Chapter 482: A Life of Gray Hair
"Yes! He's just a kid, but he's just borrowing a reason to care about you, after all, lately, you've been very strange, always looking at the sky alone as if something was going on. At this time, Zhu Qian's voice suddenly came from behind him, and at the same time, it also revealed the purpose of Sun Ye's strange behavior just now.
"Hmmm! I knew, but, he didn't understand. Sun Yan seemed to know that Zhu Qian was behind him, he didn't show any other expression, but turned to look at Zhu Qian, and said softly and lightly as always.
"Don't you understand...... Maybe he's a kid and doesn't understand, but what about me? Zhu Qian said bluntly, but her tone was a little different.
"You ......" Sun Yan was not stupid, and naturally heard the emotional fluctuations in Zhu Qian's voice, but he still couldn't say it, because only he understood that he and she were different from others.
Shaking his head, Sun Yan was silent, and he was about to walk past Zhu Qian's side at the beginning.
But at this moment, Zhu Qian once again came out with a sentence that touched her heart.
"We are family!"
Home, the word, is very vague.
For Sun Yan, he has no home, whether it is from Sun Yan's birth in Baihe Town, or later when he went to Moqian Sect, was chased and killed by the Great Buddha Realm, met everyone in Tongfu Inn, got acquainted with Zhao Kuangyin, and all kinds of things in the sea of stars in the sky......
He doesn't have a home!
Or his understanding of home is very vague, so Zhu Qian's sentence 'We are your family' can only make his footsteps slightly stunned......
"I ......" Sun Yan didn't look back at Zhu Qian, but said a word in his mouth, and it seemed that he didn't know how to say the words later, and he didn't know how to face Zhu Qian and the home of this world...... Go and say.
The home of this world, he knows is illusory, so although he tries his best to integrate into this home, he still feels that something is missing.
"Alas! You can't see the world as I see it. Sighing, Sun Yan's expression was extremely complicated, but his steps continued to move forward, but for some reason, his pace was very slow, as if this was the case, and even he didn't notice it.
"Sun Yan ......" Seeing Sun Yan's departing back, Zhu Qian didn't speak again, she was very smart and understood some things, at this time she was not as complicated as Sun Yan showed, and her eyes seemed to be very bright and ...... That deeply hidden worry.
"Something, I know!"
"There are some things, I understand, but I don't want to say."
"There are some things, I understand, I'm afraid to say it, I'm afraid that after I say it, you will no longer be you."
"Really...... Actually, ten years ago, from the time you came back, I guessed something, but I didn't want to confirm it, because I really liked this home. ”
At this moment, Zhu Qian suddenly raised her head and looked at the gray sky, as if she wanted to see through the world.
But, the world is too big, and the sight of mortals is not enough!
"The world? You can see the world, I ...... I don't necessarily can't see it, it's just that I don't want to see it. Zhu Qian closed her eyes gently, she wanted to see the world Sun Yan said with her heart.
The heart is the eye, and it can melt the sky.
However, just when she decided to go and see it, she hesitated.
"What if you're gone?"
Although it was autumn, it snowed for some reason.
But it was light snow, and in this season, it was not destined to fall much.
Zhu Qian stretched out her somewhat old left hand, caught a snowflake, looked at it, and muttered: "You came from the sky, can you help me see the world he sees?" ”
The snowflakes were fluttering, it was a dead thing, and it couldn't respond to Zhu Qian, but just as Zhu Qian was muttering, Sun Yan, who was standing in the other direction, suddenly looked at the sky.
The snow fell on him, and he seemed to be unconscious.
But his eyes, his body, were in this snow, one by one.
In his mind, a storm suddenly set off, as if one thought had been transferred to another by something.
finally calmed down, but Sun Yan couldn't look calm.
He looked at the sky and frowned.
"This ...... Is that so? Nether Jade, your purpose, I may have guessed something, if I want to be promoted in my life environment, I can only improve my ...... by understanding life."
