Body Chapter 81: Nightmare
Surrounded by his fingers, it was pitch black, Jiang You woke up from a daze, a cold wind blew, and he couldn't help but shiver a few times.
He couldn't see anything in front of him, but he could feel the loneliness between heaven and earth, and the scene when his parents died came to his mind again, vividly, so that there seemed to be endless resentment and resentment in his chest, like a fire, ruthlessly tearing at his internal organs, as if it made people crazy, but he felt all over his limbs, and he couldn't move at all, and the pain that could not be vented and released by the hatred and anger was simply painful.
Jiang You wanted to scream, but he couldn't open his mouth, he wanted to move but couldn't even stretch out his hand, he only felt that there seemed to be a thousand swords in his chest, and a sword was tearing his viscera back and forth.
I don't know how long it has been, and I don't know how long this inhuman torture will last, Jiang You even feels that he can't hold on at all, maybe the next moment, the next second, his person, his entire thoughts, will completely collapse and cease to exist.
"Ding"!
The crisp sound sounded like a heavenly sound, ringing in his ears, and a little light suddenly appeared in the boundless darkness, Jiang You opened his eyes, just like a fish that had been dehydrated for a long time saw the water source again, and looked at the light a little greedily.
In the haze, he saw a graceful back, the light was too dim, he couldn't see it really, but surprisingly he felt familiar, the kind of familiarity that went deep into the bone marrow, he rubbed his eyes, and looked over with all his strength, wanting to see what was going on.
But at this moment, the man suddenly turned around, revealing a pretty face that was pleasant and pleasant.
What kind of smile is that? Jiang You only felt that no matter how gorgeous the words in the world were, she couldn't describe her charm, she was like a warm sun, which dispelled the haze in this endless darkness in an instant, all the pain, all the unwillingness, all the grievances, all the hatred...... In an instant, it all vanished.
Jiang You smiled, staring at the beauty in front of him, he even smiled a little stupidly.
The beauty smiled like a flower, and winked at him mischievously, slowly spread her arms, and stretched out her hand towards him.
The huge joy drowned Jiang You like a tide, he stretched out his hand, and some couldn't wait to shake the jade hands that stretched out, who knew that this grip was empty, Jiang You was shocked, and blurted out: "Yi'er ......" at the same time turned over and sat up from the bed, and really opened his eyes.
He has had this dream countless times, since the great changes in his previous life, he will dream of this exactly the same dream almost every sleepless night, but at that time, the whole face of the beauty in the dream is always hazy, and he can't see it at all, since when did he clearly see the smiling face that he can never forget?
Jiang You pursed his lips and chuckled, where do you need to think about this? Walking under the mountain, starting from the story of the little pig, the face in the dream, that person has completely coincided with Yi'er.
He has been wondering, why did he come here in a daze when he didn't avenge the revenge in his previous life? From that night under the mountain, he understood.
He remembered that in his previous life, he had met a monk in a temple, and the monk had told him that hatred would only make people die. He actually understands this, just like in the dream, he felt the endless darkness, the heart-rending loneliness, even if revenge can be avenged, where can hatred be eliminated? Obsessed with hatred, he will eventually be trapped in the never-ending darkness and loneliness as in his dreams. But what's the use of understanding? Since the age of fifteen, his life has been full of only revenge, and where else is there in his life besides this heart-rending hatred?
Jiang You doesn't believe in Buddhism, but since he came to this world and passed through the hurried side of the mountain, three years of longing, three years of infatuation, and three years of epiphany made him suddenly understand that in fact, in his life, he can still insert other things, such as feelings!
Attachment to hatred means destruction, whether it is for oneself or for others, but sweet lovesickness, pure feelings can truly make people reborn.
His eyes widened in the darkness, and Yi'er's figure seemed to appear in his mind again, and he grinned and rolled over and got out of bed.
It was still early, only a little light from the morning light through the mist outside, Jiang Youma put on his clothes and shoes, and the green tiles in the outhouse heard the movement inside, and hurriedly lit the oil lamp and came in.
Jiang You was only wearing a black sweatshirt, and he fought a few sets of punches and kicks in the courtyard, and suddenly became interested, picked two eyebrow sticks, threw one to the green tile standing aside, and frequently bumped into him and fought with him.
