Chapter 49: I Don't Know What to Do (3)

Chapter 49 (情qíng) (3)

Time flies. In the blink of an eye, Qi Ao has lived in the Qin Mansion for seven years.

He still meditates by the waterfall for an hour every morning. The only change is. Qin Xi was no longer by his side.

More than 2,000 nights are enough for a teenager to become calm and introverted. Hide the edge appropriately. Qi Ao's growth is not just his age and mind. It is also for the courage and strategy of the monarch. His goals have never changed. Take back what is rightfully his. Wash away the stigma of the mother's family. He took that person (forced bī) bī to the throne in a dignified manner.

Therefore. There is no room for accidents in the trajectory of his life. Especially a dangerous accident like Qin Xi. Her radiance. No one can stop it. The longer you spend with her. The deeper this heart falls.

He struggled to convince his budding heart. One day, he will part ways with her. Strange Paths. He will regroup the old forces. Returned to the throne. She was just a springboard for him. He's waiting for her to grow up. When she understood how beneficial it would be to cooperate with him for the stability of Qinzhou.

Now she's. When he reached the age of being (允yǔn) Xu ** out of the house. There are dark guards following you when you go out. Eating, drinking, and merrymaking intensified. I don't talk about going out almost every day. Qin, chess, calligraphy and painting are even more deserted. Not to mention the things that girls like Nuhong must learn. Although he no longer accompanied her out of the house for the whole day. But he still ordered his henchmen to report her whereabouts on time.

He also sometimes can't figure out (身shēn) as a father. How could the master indulge his daughter to such an extent. She is so laissez-faire. How to be worthy of the great task of controlling Qinzhou. but to him. The master rarely has a gentle side. Extremely demanding. He is out (身shēn) honorable. Few people dared to discipline him so harshly. When he is not good at learning or his sword is off-line. The master didn't say anything. His face was as cold as frost. Punish him and never leave his subordinates (情qíng).

The most impressive time was when he was angry. The tip of the sword slid over the skin of the opponent's neck as he slid through the martial arts. The master sensed his murderous intent. Knocked out the sword in his hand. He saw a look of disappointment on his master's face. The master threw his sword on the ground without hesitation: "You are too angry. Lost mind. Immediately set off to Qinglu Temple to think about it. It is forbidden to practice martial arts without permission. If you disobey, you will be expelled from Qinzhou. You and I cut off the master-apprentice (情qíng) separation. ”

He clenched his fists and pursed his lips into silence. The master had never said such a heavy word to him. This punishment is inevitable. There is no difference between the old temple in the deep mountains and the courtyard of the Qin Mansion. So he turned around and walked away. I went back to the house and packed up a few simple clothes. Before going out, he saw Qin Xi standing in the backlight. Her smiling appearance made his heart relax. He heard her voice as clear as water. 不 (forbidden jìn) 心神一 (swing dàng) dàng).

"The abbot of Qinglu Temple is an amiable old man. Feel relieved. He won't bully you. I've never seen him get angry in all these years. ”

Looking at Qinzhou, there is only her girl. can say that the monk who is praised in everyone's mouth is an old man. It seems that the abbot has a rare good temper. He turned over (身shēn) and got on his horse. (身shēn) hand vigorous. Condescendingly: "When I am not there." Don't fall short of your archery. I'll check your kung fu myself when I get back. ”

One listens to the practice of archery. She wilted. muttered: "Qi Ao, you are really bullying the soft and afraid of the hard." In front of my dad. Why don't I see you so domineering. ”

The master is the elder who taught him. 一 (日rì) is a teacher and a father for life. And she almost grew up with what he watched. How could it be the same. This girl is really naïve.

It's good to go to the temple to cultivate. Stay away from her for a while. His heart might be much calmer.

Cheongroji Temple is located deep in the mountains. He picked a steep path. It took a day to get the whip up. He handed over the master's secret letter and entered the temple. Soon met the rumored abbot. It's really as Qin Xi said. Kind eyebrows. Broad posture.

"Ah Cheng asks me in the letter to dispel the violent anger on you (身shēn). Then you can follow me for a certain period of time before you leave. ”

Ah Cheng is the abbot's way of addressing the master. Presumably, the master has also been ordered by the abbot. The master's face is cold and kind. Rao said cruel words to him to sever the relationship between master and apprentice. In the letter, he was still earnestly entrusted to the abbot. The high hopes for him can be seen.

