Chapter One Hundred and Seven The Fire Pit of Love
The psychometric question asks: If you entered the Great Forest without any preparation, and could only choose one animal companion to live with you in the dangerous forest, who would you choose?
Alternative answers are: lion, tiger, hound, peacock, black bear, squirrel.
The little rabbit grinned speechlessly at the test questions relayed by the boar, didn't he always say that these quizzes were childish and ridiculous?
"Tell me about your choices, quickly, don't think, just feel intuitive." The boar urged urgently.
"I choose peacocks, whether in the forest or anywhere, I choose peacocks." Bunny replied.
The boar looked at her in surprise and surprise and smiled, and then asked, "Why did you choose the peacock because of its gorgeous feathers?" I didn't expect you to be an outward-looking person. ”
"It's not because peacocks are good-looking, it's because peacocks are more likely to be dangerous in the forest. The lion and tiger are already very ferocious, they don't need to be accompanied, and the squirrels look weak, but they have no natural enemies. It's like a peacock, and it loves to show off and cause trouble, but it's not fierce, and it doesn't fly too high or fast, and it can't be without a companion. ”
After listening to the rabbit's answer, the boar stopped smiling, and stared at the rabbit with a deeply moved look.
The little rabbit asked him with puzzled eyes, and he replied in a low tone: "I also chose the peacock for the same reason as you, because the peacock needs protection more." Ah Ling's reason for choosing the black bear is that the black bear looks stupid and ugly, but it can climb trees and swim anything, and it is a real forest overlord. ”
"It seems that we are also unrealistic, no wonder we make mistakes together, deep down we all like some flashy things, and think that we are big heroes who can protect the weak." Bunny scoffed.
"Do you know what kind of emotion the peacock represents in this title?" The boar didn't argue with her, and asked the rest.
The little rabbit shook his head, both to show that he didn't know, but also to say that none of this was important.
The turquoise branches and leaves outside the window block the dazzling sunlight, and the fine light spots are reflected in the room, and the simple and delicate utensils are as beautiful as oil painting still lifes, so beautiful that there is a sense of light and shadow and a sense of dreams.
The boar asked himself: "The peacock represents love in this test question!" Love is gorgeous and useless, we are the same kind of people, we look very different, and our hearts are the same. ”
The dappled light reflects the boar, and he is also like in an oil painting, with a layered contrast of light and shadow on his face, and his facial features are more three-dimensional, but also unreal.
Little Rabbit looked at him for a long time, and finally lowered his eyes again, "No matter what you say, it's useless, if Ah Ling doesn't take the initiative to give up on you, I won't accept you." ”
After a low sigh, the boar smiled bitterly: "I have really grown up and have my own ideas...... But you are too thoughtful, you didn't discuss with me last time, you actually quietly delivered the news under my nose, and moved your grandfather out to force me to let you go. ”
Repeatedly tearing tangled feelings, no one in it will be comfortable, the little rabbit desperately wants to get out of this situation, she is tired, she doesn't want to love anymore, thinking about the reason for letting the boar let her go.
The little rabbit carefully considered his words, and said very slowly: "You may not have figured out what kind of emotion you have for me, is it the love between men and women?" Compassion? Brother and sister love? Confidant? What happened to us was just a blur and we made mistakes. ”
These words annoyed the boar, and he bullied and pressed half of the little rabbit's body, filed his teeth and said fiercely: "Why should I be so clear? I think about you all the time, and I can't bear to part with you. Anyway, I won't accept Ah Ling just because you quit! All the mistakes are already wrong, what forgiveness is needed? ”
"Hiss......" Little Rabbit was a little in pain, frowning and pushing him away, "Isn't it okay for us to talk about things solemnly?" It's all because you didn't handle the previous relationship and started the next relationship to make us all miserable, I don't want to face such complicated things, let's not talk to each other again! ”
The boar got up and sat up straight, and he moved his chair to the other side.
The distance between the two was a little farther away, and the little rabbit's face softened slightly.
The boar looked at her with a smile and said, "Okay, good, listen to you, let's be solemn." It's true that I don't know how to deal with family relationships, including all kinds of interpersonal relationships, and we can slowly find ways to handle them better. But what can be said to cut off contact, as for so serious? ”
"Of course, we have to cut off contact, things have already been messed up, and no one can say what accidents will happen in the future. When men deal with conflicts in marriage and love, they always think that they will not be so serious, but in fact, the more luck psychology exists, the more damage will be caused by accidents. "Little Rabbit tries to persuade patiently as much as possible.
The boar smiled nonchalantly and said, "What happened to you?" You're thinking too complicated. ”
"I used to think too simply to get to this point! Men always say, 'What will happen?' and 'Will it be like this?' but that's how it ended up! The little rabbit roared angrily.
has paid such a big price because of emotional entanglements, and the boar has not learned a lesson, and the little rabbit has to think, does the boar not value love at all in his heart? This man may not only be machismo, but also look at women from the heart.
Since he doesn't value it, there are women around him, so why provoke a serious woman like himself?