Jiang You's movements have already been reported to Ninghui Courtyard, and the county lord of Huayang is quite surprised, in fact, in the past few days, she can clearly feel that Jiang You is different from the past, her precious son is still expressionless on the surface, cold-hearted and cold-hearted, but she, as a mother, where can she not see the joy in the depths of his eyes? Even, even Jiang You's Yirui Courtyard, when she walked in in the past, she felt lifeless, like a pool of stagnant water, but now, she actually radiated a look of vitality, showing a touch of spring!
When the county lord of Huayang led Mama Hu and the two maids into the main house, Jiang You had just come back from morning exercise, took a shower, put on a robe, and walked out of the clean room with wet hair dripping with water.
The county lord of Huayang couldn't help frowning, and complained: "Look at you, you have to dry your hair immediately after washing it, you will have a headache in the future if you are so careful." While speaking, he beckoned to the back, the two maids understood, stepped forward, one took a towel, and was about to twist his head for Jiang You, but when he saw Jiang You turn his head, a fierce look in his eyes, the maid shivered all over, where did he dare to stretch out his hand?
Lord Huayang sighed, took the towel from the maid's hand, and said, "You don't want the maid to wait, your mother will come to the head office in person, right?" ”
Jiang You stretched out his hand and pulled down the towel from the hand of the county lord of Huayang, and said lightly: "These things, why do you have to work for your mother to do it herself, Qingwa..."
Qingwa hurriedly stepped forward, took the towel, and twisted Jiang You's hair.
The county lord of Huayang was a little helpless, and said: "You said that there is no careful girl waiting in this courtyard, how can you ask your mother to be at ease?" There are a few clever girls around my mother who know the importance of being warm and cold, or ......"
"Early in the morning, is there something wrong with my mother coming over?"
The county lord of Huayang looked at Jiang You's cold appearance, and had to swallow it back when it came to his mouth, thinking about it in his heart, there was a smile on his face, and said: "Next month is your birthday, in order to give you this birthday gift, your cousin Canaan rushed to Jingshi more than ten days ago, and it is estimated that she will arrive at Jitong Wharf tomorrow." You know, your cousin Canaan came back to celebrate your birthday, and Mother thought, "If you are free, you will ...... tomorrow."
Jiang You raised his head and said, "I forgot to tell my mother that I will have to go on a long trip later, and it is estimated that it will take ten days and a half to return." ”
"You're going out? Where to? Why haven't I heard you mention it before? ”
Jiang You didn't answer, as if he disliked Qingwa's movements too gentle, so he simply took the towel and twisted his hair.
Lord Huayang said again: "Didn't you have a good time with your cousin Canaan when you were a child?" According to my mother, there is nothing more important than your cousin at the moment, let your matter go first, and then go and pick up your cousin tomorrow. ”
Jiang You said: "If the mother has nothing else, the child will prepare to go out to salute." ”
The county lord of Huayang sighed, Jiang You's temperament was not clear to her, knowing that he didn't want to talk about this matter anymore, so he had to give up, glanced around, and said, "Then you have to tell your mother, where are you going?" Also, if you need anything other than your clothes, tell your mother, and she will pack it for you. ”
"No need, just go to Yanxi City, find someone, come and go, and it won't take much effort."
"Yanxi City?" The county lord of Huayang was stunned, although it was also Dahui's territory, but the land of poor mountains and bad waters, and it belonged to the border wilderness, it has never been peaceful, at this time, when he heard that Jiang You was going there, he couldn't help but be frightened in his heart, "Okay, where are you going, what are you doing?" Mother has heard that bandits are rampant and chaotic there, you ......"
Jiang You frowned and said, "I had something serious in the past, don't talk about it, mother." ”
The county lord of Huayang knew that he couldn't persuade Jiang You, but he was always worried in his heart, and unintentionally, his eyes swept to an emerald red brocade box placed on the Duobao grid, and he was strange in his heart, just looking at this color, it didn't look like something that Jiang You would use, so he couldn't help but step forward, stretched out his hand to open the brocade box, but the goal was a crystal clear dripping red coral vermilion, and he couldn't help but be stunned.
Dahui is not near the sea, coral is extremely rare and precious, the lord of Huayang carefully looked at the Zhu Hai in the brocade box, no matter the quality and workmanship are extremely exquisite, this Zhu Hai, in terms of value, naturally can not make the lord of Huayang look sideways, but this thing was found in Jiang You's house, which made the county lord of Huayang surprised, and he did not come back to his senses for a long time, and he realized his meaning.