Chapter 27: A lifesaver
The smell of the breeze and bitter bamboo lingered around me, I cried loudly like a child who couldn't find a home, tears and snot wet Li Xuan's placket, he stretched out his solid arms to wrap around me, hugged me tightly, as if telling me that he understood all my pain.
Li Xuan didn't say a word from beginning to end, and let me cry bitterly in his arms.
Along the way, the strings in my brain were tense and refused to relax, but the moment I hugged Li Xuan, this string suddenly broke, and I couldn't bear the pain in my heart anymore: "Li Xuan-" I shouted his name, selfishly ignoring his status as a prince, revealing all sadness and vulnerability in front of him.
Now he is the only truth I can grasp, Mrs. Su's death makes me feel a sense of loneliness, I am cumin, alone, no one will care about my itching, only Li Xuan is my reliance, less and less belong to me, I only have Li Xuan left.
I grabbed a life-saving straw like a drowning man and hugged him firmly: "Mrs. Su is dead-woo-I-I have no home-" Li Xuan warmed me with his body, I had never longed for a warm hug so much.
Maybe I have too little, but I am so relieved in Li Xuan's arms. I pressed my cheek against his broad, firm chest, breathing in his enchanting breath and listening to the powerful heartbeat of his heartbeat, which gave me the strength to persevere.
Li Xuan gently stroked my hair and whispered softly in my ear: "King Xuan's Mansion is your eternal home, with me Li Xuan here, Xi'er will not be without a home." ”
He hugged me, I could feel his tenderness and affection, I looked up from his arms and looked at him with teary eyes, he also lowered his head to look at me, looking at each other, I saw the deep tenderness in his eyes, I obviously felt that he was very strange and unreachable, but at this moment I coveted this kind of warmth that made me settle.
"Li Xuan, will there be a day when even you don't want me?" I asked him.
"Li Xuan, I only have you, don't leave me again-" Before he could answer me, I buried my head in his arms again, and pleaded with him in a humble voice.
In fact, in my heart, I will never forget his identity and status as King Xuan, so I will not expect him to belong to me alone, he has a charming and enchanting concubine like Mrs. Xiang, and those women who live in other courtyards with different styles, I never thought that he could be as dedicated to a person as Lord Su is to Mrs. Su.
His eyebrows and eyes are still handsome, demagoguery, this handsome face has appeared in the sleep of many women, and how can I be the most important one in his heart? I'm used to relying on him, and I don't want to be abandoned by him and become alone.
Li Xuan's big hand was on my cold face, he gently held up my face, his dark eyes locked my moist eyes, and said with an unprecedented straight color: "Silly girl, you are my only wife, I, Li Xuan, swear to the sky that I will never marry again in this life." ”
He raised his fingers and swore an oath, made a vow that he would never abandon me and marry another, his eyes were deep and tender, and there was nothing more beautiful in the world than this. His words were so unreal to me, like a dream he had created for me, what was there about me that deserved such a heavy oath?
I looked at him in a daze, I didn't know what to say, the days of being depressed in the palace seemed dull at this time, and all I could think of was Li Xuan's words, he only had one wife in this life, Qin Xi.
This sentence is not the first time Li Xuan has said to me, in the memory I lost, there was also such a handsome and rich man who said softly under the dazzling starlight that he wanted me to be his only wife, it was the happiest day in my life, and it was also the time I didn't want to recall in my life, because it hurt too much to remember.
The sky darkened, after a few crying, my head was dizzy and unbearable, my body was so soft that I couldn't exert any strength, my mind seemed to drift far, far away, I was tired, and fell softly in Li Xuan's arms, I curled up in his strong arms, put my face on his chest, and muttered the words he said: "Where there is Li Xuan, Xi'er's home." ”
A warm and intoxicated smile hung on the corner of Li Xuan's mouth, and he hugged me as if I was the most precious treasure in his life, and walked steadily towards the ink garden. I fell into his arms and fell asleep unconsciously.
This night, Li Xuan stayed in my ink garden, we slept in the same bed, he still hugged me, and I rested my head on his strong and strong chest, and slept peacefully.
Li Xuan got up at dawn, he gave me a deep kiss on the forehead before quietly leaving, Xiao Ye told me with an ambiguous expression the next day Li Xuan told her not to wake me up and let me have a good rest. I despise her for being cranky and too lazy to talk to her.