Overcome depression

Qi Ye reflected alone for a long time.

She finally understood that the reason for her sadness was not only the guilt of Jin Yang.

There is also the fact that after she made the decision alone, she was afraid to see everyone's reaction.

She made a dishonorable decision, and she was afraid of being blamed and blamed by everyone.

She is even more afraid of seeing everyone's disappointment in her after her cherished dark night is sold to Ray Gaming.

Or maybe it's the guilt on everyone's face about her.

It's not just from the relationship she unilaterally ended with Lan Qi.

In the dark night, she has a deep bond with everyone, how can she not hurt when she breaks so many bonds at once.

She blamed herself and panicked.

Every time such emotions filled her body, she didn't dare to watch TV or look at her phone.

I don't dare to see anything related to the teenagers.

And Ye Luochen's visit that time also stimulated her.

Ye Luochen's every expression of incomprehension and sadness and self-blame was like tying many dead knots on the thread in her heart.

She was afraid that they would be bad, that she would make the wrong decision.

She was afraid that she would become a filthy person in their hearts.

After all, those teenagers, just like their own children, watched them grow up step by step.

The most important thing is that after she made a decision at that time, she directly chose to escape.

She sometimes wondered if if she had chosen to face them if she had gone back there, and if everything would have been different.

For half a year, she was bored at home.

Tentatively turn on the TV and watch their game.

At first, as long as the camera shook their faces, their hearts felt like they had been poked with a sword.

She forced herself to watch it, and every time she watched it, especially when she saw the footage of Lan Qi, she would sweat profusely.

She would pick up a voice recorder every night and try to remember what had happened.

Simulate what you should say to each of them when you face them.

Until I saw them playing, I cheered for them with a high heart.

Until I can say those things to them without any pressure.

She knew it was time for her to face it.

She wanted to tell them that she let go, no matter what decisions were made then, as long as they were fine now.

Then all of this is not worth worrying about and being sad about.

She was just about to raise her hand to call a taxi when she was pulled into an embrace.

Lan Qi, who hugged her, panting.

He hugged her tightly, and just saw her on the screen, as if it had been a dream for him.

Until she turned away, he was too scared of the moment she woke up from every dream, the moment she disappeared from his dream.

He squeezed past the security guards and fans like crazy and chased him out.

Until I saw her standing on the side of the street.

"Don't go." He choked.

"Please."

Qi Ye froze for a moment, then raised his hand with a smile and gently patted Lan Qi's back.

"I just want to wait for you at your quarters."

He came out of his arms and looked at Lan Qi with tears in his eyes.

Lan Qi looked at her peaceful eyes, he knew that more than a year, too much had changed.

She looked at him in her eyes, there was longing and happiness, but there was little love when the curtain was missing.

Qi Ye raised his hand and patted Lan Qi's shoulder, "The place where you live now is not far from here, right?" ”

"Are there any more events coming up? If you don't, come back with me. ”

When she finished, she turned and walked in the direction of the Devil's dormitory, and Lan Qi slowly followed her.