Chapter Seventy-Six: Jealousy and Grievance
Accidentally slipped his hand, the dishes turned into pieces, Jian Zhen couldn't help but fall forward, there was a sharp fragment in front of the door, once it fell, it would definitely be splashed with blood on the spot!
"Be careful!" At the critical moment, he didn't have time to think about it, Dai Yixi almost relied on instinct to put himself on it, and finally held Jian Zhen in his arms dangerously, and he kicked the piece of debris into the corner.
Skin to skin, eyes facing each other.
The sound of knocking and knocking kept ringing, dull, but it also made people blush and heartbeat.
Dai Yixi looked at the people who were close at hand and thought about it day and night, his Adam's apple rolled, his eyes slowly approached in confusion, but what appeared in his mind was the scene he saw when he was eating just now.
The breath belonging to the other person was getting closer and closer, and the breath of the two slowly intertwined and even merged.
At the last moment, Jian Zhen suddenly sobered up, pushed Dai Yixi aside, took two steps back, and couldn't help but cover his heart, the hot heart inside was still beating again and again, reminding him of what had just happened.
Dai Yixi's originally unusually ruddy face turned pale, and Jian Zhen's move of pushing him away at the last moment was tantamount to refusal, and the blow to him can be imagined.
In the end, only three words came out: "I'm sorry." ”
Jian Zhen's thoughts in his heart were also very chaotic, and at that moment just now, he almost couldn't wake up, just a little bit.
Inadvertently swept into a mess on the ground, Jian Zhen made an excuse for himself: "I'll go get some tools to clean up here, the general should not continue to stay here, after all, I am also a mess here, and there is nothing to entertain guests." ”
The expected answer, the expected avoidance.
But the depressed breath in his heart reminded him all the time, after all, he was still unwilling to be brushed over like this, and he couldn't even talk about it properly.
"General." Jian Zhen's tone was a little heavier, interrupting Dai Yixi's unspoken thoughts: "Speaking of which, if there are no battles, the general should also hold the big fat boy, and the old general can also hold his grandson, you say yes." ”
Now is not the time, let alone the time. Jian Zhen told himself like this, not daring to think deeply about what that momentary throbbing represented.
Hu Tong is a thorn, deeply pierced into the heart, and it can't be pulled out, and the wound always keeps suppurating and festering.
"You!" Dai Yixi had both anger and helplessness in his heart.
Even if he knows that there is no good result for two men to be together, but if he likes it, he likes it, no matter how he escapes, there is no way, even if it is an unintentional glance, it can make him pay attention to it for a long time.
He didn't break his sleeves, but he was shocked to find that his sweetheart was the same as himself, what if he couldn't accept it, the matter was a foregone conclusion, he had struggled and hesitated, but there was no way, and finally had to accept his fate and have to accept this reality.
If Qin Yuguang's appearance didn't bring him a lot of sense of crisis, he even wanted to be an ostrich all the time, bury himself deeply, hypnotize himself again and again, ignore the feelings in his heart, try not to care, and numb himself with busyness and war.
But he still couldn't help the jealousy and sourness in his heart.
Dai Yixi remembered that only he was wronged by toys before he was five years old, and he never had such an experience after he was five years old, but today he tasted a long-lost feeling, not from his father, but from another person's attitude, even if it was not an explicit refusal.
Jian Zhen didn't dare to look directly at his eyes, and he felt very weak when he swept it inadvertently, as if he had done something angry and resentful, and he was a ruthless and unrighteous negative man.
"I'll go first, I don't think I'll be back until the evening." After Jian Zhen finished speaking, he really turned around and left, not wanting to stay here.
But even if he really walked out, what was replayed in his mind was what had just happened, lingering like a nightmare, and Jian Zhen really had no other way but to do something to divert his attention, so that his brain didn't have time to think about those things related to feelings.
Dai Yixi stayed there for a while and didn't see Jian Zhen come back, so he reluctantly cleaned up the room first, and waited left and right and still couldn't wait for anyone, so he handled official business in Jian Zhen's room first, but when the sun set, the person still didn't come back, Jian Zhen did what he said, and he really didn't come back before dark.
thought it was just a joke, but Dai Yixi couldn't help but feel deeply frustrated, and waited here for a long time, but he didn't wait for anyone, and the awkwardness in his heart had long been scattered, leaving only a faint worry: "Where are the others now?" ”
Soon he got the answer, Jian Zhen and Qin Yuguang have been practicing martial arts in the training ground, although Jian Zhen can't hold a weapon, but his strength has not completely disappeared, and Qin Yuguang You have fought back and forth almost comparably, of course, this is just a competition, not a life-and-death fight, which is more of an exchange.
Hearing the news, Dai Yixi pinched off the pen shaft without paying attention, and the paper was also stained with a layer of ink, and the handwriting written before was completely spent and could no longer be used.
Once the fight started, Jian Zhen threw all his worries aside, and only his opponent was in his eyes: "Come again!" ”
Qin Yuguang smacked his tongue again and again, he finally knew why no one doubted Jian Zhen's identity, because she was too powerful and too strong, so few people suspected that such a fierce person was actually a woman, even if she had a delicate face, even if she was slender.
"I've been fighting all afternoon, and I'm still here, I want to ask if you have taken any medicine, why are you so persistent today." Qin Yuguang touched a wound at the corner of his mouth, and couldn't help but gasp, it hurt.
Even if they were injured, the relationship between the two could be regarded as friends, but Jian Zhen was ruthless, the punch just now used all his strength, if it wasn't for Jian Zhen being injured and his strength was a little small, Qin Yuguang wouldn't just have broken a piece of skin at the corner of his mouth.
Thinking of something, Jian Zhen's movements stiffened: "Where is so much nonsense, you are still not a gentleman!" How can I not even beat me, a wounded person! ”
"Am I unable to beat it? I'm obviously pitying the fragrance and cherishing the jade. Qin Yuguang's voice was relatively low, and no one heard it except for the person concerned, but he felt that he muttered something in his mouth, and Jian Zhen shot even more fiercely after hearing it, punching and kicking mercilessly.
But the atmosphere between the two is still intimate, even if you are fighting back and forth, there is still a tacit understanding that others can't blend in, and some people peek at the side of the heart is distorted, and there is endless jealousy and unwillingness.