Chapter VIII
Si Nian's mother always touched my head, washed me clean, and then took me for a walk, talking to me from time to time. I often listen to Si Nian's mother complaining, complaining that Si Nian is not obedient at all, and her eyes are indeed very gentle.
Si Nian's mother is a very gentle and gentle person.
Si Nian's mother always hugged me gently, and then touched my head, and fed me so fat and fat, for a long time I didn't dare to go out to meet people because I was too fat.
Si Nian himself often smiled and said, "Mother, this little fox is too fat, I can't hold it." ”
However, Si Nian's mother didn't care, and often said, "This fox was rescued by you and had a fate with you, you don't want to take her with you, and you still dislike this little fox for being fat." Mother waits for this little fox to grow up, become a sperm, be so well-behaved, and then let you marry home. He was laughing as he spoke.
Si Nian always shook his head and said, "Mother, you think too much, those fox essences are just circulating stories, they are all fake." The fox loves scholars the most, and I'm not a poor scholar. ”
Later, Si Nian grew up a little more, and he was still so close to me. Si Nian's mother felt strange, and occasionally asked, "This little fox's life is so long?" If it was an ordinary fox who had passed away a long time ago, how could he have lived so long? ”
Si Nian also joked to her, "I can't tell, I had a fate with the little fox in my previous life, so she came to look for me in this life." ”
I remember that Si Nian looked at me with a light in his eyes, looked at me gently, and then smiled indifferently.
If I could speak, I'm afraid I would have told Si Nian, we were indeed destined in a past life, but I found your present life for you.
Si Nian's life was originally very peaceful, he was a child of a rich family, and his sister also married into the palace, he should have had a good life.
Si Nian's appearance is good-looking, and even there is a saying of "Gongzi Huai'an" in the capital, and the people who say that the matchmaker have collapsed the threshold and rush to tell Si Nian about the matchmaker, but Si Nian is also like the previous life, and said with a smile, "I'm not in a hurry, I'll wait to meet my favorite in the future." ”
Si Nian is usually very favored by his son, and Si Nian's mother also spoiled him, saying, "It's okay, when you grow up in the future, my mother will find someone to tell you a good one, a beautiful one." ”
Si Nian's mother said this, Si Nian relaxed his heart and devoted himself to studying, and later raised people in high school.
What Si Nian can have, a better life. At the beginning, everyone was looking forward to a bright future. Maybe Si Nian will marry a beautiful wife in the future.
Just when everyone was excited about Si Nian's high school lifting, Si Nian was sick, and he didn't know what the strange disease was, he always couldn't eat anything with some oil, even if it was only a little bit he would vomit out.
Si Nian's mother and father were very anxious, and Si Nian also saw a lot of Langzhong, but it didn't work at all, and after taking a lot of medicine, his body was getting worse and worse.
Later, Si Nian simply didn't take any medicine and ate some vegetarian food all day long, but how can he just eat this vegetarian food? The more time passes, the worse Si Nian's health becomes, let alone marrying a wife, even if he is alive now, he will use all his strength.
Si Nian originally said, "Wait for a sweetheart", but he couldn't wait for his sweetheart, and Si Nian passed away like this.
When Si Nian died, it was summer, and the cicadas "know" and "know" screamed, which annoyed people.
I stayed by Si Nian's side and watched Si Nian leave, Si Nian kept spitting out things, and finally spit out yellow water and spit out blood, Si Nian left like this, and died very restlessly.
Si Nian finally raised people in high school, but when he was about to have a career, he died of illness.
I don't know why, but Si Nian passed away again, I don't think so.
What I want is to watch Si Nian grow up, but why is this happening? Si Nian has just grown up and died of illness? I don't want that, I don't want to see this ending.
What I want to see is Si Nian Ping'an growing up, and then getting old, I want to see Si Nian Ping'an, but why is this happening?
Si Nian has a good temperament and treats people well, why can't he die well?
The location of Si Nian's next life suddenly appeared in my mind, and I hurried over again, and by the time I arrived at that place, Si Nian had already been a few months.
Why is this happening? I don't understand.
I didn't dare to approach Si Nian, I looked at Si Nian from a distance far away from Si Nian, I was far away from Si Nian, I didn't dare, I didn't dare to step into Si Nian's life.
Si Nian's mother hugged the young Si Nian, gently stroked Si Nian's cheek, and kissed Si Nian gently. I wanted to go forward, but I didn't dare.
Why? Are you afraid that you will step into Si Nian's life again, and in the end, Si Nian will end up with a bad ending like the previous life? I'm really scared.
I don't know if it has anything to do with me, but I'm afraid. I want to live, so I've been cultivating, I've been cultivating, I've been cultivating, so that I can keep alive, and I can always see Si Nian.
But cultivation will continue to absorb the essence of the sun and the moon, I don't know if it has something to do with my demon cultivation when Si Nian can't die well, but I'm afraid it has something to do with it.
I looked at Si Nian from afar, Si Nian was very young at this time, just a baby, he didn't even open his eyes, he closed his eyes and babbled from time to time, I wanted to go over and get close to her, but I didn't seem to be able to, I never got close to Si Nian.
In Si Nian's life, I have always been by his side, but I really looked at Si Nian from afar, and even my cultivation went to a very distant place, and I didn't dare to stay by Si Nian's side.
Every day, I can only watch Si Nian from afar.
Si Nian has gradually grown up, and his temperament is still as gentle as before. But the strange thing is that I didn't get close to Si Nian, is it because I didn't get close to Si Nian? Si Nian in that life was very peaceful, he was not seriously ill in his life, and in the end, Si Nian did not marry a wife, but adopted two children, a boy and a girl, and spent his life safely.
Why is this happening?
I don't understand why this is happening? Or does it mean that as long as I don't step into Si Nian's life, he can die a good death?
If you just suspected that my appearance might harm Si Nian at first, at this time, it really made me feel that my appearance may have affected Si Nian to a large extent.
The location of Si Nian's next life quickly appeared in my mind again, and I went again, this time I appeared by Si Nian's side.
In this life, Si Nian took me home and raised me, I watched Si Nian get older and older, I was waiting, I was waiting for Si Nian to grow up. We lived very peacefully, so calm that I had to suspect that everything before was my delusion, but at this time, Si Nian was framed.
I've never been so desperate, Si Nian is dead before my eyes again.