In the past, when he was sleeping behind his back or while Nalan Yun was sleeping, Lin Yuan also quietly confessed a few times.

But it was limited to those few quiet confessions, and he expressed his feelings to Nalan Yun head-on, as if he really hadn't. In the past, Lin Yuan didn't have that courage, but now, Lin Yuan could only sneer mockingly, there was no need for this.

Did Nalan Yun really not hear it, or did he pretend not to hear it? He was already uncertain now, but the more he knew that this was the case, the more lost Lin Yuan became.

Lin Yuan looked at Nalan Yun in front of him, feeling so disappointed for the first time, even if he really didn't like himself anymore, why did he have to pretend to be stupid in the first place? So I'm like a clown who keeps getting attention in front of him, and it's really ridiculous to think about it now, right?

However, after Nalan Yun said this, he didn't look at the female Lin Yuan who turned around and brought the letter that was originally prepared for her.

But at this time, putting the letter in Lin Yuan's hand in front of him still made Nalan Yun a little embarrassed, but it didn't matter, anyway, he would leave tomorrow.

"This is what I left for you, this is also an apology letter, the previous incident did happen because I drank too much. It's just a few words I want to tell you, I originally wanted the landlord to pass it on to you, but I didn't expect you to come over today, sure enough, you are still so impatient. ”

Lin Yuan took the letter in his hand with a tired face, the quality of the letter was very light, which was enough to prove that there were not many sentences in it, and such a few short sentences, Nalan Yun didn't have the courage to say it in front of him before, and even thought about transferring it to the landlord, so that the landlord could transfer it to himself, thinking of this, Lin Yuan felt even more aggrieved.

"I said it as soon as I came in, I don't want your apology. I never felt like you're sorry for me or anything, it's just that it really hurts here, you know? ”

Lin Yuan touched her heart, she looked at Nalan Yun in front of her with red eyes at this time, but the other party's eyes were dodgy and did not look at her.

This made Lin Yuan's heart even more sad, her mood at this time was too complicated.

She finally calmed down her emotions, but because she saw Nalan Yun's attitude towards herself, she was even more angry, and she didn't even plan to read the letter, but threw the letter on Nalan Yun with her backhand

"Nalan Yun, you are really too much, I am standing here now, you say goodbye to me, you tell me what letter did you write to me? If you really want to say anything to me, make it clear to me now, aren't you going back to England? Aren't you leaving, you're leaving! ”

Lin Yuan felt that she was too much like a shrew like this, but she couldn't help it, so she was also very uncomfortable.

After all, she never thought that one day Nalan Yun would go abroad because she was hiding from herself or didn't want to see herself, so was she really a tigress or a demon? So scared him?

From the beginning when Lin Yuan came in, Nalan Yun was very passive, he didn't know how to explain to Lin Yuan, and there was actually nothing to explain. Yes, I am indeed evading, and it is really a very dishonorable behavior.

But Nalan Yun just sighed, bent down to pick up the letter, patted the dust on it, and looked directly at Lin Yuan, this time he didn't dodge, because his god also carried a lot of tiredness.

"Lin Yuan, do you know, the first time I thought about going back to China to work. There are all kinds of uncertainties. This is my hometown and the place I want to come back to, but for the sake of my future and work, I hardly thought that I could return to my country to work. ”

Lin Yuan slowly stopped crying, she knew that she must have been ugly like this first, and she must have pretended to be crying, but when Nalan Yun spoke to herself in such a tone, she really had no resistance at all.

There's no way, she still likes Nalan Yun very much, and she especially likes him to talk to herself like this, as if she is willing to tell herself what he has been hiding in his heart.

And what happened later proved that my choice was actually good. It's just that I forgot. People have feelings, and all kinds of feelings are entangled, which really makes me very painful. ”

Just listening to Nalan talk about emotional entanglement, Lin Yuan couldn't help but laugh out loud with self-deprecation.

yes, how did you forget it? The person Nalan Yun likes here from beginning to end is Zhao Qingluo, and the reason why he is talking about pain now is not all because he happened to him.

"So you still can't let her go, can you? You've seen him so happy and happy now, and she has her own family, but you still don't want to turn around and look at me, right? ”

The more Lin Yuan looked like this, the more Nalan Yun felt that he had failed her feelings, but the emotional matters were never clear, and he had thought about it, and he had also forced himself to forget Zhao Qingluo, or to bless her sincerely.