"And this world is like a mirror, reflecting everything my heart desires, this is the life in my heart!"
"Home, I used to have longed for it, but now I get it, but it's a little different."
"Therefore, you have given me two paths, one is to break the mirror, so as to get away and achieve my own artistic conception...... The second is to hold up an umbrella to keep the snow out of my home. ”
"The former is easy, presumably many cultivators, after being trapped in this world by you, have chosen this path?"
The latter...... It's difficult, while blocking the snow, I can't get lost, if I get lost, then when I return in this world, it is the time when I really return, this is what Xuantian Dao calls sinking, right? ”
Although Sun Yan was talking to himself, when he finished saying the sentence just now, the snow in the sky seemed to be in a hurry.
"No wonder, I don't feel a sense of crisis...... Because what I encountered was my own life, the Sun Yan of this world, which was in the mirror, but it was also true, and I ...... It's also true. ”
"I see."
At this moment, Sun Yan suddenly closed his eyes, and the snow in the sky seemed to have disappeared from his world, but his expression at the moment was just like Zhu Qian's before.
It's just that the feelings of the two are completely different.
"Perhaps, for you, it's just a mirror, but for me, it's not ......"
"If it's really a mirror, then in this life, let me live a good life, right?"
I don't know when, Sun Yan's right hand suddenly had an extra umbrella, which was an oil umbrella.
He let go of all the thoughts in his mind and smiled at the sky, as if everything was not so complicated.
"So, let me do it for my family...... Umbrella to keep out the snow. ”
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Time is a very wonderful thing, it is different from time, but it is similar to the years, it gives life joys and sorrows, but also deprives them, the ability of self.
In the passage of time, he walked the path of life and thus became his slave until death.
Ten years, ten years and ten years.
Sun Yan has been in this world for nearly 30 years.
In the first ten years, he was confused, and in the last twenty years he saw clearly.
It's like he has really become the Sun Yan of this world, making up for the part he always feels is missing.
He was now an old man, with gray hair and no longer straight bones.
It was winter, and he stood quietly on the eaves of the roof he had occupied twenty years ago, looking at the scenery in the distance.
However, although the eaves and the people standing have not changed, in the past 20 years, his home has changed.
Sun Ye, his son left ten years ago and has not returned, breaking through his own people and lives on this land.
But Sun Yan was not very worried, recalling what Sun Yan said to Sun Ye at that time, Sun Yan smiled unconsciously because he had confidence in Sun Ye.
"Ye'er, now you are no longer a childish teenager, nor are you a young man who is just starting out, you have your world, your world is still very big......"
"Go ahead! Go to this continent to show yourself, what way, you choose for yourself, I hope my son can use his own reputation on this continent......"
"I don't say that you are right to rise from the sky and the right to start from the ground, but I want you to do the right thing yourself...... I don't expect you to go home often, but I hope you don't forget about this home! ”
"Yes!"
When leaving, Sun Ye took his father's words to heart, and then bowed deeply to Sun Yan.
This worship will not change, even if the years are not there, the sun and the moon will die.
Because of this, there are only two people left in the entire Sun family.
"I'm thinking about Ye'er again." At this time, Zhu Qian's still tender voice came from behind him, but this voice revealed a weakness and a faint death.
Sensing this dead air, Sun Yan slowly turned around, his eyes revealing a complex, a trace of affection, mixed in his line of sight.
Since Sun Yan decided to open an umbrella and block the snow for his family, his mind seemed to have undergone a strange change, and his perception became like a sublimation, and he could see the life and death deadline of a person.
As for Sun Yan, Zhu Qian in this world, he has already moved his true feelings, although there is only a trace of it, but it really exists.
The ignorance of the past, the tenderness of the present, his affection is not as vague as before.
