Chapter 1059: The Feeling of Heartbeat
Here, it's just me and Yang Xue.
But Yang Xue suddenly said this to me, which made me feel a little at a loss for a while.
Be my girlfriend?
At this moment, I only felt a little inexplicably flustered.
I feel a little nervous than facing a ghost.
Moreover, my eyes didn't dare to look directly at Yang Xue.
Gaze, there was some dodge.
"This, this, I, I ......"
I was completely confused, and I didn't know how to answer.
Promise Yang Xue?
But I know clearly in my heart that I have no love for Yang Xue at all.
I promise her! Isn't it a kind of irresponsibility to feelings?
Don't promise Yang Xue?
In doing so, will Yang Xue have an emotional breakdown again?
I'm wondering if it's a moderation.
And euphemisms, to explain what I mean.
But Yang Xue saw that I was "squeaky and wooing" and didn't say anything for a long time, so she said again:
"You still don't like me?
Are you going to reject me again?
Do you still want to continue being a single dog? ”
Yang Xue accentuated her tone a little, and the torture of the soul made me completely confused.
After all, in Yang Xue's opinion, my circle is actually not big.
There are only a few girls around.
She and I have known each other for four years now.
Life and death together, I don't know how many times I have experienced it.
I don't have any other girls I like, so why do I reject her?
But I myself feel inexplicable, I always feel that there is such a person in my heart.
But who that person is, I don't know.
Except for the occasional inexplicable thought of that female ghost Murong Yan, I treat other girls.
It seems that I can't have that feeling of heartbeat and I want to be close......
But how could I possibly like a female ghost?
Now, I don't know how to answer Yang Xue's question.
Just a little stammered:
"Yang, Yang Xue, I, I don't know how.
I'm in turmoil, I'm ...... to you
It's just that you're really good, good in every way.
It's just that I feel that we may still not be too good, not very suitable......"
After several struggles, I finally got the words out of my mouth.
It's like rejecting Xiao Man directly, and this is the second time I've rejected a girl's confession.
I'm not in a good mood, and it's hard for me to say that.
But Yang Xue suddenly hugged my neck:
Emotions stir up again:
"You talk nonsense, you haven't talked to me about missing love, how do you know that we are not suitable?
And, I feel like we're a good fit! ”
As she spoke, Yang Xue let out a "woo woo" cry again.
Hearing Yang Xue crying, my whole person was not good.
I want to comfort her, I want her not to cry.
But I, I'll say anything.
I used to read it on the Internet, all kinds of comforting words and ways to talk to girls, etc.
It was gone for a moment, and there was a blank space left in my mind......
I froze, and just stood stiffly in place.
Feeling the fragrance of Yang Xue's hair, there is an indescribable and inexplicable sadness in it.
Yang Xue cried for a while, suddenly pushed me away, and said angrily:
"Ding Fan, you must be a!"
I was stunned, I, when did I become a?
"How did I get with me?"
I was innocent.
Yang Xue still puffed up and said:
"You're not a, why don't you like me!"
"I ......"
What kind of logic is this?
I suddenly had a bit of a speech, I don't like it, but it can also be a reason for?
I wanted to refute it, but I didn't know how.
I'm afraid that one sentence will be too heavy and hurt Yang Xue again.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Yang Xue continued:
"Ding Fan, either promise me and be my boyfriend!
Either admit that you don't like women, or I can't accept it. ”
This is an insult to personality, how can I be a dead?
I wanted to reply directly, be your boyfriend, be your boyfriend.
But when I thought that I really didn't have that heart for Yang Xue, I gave up.
Then he suppressed his mood and spoke again:
"Yang Xue, I really don't have the idea of finding a girlfriend now.
Besides, we are leaving our homes every day.
The home was burned down by the sun and the moon.
Next, the precarious situation is whether I can survive or not is a question.
So ......"
I didn't say the last sentence, Yang Xue should also understand that I was rejecting her.
But who knows, Yang Xue is really on the same page with me this time.
After all, she is also a more persistent girl.
"I don't care, I just like your people.
Even if it's just for a day, an hour, I'm willing.
I, Yang Xue, just want to be your girlfriend in this life. ”
Yang Xue's eyes widened, and her words became extremely firm at this moment.
At that moment, my heart was really shaken.
"Even if it's just for a day, an hour, I'm willing."
How much does it take to love someone to say such a thing?
I froze again, I was completely inexplicable.
I was surprised and stared at Yang Xue in surprise.
Yang Xue, on the other hand, widened her beautiful eyes, and all of them were me.
The moonlight hit her face, looking so beautiful and warm.
The two of us just looked at each other, and in our minds, we kept recalling that sentence.
I'm judging if I've really accepted the girl in front of me.
Maybe someone will call me stupid, such a good girl, do you still need to think about it?
But I myself have a loyal view of love.
Love is love, and love is unforgettable.
Even if the earth shakes the mountains, it will not move a bit.
If you don't love, you don't love, even if you have a knife and an axe, you don't love.
My mouth opened and closed, and I wanted to say yes.
I really want to hug her, but in the dark, there is a feeling.
A feeling that came from my inner world seemed to stop me.
It's like in the dark, I'm still feuding, and there is nothing I can't let go.
In the end, I didn't make a vow to Yang Xue and didn't promise her love.
Yang Xue saw that my mouth kept opening and closing, but she didn't speak.
He sighed silently, and then said to me:
"Ding Fan, if this decision is really difficult.
Then wait for the Dao Alliance conference, give me the answer!
In my life, I just want to spend ...... with you."
As she spoke, Yang Xue stepped forward again.
On tiptoe, he gently kissed me on the side of my face.
In an instant, I felt like I was being shocked.
The body trembled involuntarily.
The heart is beating wildly.
Breathing suddenly became rapid.
Could it be that this is what it feels like to be excited?
I was stunned and looked at Yang Xue in astonishment.
Yang Xue, on the other hand, took a few steps back.
Seeing my Mu Na's expression, his face suddenly melted, revealing a very beautiful smile:
"I've known you for four years and I know you well.
I also know who you are and I know your values.
But now I'm sure you've been heart-moved to me......"