Chapter 143: Guilt
Chapter 14: Guilt
Gu Du carefully observed his thoughts, when he heard the news, he was only shocked, and after the shock, he was neither angry nor sad, but felt relieved and even a little happy.
Lixia was right, he was just guilty of Lixia, because of guilt, he promised to marry Lixia, but he also said that he would wait until he avenged Jin Lan's mother and son.
Ke Lixia is already a big child, and she will be twenty-four after the New Year, when will she be able to avenge Jin Lan's mother and son? Lixia's youth was wasted like this?
In the end, he was sorry for Lixia, even if he felt guilty, he didn't really want to marry Lixia, he was just procrastinating under the pretext, and he didn't realize it.
Suddenly a little embarrassed, remembering the past, Lixia accompanied him all the way, gave everything he had, and he never reciprocated.
Perhaps, Lixia is to stabilize his position in Zeguo, but who can guarantee that Lixia is not cold and regretful?
He had to go back, but what was he going to say when he saw Rexia?
Gongsun Yan walked in, looked at Gu Du and called softly, "Master." ”
Gu Du asked, "Is Xia Lan okay?" ”
Gongsun Yan replied: "Flashing waist, the disciple has already rubbed her with medicinal wine, it is no big problem, it will be fine for two days." ”
Gu Du was silent, and Gongsun Yan said softly, "Master, there are some things to say...... The disciple didn't know whether to tell the master or not. ”
Gu Du said: "Say it." ”
Gongsun Yan hesitated for a moment before saying, "The disciple wants to ask the master, the uncle is going to marry the emperor, is the master uncomfortable?" ”
Gu Du sighed and replied, "It's not good. ”
Gongsun Yan said: "Xia Lan once complained to her disciple, saying that her uncle was occupying her master but did not become married, she hoped that her uncle would like others, or even die in battle, but at this time, she only thought about snatching her uncle back for her master, and she also told her disciple that she asked her disciple to persuade her master to rob her uncle, and she shouted that she would not help Zeguo." ”
Gu Du was silent for a while and asked, "Where is Xia Lan?" ”
Gongsun Yan replied, "In the disciple's room." ”
Gu Du stood up and walked out, and said, "I'll go see her." ”
Seeing Gu Du coming in, Dongfang Xia Lan was about to get up, but she sighed.
Gu Du walked to the side of the bed and pressed her shoulder, and said, "Don't move while lying on your stomach." ”
Dongfang Xia Lan shouted: "I'm fine! Follow me to the troops! ”
"Shut up!" Gu Du reprimanded softly: "There are three thousand Zeguo Rui soldiers in the camp, are you shouting like this, do you want us to be divided by random blades?" ”
Dongfang Xia Lan blinked, Feng Jiu moved a chair and put it behind Gu Du, and said, "Master, please take a seat." ”
Gu Du sat down, and Feng Jiu retreated.
Gu Duyu said: "From beginning to end, I am sorry for Lixia, she followed me all the way and fought all the way, and I did everything, but I couldn't repay it." It's not that she is dominating me, it's that I'm always looking for an excuse to delay, although I promised to marry her, but I said that I would not marry her until I avenged Jin Lan's mother and son. ”
Gu Du sighed, was silent for a moment, and then said: "She is almost twenty-four, Fanghua is about to pass away, she did this to stabilize my position in Zeguo, but who knows, whether she regrets it coldly." ”
Dongfang Xia Lan said: "No! She won't regret it! Don't help Zeguo, snatch Lixia back, Juelingmen will help you take revenge! ”
Gu Du smiled dumbly, and said: "For my personal vendetta, and the innocent deaths and injuries of the Jueling Gate, or even the overturning of the whole door, you are childish, and your father will never agree." ”
Dongfang Xia Lan said firmly: "I will agree." ”
Gu Du shook his head and said, "Even if your father agrees, I won't accept it, because I can't afford to repay such a big favor, and I can't afford to do anything." ”
Dongfang Xia Lan shouted: "Give Lixia to Emperor Ze, is it your favor to return Emperor Ze?" ”
Gu Duwei frowned and said: "Don't speak so ugly, it's not true, your father wants to help Zeguo, it is also because of the heavens, this is a great righteousness, and I will never give Lixia to anyone." ”
Dongfang Xia Lan shouted: "Then grab it back!" What are you waiting for? You said you owe her, you marry her! I don't believe that you will marry her immediately, and she will marry Emperor Ze! ”
Gu Du smiled and said, "Okay, lend Mo Xuan to me, and I'll go back." ”
Back in Zeguo, walking into the camp, the two looked at each other.
After a long time, Lixia smiled, it was already like this, he was still so calm, he didn't rush up to hug her, and he didn't want to possess her.
Rexia asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Gu Du replied: "I'm wondering, are you cold and regretful." ”
Lixia was stunned for a moment, it turned out that he was thinking about this, and replied, "No." ”
Gu Du said: "I'll marry you now, let's leave Zeguo, I have money, three million taels, let's sell smuggled salt, gather righteousness, and fight the Spirit Emperor ourselves." ”
Rexia stepped forward, stared into his eyes and asked, "Are you distressed, or are you reluctant?" ”
Gu Du replied, "Both." ”
Rexia looked him in the eye steadily, and only said for a while, "Don't lie to me. ”
Gu Duwei frowned, Li Xia smiled again, and said, "After all, ...... You just feel indebted to me. ”
Gu Du opened his arms and hugged her, Li Xia pressed his forehead against his cheek, closed his eyes, and said softly: "Everything I have done for you is my willingness, I don't ask you to repay it, if you just want to repay me, it will stain my affection." ”
Gu Du hugged her tightly and said softly, "It's me who is bad, it's me who is sorry for you." ”
Li Xia smiled and shook his head, and said softly: "I leap into the dragon gate, you are in power, you said that you can be brothers and sisters without being husband and wife, you have always been good to me, but it is not the kind of good I want, if anyone can replace Jin Lan, it can only be Xia Lan, not me." ”
Gu Du said: "Don't say that, you know I'm tired of her." ”
Li Xia smiled and said: "She is still young, and she has never suffered hardships, so she is naturally not as good as Jin Lan, but she will eventually grow up, and she will eventually be in harmony with you, morality, agreement, and cooperation. ”
Gu Du was speechless, just hugged her tightly, Li Xia raised his face, kissed the corner of his mouth lightly, and said, "Do you know? I was the first woman to kiss you, and when you came back that day, you slept like a dead man, and I kissed you. ”
Gu Du was stunned, lowered his head to look at her, Li Xia gently pushed away from his embrace, and said with a smile: "That's good, I don't regret my original intention, and I am worthy of Jin Lan, from now on, you are my own brother, in addition to avenging Jin Lan's mother and son, you also want to protect Zeguo, protect me, and protect my future emperor. ”
Gu Du took a step back, bowed to her, and said, "Obey the order." ”