Recall, the women Sun Yan met were all the proud daughters of the sky, the cold Liu Xinyan, the mysterious Dream Wuxue, the tactical Sun Xiang, the enchanting and charming spring, and the extremely beautiful Lu Mengyao, but although these women were all outstanding, Sun Yan knew that only Zhu Qian had real feelings for Sun Yan.
At that time, everything in the barren star could be seen that Zhu Qian liked Sun Yan.
At this moment, Sun Yan walked lightly and slowly walked to Zhu Qian's side, and gradually hugged her with his left hand.
Realizing Sun Yan's tenderness, the corners of Zhu Qian's mouth set off a trace of arc.
"It would be nice if it was like this for the rest of my life." Zhu Qian closed her eyes, snuggled in Sun Yan's arms, and didn't think about anything, and Sun Yan didn't say anything.
It's like a picture, in winter, under the eaves, the two gray hairs are all over the world.
Holding the hand of the son, in this life, the end, and the son grow old together.
Although there is a trace of illusion, for Zhu Qian, who may understand a little, everything is enough.
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In the blink of an eye, seven years have passed, Zhu Qian's complexion is no longer as good as before, wrinkles are all over her face, and the former beauty is no longer ......
The end of life, the beginning of death.
She was lying on the hospital bed, just like the picture seven years ago, she didn't speak, just looked at Sun Yan, but there was satisfaction in her eyes.
Sun Ye still hasn't returned.
And Zhu Qian's life has to come to an end.
Sun Yan sat beside Zhu Qian and looked at her quietly, like a guard.
"Ahem......" Zhu Qian said with difficulty: "Sun Yan, in this life, I will accompany you to the end." ”
"I'm enough, you said, I can't see the world you see, maybe it's true, but recently in my sleep, it's like another world, and there is a person like me."
Hearing this, Sun Yan's heart suddenly moved, but he still kept his silence, he held Zhu Qian's right hand, looked at Zhu Qian's face, and listened to Zhu Qian's words.
But the tenderness in his eyes has not decreased, on the contrary, there is a trace of sadness in this tenderness.
"I feel that person, like a mirror of me, but that mirror, I can't find it."
"I don't know if I'm outside the mirror or inside the mirror...... Ahem......"
Suddenly, Zhu Qian coughed violently, and her face immediately turned a lot paler.
"Don't, don't talk, just let me watch you quietly, just fine!" Sun Yan's eyes were sad, becoming more and more intense, and seeing Zhu Qian like this, he finally spoke.
"Huh...... Birth, old age, sickness and death are the end in the end, really...... In this life, I am enough. ”
"At least, I know, I still have a mirror, and I know that the person in the mirror will definitely help me take care of you."
"If one day, the mirror can't be found, I'll be confused."
"If one day, the mirror breaks. I'm going to be sad. ”
"If one day, the mirror is taken away, I will ...... I will...... Bless that person......"
Zhu Qian closed her eyes.
Zhu Qian of this world, after saying this, she closed her eyes.
As she said, it's the end.
Sun Yan also closed his eyes, but his end was not over yet, just two tear stains slowly emerged from his eyes.
"The person in this mirror will not change." Sun Yanqiang held back his sadness and muttered.
Suddenly, snow began to fall outside again.
But this time, the snow is heavier than ever.
After taking a deep look at the deceased Zhu Qian, he turned his gaze to Xuehua.
"In this life, I have experienced love, and you appeared at this time, did you want to remind me not to indulge?"
"There is one last step, I will not indulge, my end, there is no end."
Time has changed again, and Sun Yan has grown old and has already had more vicissitudes.
He has been in this world for nearly forty years.
He also felt that the last day was coming, and his path was coming to an end.
He's waiting, waiting for someone.
He sat in the hall, alone. But he doesn't feel lonely, he has the warmth of home.
On this day, a sword light that pierced the sky came rapidly from a distance.
And Sun Yan, who noticed this sword light, showed a smile on the corner of his mouth: "I've waited!" ”
This time, he closed his eyes, this life, the end!
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