but herself.

This relationship has actually been Di Yong's efforts alone.

Sit back and enjoy the benefits. When he encountered difficulties, he retreated as impossible, leaving all the problems to him alone. If you feel that you can be together, you can be together, and if you can't be together, you should give up rationally.

To say that it sounds good is free and easy, and to say that it is ugly is actually selfish. Because I want to protect myself, I withdraw my heart in the face of difficulties. And what reason do you have to blame him?

"I'm sorry." Because of himself, although he was pretending to be sick, she didn't fail to see his current physical condition. He did so much for her, but he was still angry at him. No matter what happens, shouldn't she stand by his side and work with him?

"Silly girl, I should be the one who says I'm sorry." Di Yong rubbed her head, "I shouldn't hide it from you and make you worry, I was reluctant to see you so sad just now, so I had to say it, I shouldn't have hidden it from you if I knew it." It's just that once this matter is leaked, it will be a crime of deception, and I'm afraid that it will affect you after you know about it. ”

"You're stupid, what do you say, it's not for me that you're doing this." Banniang stroked his face and said seriously, "In the future, I won't let you work alone." I can't do anything, but I'll stand with you. ”

After a pause, Banniang said again: "It's just that you won't hurt your body in the future." ”

"Okay, this disease, in fact, you don't have to pretend anymore." Di Yong hugged her into his arms, because he had been lying down, and at this moment it seemed that Ba Niang was lying on top of him.

Although she also realized that this position was really embarrassing, his body was warm, which made her greedy and unwilling to let go.

"Is it because the official family is relieved?" Banniang asked, and then shook her head again, if it was, Chai Nineteen would not be like her at all.

Sure enough, Di Yong shook his head: "No, it's just that I've been dragging on for so many days, and the official family hasn't agreed to the request of the Funing Palace, so there's no point in me pretending to be like this." I had to think of another way. After all, the marriage date is here, how can I get married like this? Whether it is our family or the Funing Palace, the wedding will definitely be postponed, and we still have time to make other plans. And I heard that there have been changes in Northern Liao recently, and the action is not small, if the two sides really go to war, I just happen to get better at this time, and now there are not many people in the DPRK who can lead the troops to fight, and my father has taken the post of privy councilor, it is impossible to lead the troops to fight again, I will ask myself to lead the troops at that time, and I will agree to come to the official family, so that the matter of getting married will naturally have to be delayed again. After all, you have to keep filial piety for three years, we still have a lot of time to plan, besides, if there is a real war, if I can make meritorious contributions in the army, I will have a reward after returning to Beijing. When the time comes, I don't want anything else, as long as the official family agrees to my divorce with Qinghe, if I want to come, the official family will always be able to respond. ”

Management and military power are separated, although Di is high, in the military, but only the right to transfer, appoint and dismiss military generals, but not real military power. The official family can let Di Xiang do the position of privy councillor, but also to collect power, so it is naturally impossible for him to lead the troops to fight.

"And if not, what?"

"What to do? It's a big deal that I'm going to be a monk after I shave it, but I won't marry you or not. Di Yong laughed.

It's a very serious topic, he said that he wanted to be a monk, and Banniang also burst into tears and laughed: "That's not allowed, you are a monk, do I want to be a nun?" ”

Di Yong was very unkind to imagine her shaved little bald head, and laughed out loud.