Fan Chuxia walked into the bubble tea shop and noticed the familiar back in front of the window at a glance.

She sighed softly and walked silently behind the girl, only to find that the other party had noticed something, and turned to look at her.

At the same time, the girl's reddish and puffy eyes, overly pale complexion, and more messy hair than usual also fell into Fan Chuxia's eyes.

The girl in front of her pulled her dry lips, showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, and reluctantly said, "You're here." ”

It was terrible, like a poor rabbit whose fur was soaked in the rain.

Fan Chuxia felt a sense of irritability in her heart, but she looked at Mu Jiujiu's pitiful appearance and held back again.

She sat down across from Mu Jiujiu, trying to make her expression softer, "Say, what's wrong?" ”

Mu Jiujiu said calmly: "I broke up with Jiang Chenghui. ”

Fan Chuxia: "I know. ”

"I mentioned it."

"And you're still crying like this!?" Fan Chuxia couldn't hold back and blurted out.

"I thought he was going to keep it." Mu Jiujiu's voice was a little bitter.

Fan Chuxia's heart: Heh! Woman.

"Tell me, what the hell is going on." Fan Chuxia Road.

Mu Jiujiu looked out the window, his thoughts floating.

In all fairness, in fact, when Mu Jiujiu was with Jiang Chenghui just now, he shocked countless people's jaws.

It's not that Mu Jiu is bad, but Jiang Chenghui is too good.

He has come all the way from the road of "other people's children", whether it is family background, grades, appearance and ability.

This kind of character of the male protagonist of the novel appears in real life, and the suitors are endless.

When Mu Jiujiu saw him in the library, he was moved at a glance.

So she threw her reason behind and spent all her passion on him.

She still remembers meeting Jiang Chenghui by the lake at school that day, saying hello and walking together. Talking about a topic, she said smartly: "Then let's try it?" ”

She heard Jiang Chenghui be silent.

Just when Mu Jiujiu racked his brains to change the topic, he heard Jiang Chenghui reply: "Okay." ”

It's like a "whoosh-" sound, and the match in my heart is lit.

The violent ecstasy and the shyness that makes people want to explode on the spot make Mu Jiujiu at a loss.

She remembered that that night, it was Jiang Chenghui who took the initiative to hold her slightly trembling hand.

It's a pity that life is not fiction.

In the novel, the prince will choose Cinderella, but in reality, the prince is always with the princess, and passers-by can only applaud.

The cause was a dispute, and Mu Jiujiu tried very hard to express his feelings, but Jiang Chenghui did not say a word.

In the end, she said angrily, "In that case, let's break up." ”

The girl's mood is just to keep the other party, so as to prove that she is loved.

But Jiang Chenghui's mood did not fluctuate in the slightest after hearing this, and he said lightly: "Okay." ”

In this hot summer, Mu wine is like falling into an ice cave.

At first, Mu Jiujiu deleted his contact information in a frustration, but in the end, he couldn't help it and added him back.

When I applied for friends, I said a lot of things that seem ridiculous now.

One night, after Mu Jiujiu rubbed her eyes that were a little sour because of crying, she turned on her phone and looked at the time.

Five a.m. and nineteen a.m.

In the end, I couldn't help it.

Mu Jiujiu turned on his mobile phone, and with secret expectations, he sent Jiang Chenghui a message that had been deleted and changed for a long time at 5:20.

Those heartfelt words that she considered every word.

Disappear off the face of the earth.

It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day that Mu Jiujiu felt a shock on his mobile phone.

She hurriedly picked it up, unlocked it and checked it, her fingers trembling slightly.

"Jiujiu, you're really a nice girl. During this time, I also tried hard, but I really couldn't devote myself to this relationship. ”

"Let's be friends."

"I'm sorry."

I really can't like you.

How honest, and how cruel.

"He doesn't reply to your messages because he's busy. He never takes the initiative to talk to you because he has something to do. What's going on in your head!? Fan Chuxia said angrily.

"Maybe I've always been making a fool of myself." Mu Jiujiu said lowly.

"You pig's head!" Fan Chuxia was a little angry.

In fact, objectively speaking, Jiang Chenghui is not bad for Mujiu.

When they are together, he keeps his distance from other members of the opposite sex, and many details are also considerate and thoughtful.

But......

"Can you understand that feeling? There was nothing wrong with him, but every time you felt your enthusiasm poured on the sponge. Mu Jiujiu said calmly.

