Panpan one hundred and thirty-eight, the heart is like ice
The winter temperature in Shuchuan is not low, but when the little rabbit was about to fall and did not fall, the boar stretched out his hand to help her, but scared her to the ground, and the two felt cold at the same time.
It's not the clammy and cold chill of Shuchuan winter, it's the chill from the bottom of my heart, and the two hearts are separated by a wall of ice.
After the initial panic in the rabbit's heart, reason has regained the upper hand, she is afraid and worried about the reunion, and she is extremely afraid that life will get out of control again; After the initial surprise in the boar's heart, he clearly saw the fear in the rabbit's eyes, and finally saw the person he was thinking about, but the other party resisted and even feared his approach, which made him depressed and lost at the same time, and secretly annoyed.
Quickly turned around and left, the little rabbit said silently: I'm sorry, don't blame me for being indifferent, I must freeze my heart, life is stormy, and I can live with a cold and hard heart.
After returning to the hall, Xiaotu asked Xu Gongzi to help her get wine.
Xu Gongzi blinked, not understanding why she was like this, and the little rabbit made an excuse that he was afraid of the dark.
The night of the fish manor will be lit up with street lamps and lawn floor lights, and a few festive lantern sculptures will be set up near the Spring Festival, which will be dark?
Although he felt strange, Xu Gongzi didn't ask much, and then saw that the little rabbit was really frightened, so he went to the warehouse.
The person who wanted to drink urged several times, and the little rabbit waited anxiously in the hall for Xu Gongzi to bring the wine, but Xu Gongzi had not yet come, and the boar entered the hall.
Seeing him coming, all the employees got up to toast, but the wine was not enough, and some people who were anxious scolded the rabbit.
"It's the New Year, the brothers get together to be happy, and it's not worth getting angry over a little thing. Wait a minute, I'll stay with you tonight if you don't get drunk. ”
The boar patted the troublemakers on the shoulders and poured some wine into their glasses from each of the bottles they were carrying.
"Hehe, it's better to be a third brother, look at our little loaches! Listen to the third brother, don't make trouble, and have a happy New Year! The guys laughed around the boar.
The wine was faught, Xiaotu took the waiter to deliver the wine, and Xu Gongzi followed behind him to help.
When he walked to the boar's side, he glanced at Xu Gongzi, then stared at the little rabbit's eyes and said, "You have to face your heart, it's useless to hide." "
Little Rabbit turned his head to avoid his gaze and went around to another table, Xu Gongzi raised his head and glared at the boar, understanding the reason why Little Rabbit was in an abnormal mood tonight.
Waiting for the guests to drink staggered, the mountain tiger arranged a car to send the grassroots employees back to the company's dormitory, some of the company's senior employees still have entertainment, the boar did not go to those entertainment, sitting at the door of the hall to watch the rabbit they pack up their things.
After cleaning up, other colleagues pulled Xu Gongzi to prepare the internal reunion banquet, Xiaotu tidied up the table, and she was about to leave, but she was stopped by the boar.
"You let it go! You have held an annual meeting, and we will also have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. ”
The boar begged and said, "Let's not be so angry, okay?" Let's talk about it, let's talk about it again......"
"What to talk about? I've forgotten all about the past, and there's nothing to talk about. ”
"It's okay to forget, I just remember, you just have to talk to me." The boar reached out and stroked a lock of hair that spread out from the rabbit's ear.
The work requires all the hair to be tied up at the back of the head, and in the chaos, it is not noticed, and the little rabbit quickly retreats, and he pinches his hair.
"That Xu Gongzi is chasing you? Have you heard about him making a big fuss about his ex-girlfriend's engagement party? It was only a week ago, right? If he had no feelings for his ex-girlfriend, he wouldn't make trouble. He chases you for a purpose, don't let him deceive. The boar guessed that the rabbit rejected him because of Xu Gongzi.
"I knew he had a purpose, he wanted to get his parents' support to study fashion design abroad. But this has nothing to do with me, I have nothing to do with him! After the little rabbit made it clear, he wanted to bypass the boar.
"It's not because of him...... Is that because of Ah Ling? The boar leaned closer, "We try our best not to hurt her and meet her needs, Ah Ling's matter is nothing." Me and her were a mistake from the start! ”
When he said Xu Gongzi, it seemed that Xu Gongzi was a flower butterfly who provoked the girl, and it was his turn, and what happened in the past became a "mistake"? Rabbit sneered, and turned to the corner of the hall, where there was a large window through which he could climb out.
Discovering her intentions, the boar jumped up and grabbed the little rabbit, "I believe that you are not a jealous person, and you will not hurt Ah Ling and the eldest boy, they will understand sooner or later, don't hide around and torture me anymore." ”
was stopped again, and the little rabbit had to stop and argue with him: "Torture you? Even if I don't ask for anything, fight for something, or even leave silently, it has already caused harm to Ah Ling. It's all your fault, and you're embarrassed to say that you were tormented? ”
The little rabbit did not hide the resentment and disdain in his eyes, and the boar's heart felt like it had been hit with a heavy hammer, and it hurt dullly.
After a while, he relieved his pain, "I was wrong, and I can't do it again...... But I never think that after two people become one and the soul and body, quietly leaving is an act of dedication, and what has happened cannot have no impact on the soul and life, and it is useless to escape, you have to learn to accept what has happened. ”
Little Rabbit also understands that people can't shrink into a small shell for the rest of their lives, but they have really broken into a big disaster, and if they don't hide their hearts, what can they do? I'm afraid something will happen again.
Looking at the current state of the boar, I can guess that Ah Ling still lives in the mountain house, and takes care of the housework as a woman of the mountain boar, and the so-called "breakup banquet" is just another mess of the boar for Ah Ling. No matter how ruthless the boar is, he doesn't dare to really beat Ah Ling, he is a bastard, but he has not reached the point of being inhumane.
Little Rabbit Muran stood and didn't speak, which made the boar feel at a loss than shouting and scolding, "You really hate me so much?" ”
"I can't tell ...... clearly" can't deny it, and I don't want to admit it, so I can only answer an ambiguous sentence.
"You don't know, I know, I know I want to be with you every day." The boar reached out and tried to hold the rabbit again.
The little rabbit dodged and shouted angrily: "You show respect! ”
"Respect? I'm your man, not the brother next door! No matter how much you try to escape, you can't erase those traces! The boar roared loudly, and waves echoed in the empty hall.
Afraid that he would yell and attract others to watch, Xiaotu slowed down his tone: "Be quiet, okay?" Cherish what you have and don't regret losing it. ”
"I've just lost it many times before I know what is most precious, and I don't want to let go! When you were thirteen years old, before you had a banquet with Ah Ling, I specially called you......" The boar covered his reddened eyes and wiped it at the beginning.
After a pause, he continued, "I really want to, I really want to ask you if you would like to be my bride...... Fulfill my mother's wish first, I can wait, wait for you to grow up...... It's a pity that I didn't say it, that idea is ridiculous...... I've run away a lot of times, and I've ended up doing ridiculous things......"
What if he tells the truth? It's not that the little rabbit doesn't believe it, but it can't afford it.
Afraid that he would get out of control and cause trouble, Xiaotu persuaded in a low voice: "Whether it's grace or love, I have already given you everything I can give, staying by your side will only bring you endless troubles, what else do you want me to do?" ”
He was about to refute, Manager Si asked the little rabbit for a reunion dinner, and shouted with a smile at the door of the hall, but after seeing their expressions clearly, he immediately stayed in place with his mouth slightly open.