He doesn't hold a grudge against his master. I only sighed at the master's persistence. Next to the Stargazing Pavilion. Beyond the deep pool. The master used meditation to suggest that he downplay the murderous thoughts. Unteachable hatred devours the heart. He sat for seven years. No complaints. What he has deliberately suppressed over the years. It's the resentment of waking up in the middle of the night.

He thought that these (情qíng) threads were well hidden. Until the anger is provoked by the opponent. The man whose sanity was burned by anger. Became completely different from himself. The master was not wrong. His violent air. Too heavy. If it is not effectively controlled and groomed. It's going to be a big mistake.

"But ask the abbot for advice." He folded his hands. Sincerely.

It was also this opportunity that he met Dugu Hao. The two of them also (身shēn) have amazing talents but encounter ups and downs. Sympathize with each other. Naturally, it became a good friend. Friendship between men (情 qíng) is sometimes unrelated. It's a sense of identity.

He vaguely felt the reason why she didn't like Dugu Hao. An outward release. I don't like to hide anything in my heart. Act according to your heart; Another suave one. The ambiguous attitude makes people look at flowers in a fog and are unpredictable. I have to bring together two people who are so different. She resisted almost instinctively.

In his opinion. Dugu Hao's liking for Qin Xi is a matter of course. I have been with her for so many years. Ruo Dugu Hao was not tempted by her. That's not normal. Qin Xi subconsciously thought that Dugu Hao's approach to her was nothing more than to maintain the alliance between the families. It's because she's still too young. I don't understand what it's like for a man to fall in love with a woman. It is simply not sustainable to rely on profit alone. Dugu Hao has paid for her all these years. She was the only one pretending not to see.

True and false. It's not vague.

Qi Ao is used to watching from the wall. Present yourself as a bystander. even sometimes helped Dugu Hao provoke her. Betrayed her trust. And the truth is. He had been resisting to like her. He can't be like a hairy boy who has tasted (情qíng) (爱ài) and indulges in gains and losses. His responsibilities meant that he should not be distracted by her.

Therefore, he deliberately closed off all possibilities for her to become his weakness (sex xìng). Don't listen to anything about her. Don't care about her smile. Don't accompany her to eat, drink and be merry. Don't share her joys and sorrows. Don't pay attention to her words and actions. He was indifferent to her cold words. Put on a deliberately distant attitude. It's so obvious that she can feel even the thick lines.

Therefore, there were several times when he hid from her and created opportunities for Dugu Hao to get close to her. Although Dugu Hao is uninhibited. At least I really like her. They can be together. It is a good thing for him to win over Qinzhou. Maybe his heart had been closed for too long. By the time he realized she was finally going to get away from him. The line of defense in my heart has long since collapsed.

In Dugu's mansion, she and Dugu Hao turned their faces for Murong Ying's handkerchief. He shamefully rejoiced in it. Sit on one's hands. But outside the door, when a (body shēn) fragrant Li Xuan appeared. He was shocked to realize that what gushed out of his mouth was a kind of jealousy (情qíng). He was jealous just because a man appeared next to Qin Xi (身shēn). He also said no (love ài) her.

Wouldn't admit to liking her. refuses to admit that he can't let her go. In the end, this kind of deep (affection) reaches the point where it is impossible to extricate itself. Hurt others and hurt yourself.

For the first time, he fell into a strange confusion. Ask for it, but you can't get it. What is the difference between him and Dugu Hao. He drank jug after jug of wine that night. Spirits burn the throat. It burned his heart even more. It's a subtle feeling to like her. Indescribable, unpredictable. He once looked down on her (chest xiōng), who had no ink, no learning, and no skills. When he taught her archery in person, he found that she (身shēn) was agile and courageous. He has a talent that is difficult for ordinary people to achieve. Often without a teacher, he is out of the blue. But whatever interests her. Most of them have small achievements.

He used to be. It's underestimating her.

She is like a pool of clear spring water. It soaked his heart. Those bright and pure eyes. It is a memory that he will never forget in his life.

I don't know what to do. Go deeper.

When she was close to him. He pushed her away; He (love ài) when she. She had another person in her heart. He had seven years of opportunity to be with her. But because of her paranoia and her life and death. Losing her was a regret he couldn't make up for for the rest of his life.