Even in an argument, he never once had his emotions under control. Every time I restrained and calmly waited for her to finish crying, I reasoned with her rationally.

Mu Jiujiu even suspects every time that he is making a big fuss.

But are feelings so rational?

Mu Jiujiu said bitterly: "I'm actually not a ...... Particularly proactive people. It's because I really like it that I can't help but keep getting closer. ”

"Every time I go to him, I'm worried that he's busy and disturbs him."

"If you don't go to him, you can't restrain yourself, and you'll be worried...... He forgot about me. ”

Fan Chuxia looked at the wine in front of her, she lost her former vitality, and her eyebrows were sad. Like a crumbling, withering flower.

Fan Chuxia suddenly said seriously: "Jiujiu, let him go." ”

"He doesn't like you that much, so whatever you do, he doesn't hurt or even bother. But—"

Mu Jiujiu raised his head.

"It's really not that you're bad"

She continued: "You are a very good girl, and I am not polite about that. It is that the closer I am to you, the more I can feel your goodness. ”

"But feelings are a very ruthless thing, if you don't like it, you just don't like it. No matter how hard you try, it's just useless. ”

A trace of grievance and unwillingness quietly rose from the depths of Mu Jiujiu's heart.

Her eyes were hot, and the scene in front of her was a little blurry.

Actually, I don't want to be so cowardly.

I understand the truth, but after all, it is difficult to settle.

Fan Chuxia looked at Mu Jiujiu, who was so fragile in front of him, walked to her side, and hugged her.

It's a little distressing.

In fact, on the surface, Fan Chuxia is not a gentle person.

She is withdrawn, irritable, and has a venomous tongue.

Fan Chuxia still remembers that the first time she saw her was when she had just entered college and routinely introduced herself.

At that time, Fan Chuxia had a little beast with teeth and claws in his heart, and it was not pleasing to anyone. Just as she looked around and looked at the environment around her, she inexplicably met a pair of clean eyes.

Mu Jiujiu on the other side looked at her, seemed stunned, and then smiled at her kindly.

At that time, Fan Chuxia thought, this person laughed so stupidly.

Mu Jiujiu is very popular in the class, and Fan Chuxia is used to being alone, she has always believed in "lions and tigers are alone in herds of cattle and sheep", and when she is proud in her heart, most people think that she is a crowd.

Later, Fan Chuxia gradually got in close contact with her because of an activity with Mujiujiu. She found that Mu Jiujiu's temper was too mild.

Sometimes Fan Chuxia suspects that the other party will not be angry, or if he maliciously speculates, he is good at disguise.

Because Fan Chuxia is a maverick and doesn't like to socialize. In the eyes of those who care, it has become a kind of "clear and high" and "looking down on people". At that time, the good deeds had some bad remarks about herself, and although she didn't care about it, she still felt irritated when she heard a few words occasionally.

During that time, she wrote a sentence from Sartre in her notebook.

Others are hell.

Later, something happened that made her heart delicate.

Mu Jiujiu had a quarrel with someone else, for her.

Fan Chuxia didn't really need others to explain anything for herself, but after knowing about it, her heart was still slightly touched.

It turns out that she will also be angry, the one who seems to have no temper, "good old man".

I don't know when Fan Chuxia and Mujiujiu began to get closer.

Gradually, she discovered that in fact, Mu Jiujiu was not without her own emotions, but too restrained.

She is extremely empathetic and always considers the feelings of others before getting angry. In essence, he is a gentle and sincere person.

At this moment, Fan Chuxia calmly looked at Mu Jiujiu who was crying bitterly in front of him.

She began to seriously consider the possibility of beating Jiang Chenghui fatly.

If you can't hire someone, she thought expressionlessly.

The sky was getting darker.

Mu Jiujiu let go of Fan Chuxia's embrace and looked out of the glass window.

It is the same sunset as usual, and the ordinary and trivial tomorrow.

"Let's go, I'll walk around the school with you." Fan Chuxia saw that the time was not early, and proposed.

"Okay." Mu Jiujiu got up.

"Tomorrow weekend, I can't accompany you for something. When the time comes, go out for a walk by yourself, and don't stay alone in the dorm all day. ”

"yes, got it."

Mu Jiujiu pushed open the door and walked out of the bubble tea shop to feel the feeling of the breeze.

She whispered to herself in the twilight breeze.

Actually, it's not that he's bad.

It's just that he doesn't have you in his eyes.

She let out an almost inaudible sigh and took the hand that Fan Chuxia handed over.

But no matter what, tomorrow still has to be passed.