Chapter 570: Silence
For Chaolu, it is unimaginable that God can give her another chance to be reborn, and she can't tell the reason for this, but she only knows that her life should not be extinguished, especially not in the hands of such a villain, so now that she sees Zheng Yan'er saying these words in front of her like this, her heart is full of anger in addition to hatred.
How mad is a person to say such irrelevant words in front of someone who was killed by her own hands, and even ask Chaolu to forgive her, the reason is ridiculous, "Now that it's all over, aren't you okay?" And I'm having such a miserable time now"?!
She widened her apricot eyes in disbelief, "Are you still human?" How can you say such a thing? ”
Unexpectedly, after Zheng Yan'er heard her words, she smiled disdainfully, "I'm not human?" Why are you alone in the world? Who in this harem is not like me, it's just that others haven't been discovered by you. But what's wrong with me? In this harem, either you step on me or I step on you, everyone is stepping on the top of someone else's head, what's the difference? Maybe I was a person at the beginning, but after so many years in the harem, my only remaining empathy has long been smoothed out by the harem. ”
Chaolu didn't expect that she wouldn't change when she died, but to say that everyone in this harem is the same, it is true that this environment is fundamentally problematic, Chaolu will never deny it, but in this case, a person does not even have the most basic moral consciousness, she can't be called a normal person.
“…… I won't argue with you about other things, you must know that the first move I took to step into this cold palace today, your life is in my hands, and I will never let you die so easily! To be honest, although Chaolu said this, she didn't think about what to do to Zheng Yan'er, after all, she was still a normal person and couldn't do those crazy things.
Zheng Yan'er seemed to have given up, lying on her bed by herself, and even turned her back to Chaolu, "Whatever you want, anyway, I'm already in the cold palace, and I can't go out in this life, for me, what's the difference between dead and alive?" Anyway, I won't be able to see the emperor after all......"
Chao Lu showed a little confused look, according to her understanding of Zheng Yan'er, it was impossible to say such a thing, after all, for her, as long as she was still in this world, she would definitely spend every minute and every second competing for favor.
In the past, she didn't understand why Zheng Yan'er always had a lot of time to be by her side, but after a long time, she figured out where Zheng Yan'er was with her, just guarding the emperor by her side!
After all, before she was favored, Li Ting had a very good relationship with her, and she didn't realize the sinister intentions of the person next to her at that time.
She didn't expect that the person above just used her, stepped on her shoulder, and then went to reach Li Ting, but this could be regarded as paying for her youth.
So to say that Zheng Yan'er doesn't care about these things at all, she doesn't believe it, what point has she not been running around for this kind of thing for so many years?
However, when her eyes saw such a time, tightly twisting a straw underneath, she suddenly realized that she was not like she said on the surface, she just said it to her, "You wait, there are so many concubines in this harem...... In the future, I won't let you end it so happily, let's settle the account between us! ”
Zheng Yan'er's lying body was stunned, she didn't expect that Chaolu was really not ready to let her go, she was already in the cold palace, what else should Chaolu do? She sat up a little depressed, "How on earth are you going to let me go?" I'm already in the cold palace now, you are a high-ranking concubine, why do you have to get along with me, a little abolished concubine? ”
"I don't understand, how many times do I have to tell you to understand it, this is not determined by our current status, it is you who have done those things to me in the past, I can't easily forgive you, you ask yourself, he said what I said to the two of us, will you let me go so easily? Presumably, the answer is no! ”
Zheng Yan'er was silent and didn't speak, she understood that if her identity was reversed, she would never let go of such a simple thing, I was afraid that from the moment she entered the cold palace, she would let Chaolu disappear into this world.
It's just that she is not Chaolu now, so she only hopes that this person can stop looking for trouble for herself and let herself go as soon as possible, after all, she still wants to go out in the cold palace, but if she wants to go out, she still needs to go through a long process.
But because there are many uncertain factors in this, coupled with Chaolu's refusal to let her go, then her hope of getting out of the cold palace is even more slim, although she can say something like that, she is already in the cold palace anyway, no matter what happens in the future, it doesn't matter, in fact, she is still very eager to go out, if she can't go out of the cold palace, it means that she will not be able to see Li Ting in this life, and she doesn't know what the meaning of the rest of her life will be.
Chao Lu stood there like this, watching Zheng Yan'er's expression change more certainly, what she said just now was just lip service, just to perfunctory her.
"That's it, this cold palace is not a good place to stay, people like me are destined to be different from you, you can only stay in the cold palace for the rest of your life, that's it, this is the end of today, next time if I have the opportunity, I will choose a time to come, you wait." After Zhang Lu finished speaking, he didn't wait for such a reaction Don't leave on his own, the maids who have been waiting outside for a long time have already been in a hurry, and when they see her, they immediately win, and the leather shoes in their hands are also split on Chaolu's body, Chaolu's heart has not settled down until this time, when Fang Cai was in the cold palace, he always felt a little unreal, and he went to reveal his true identity to Zheng Yan'er like this, would she believe it? Does she tell someone else? A series of questions were in her mind.
Although this is her enemy, it is also an old person in the end.
It wasn't until she saw her maid waiting outside the palace that she really had a sense of belonging, and she had a real sense of belonging to familiar people, which was after she came back from the cold palace, she was reluctant to speak, and the maids also noticed that her emotions were a little wrong, so they consciously didn't bother her.
Chaolu didn't mean not to speak, but there were a lot of things in her heart, and she just came out of the cold palace, which reminded her of the unpleasant memories in the past, but as Li Chaolu at that time after Shen, she could count the happy days with her hands all her life.
That's why she was extra conscious, and she had this opportunity to do everything all over again. The regrets she had in her previous life, she never wanted to stay this time.