But maybe he wasn't generous enough, and he wasn't doing well enough.

Nalan Yun gently put the letter back into Lin Yuan's hand again, and then reached out to help her wipe the tears on her face, and straightened her messy hair, there was indeed a look of pity in her eyes.

"These things are indescribable, and they can't all be like what you said, but I'm sorry, I chose to escape this time. That incident was my fault, I hope you don't blame yourself or anything in the future, forget about me, and finally, I wish you happiness! ”

Nalan Yun's last posture showed that he was already saying goodbye to himself.

This made Lin Yuan's tears that she had just stopped, and she couldn't suppress them, she kept flowing out, and she even quickly covered her mouth, afraid that she would cry louder and louder, and it would seem that she was too embarrassed.

Nalan Yun's eyes looking at Lin Yuan were already full of heartache, but he knew that Lin Yuan needed to vent now, and it was impossible for him not to let her cry.

But watching her cry, what can I do? He has already decided a lot of things in the future, so Nalan Yun doesn't like to change anything temporarily again, so it's better to go, staying will only make things more and more complicated.

"So, so at the end of the day, you're still going to go, right? So you go to the UK and you don't come back. So why do you say you go back and deal with things first, and then give us an answer? You didn't even tell me about these things, I knew them from Qingluo. Why are you so cruel? ”

Nalan Yun can't deny it, he really wants to cut first and then play like this, and he can be regarded as sorry for all his friends or colleagues around him.

But if he said that he would not come back as soon as he came, it was not Lin Yuan who had to face and explain now.

Lin Yuan covered her mouth and cried in pain, she never thought that she would be like this in front of Nalan Yun, it was simply too uncomfortable.

She always wants to face Nalan Yun with the truest appearance, although more often than not, she is stupid, but she is not as embarrassed as she is now?

"Well, you wish me happiness, then I also wish you to return to England and live the life you want. We've all forgotten about the past, but since we're all leaving, can we listen to me one last time? ”

Trying to calm his emotions, Lin Yuan felt that he had used it for a long, long time. But knowing that it was getting dark outside, he shouldn't have stayed here longer, otherwise it would have been as if he was deliberately staying here and didn't want Nalan Yun to go.

She has never been such a dignified person, even if she really wants Nalan Yun to stay, but it is useless to say more now.

And if you mess around again, won't you even be able to make a good impression on the other party in the end?

Nalan Yun nodded. said let Lin Yuan continue. Lin Yuan exhaled lightly, wiped some of the tears left on his face, deliberately behaved chicly, and grinned at Nalan Yun.

"I like you, I like you, Nalan Yun. I seem to like you very much from the first time I see you, I really want to be with you, this is my first official confession. I really like you very much, but, goodbye, and a safe journey! ”

After saying this, Lin Yuan didn't even have the courage to stay and see Nalan Yun's reaction, and turned around and ran away directly.

Lin Yuan didn't even understand why she was so upset when she came and left today, but she felt that no matter when she came or left, she didn't dare to let her steps stop.

Because she was afraid that something unpredictable would happen when she turned back, and even she was afraid that Nalan Yun would keep her.

But people are so contradictory, knowing that the other party will definitely not keep her, Lin Yuan smiled bitterly, she has no tears now.

I've cried so much today, and I've been so ugly, she can't cry anymore.

Lin Yuan looked down and saw that the mobile phone was automatically turned off, and he didn't know how many missed calls he received, and some people were worried about themselves, even if there was no one left, then at least he still had himself.

The days still have to pass, let's go, let's go, let's go, it's not that I leave anyone, this is the son can't live.

"The earth has to turn around without anyone, and you go on like this. I really don't even look down on you. ”

Lin Yuan didn't know how long she walked before she slowed down tiredly, and at this time she looked up at the night and said the last sentence, which can be regarded as having made up her mind and no longer bothering about this matter.

Since Nalan Yun is on the plane tomorrow morning, then he can be regarded as saying goodbye to him, although he cries very uncomfortably, but he doesn't have any regrets.

yes, who can say for sure? Even if he put in the effort, although he didn't achieve the expected effect he wanted in the end, Lin Yuan actually didn't regret it.

And she knew that after Nalan Yun left, the impact of his departure on herself was much stronger than the impact on herself when she slept with Nalan Yun, so she no longer bothered about that matter now.