The little rabbit's heart lake froze, and secretly said: I was really wrong, too lack of love will have undeserved feelings for him, and what I do hurts others and myself, but I don't want to hurt anyone! It backfired, is this a bad karma in a previous life, or is it a trick of fate? That's it, the road of life has just begun to be bumpy, what else is there to do? The goal of this life is only to fulfill the responsibility of supporting parents, and no more delusions.
It's a pity that the boar is not the person she can get rid of if she wants to, although she has a certain understanding of the boar, but the basic impression is still at the stage of the big brother next door, ignoring his personality of not wanting to obey anyone's will.
The boar's eyes were so dark that he couldn't see the emotion, and he hooked the corners of his lips and said coldly: "Don't compare me with any other man, they have either never been moved by the woman they have ever dated, or they have repeatedly struggled with love, life, morality, and career, and the girlfriends I have officially dated have all been attentive, and I don't want to lose them again!"
What to choose, what to give up, I will never have a pimple in my heart, I am greedy, I want everything I like! If I have to choose, I choose love!
Other spiritual and material things are all for others to see, only love is the most suitable for the soul! Bright on the outside, desolate on the inside, this kind of life is boring!
I am not yet thirty years old, but I have seen and experienced a lot more than those people in my seventies and eighties, and it doesn't matter if you don't agree with the truth I have realized, but sooner or later you will admit that what I said is correct!
I've already said it, you want to fulfill me and Ah Ling doesn't work at all, the more she wants to get closer to me, the more she wants to hold me tight, it will only hurt her more!
Let me turn back, make me compromise, make me regret it, that is more difficult than climbing to the sky! You're wasting less effort there!
By the way, your self-righteous kindness and humility will only drag everyone into the abyss of misery, no one can influence my choices, don't treat me like one of those cowards who will give in to a little pressure casually!
If you don't believe it, you might as well give it a try and see what kind of situation you will make if you insist on caring about Ah Ling's feelings? ”
I used to think that if I became the most favored one among many women, I would be very happy, but the little rabbit didn't feel happy at all at this time. The boar may not love her at all, so he dug a fire pit for her in the name of love.
What's more, there is no "love" gene in a man's genes at all, and the so-called difference between love and non-love is just to grasp it in his hands and not to grasp it.
"You and Ah Ling have a child, and it is against morality to force her to let go like this. I don't care about her feelings and yours, I will have a troubled conscience! Have you ever wondered how I can stand in society? "If you can turn back the clock, Little Rabbit will never go to Rongcheng again after the age of thirteen, and never see the boar again.
The boar did not consider real life and morality, but asked: "Why is it that the same person who has a child with a dislike, the woman is sympathetic, but the man is blamed?" ”
"Because in sexual relations, the man is the active party, the woman is the passive party, and most of the children that women and people don't like are forced." Little Rabbit Muran replied.
"I didn't force her, it was her father and daughter who set up a trick to seduce me! Why should I be held fully responsible? The boar quickly answered.
Little Rabbit stood up and wanted to leave, it was pointless to say more, in such an awkward position, it would really make her schizophrenic if she continued to talk about it.
She said as she walked: "Because Ah Ling fell in love with you with all her heart later!" She is so tolerant and tolerant of you, don't you realize it? ”
The boar chased after her, and his deep voice was ruthless: "Do you mean that she loves me and has a child with me, so I should respond to her love." So, what if we had children? ”
The fierce argument had already made them all lose their minds, and the boar held the hand of the little rabbit as it was about to pull the door, and leaned over to kiss her.
The little rabbit tried to push him away, but he pulled him into his arms. He tightly held the little rabbit in his arms, and the little rabbit writhed and struggled, and he rubbed it closely.
He whispered in the rabbit's ear: "Will you have a troubled conscience with me?" If you reject me, you have no conscience! I don't care if I just want to take you home, come to see you whenever I have time, and actually quarrel with me. I'm going to Yucheng tonight, and I only have a few hours to see you, and I broke off contact with what I talked about, and scolded me one by two, who is more ruthless? ”
The little rabbit couldn't help but tremble, and no matter how uncontrollable the tears came out, she really hated herself for provoking the boar at the moment, and hated herself for being powerless to resist, if she made a mistake again, what face did she have to live in the world?
Biting his lip tightly, biting his lower lip to ooze blood only slightly eased his emotions, and the little rabbit's throat was finally able to make a sound: "Let go!" You let go of me! If you do this again, you won't be my third brother, and you will never be! ”
The clothes and pants were already messy, and the boar was immersed in frolicking between the two soft peaks, listening to her decisive tone, he raised his head in annoyance, and his eyes were still seven points of intoxication when he looked at her.
Xiaotu tightened his trousers, calm and cold: "I also fantasize that you will realize your mistakes after calming down, face the problem positively, and look forward to the day when you and Ah Ling break up peacefully...... But now it seems that it doesn't matter if it's solved or not, I'm completely disappointed in you! ”
No longer panicked, no longer helpless, no longer entangled, the little rabbit doesn't want to distinguish between right and wrong, doesn't want to wait, doesn't want to give the boar another chance, in short, decided not to talk about love from now on.
Seeing that the little rabbit quickly sorted out his clothes and pants and messy hair, the boar stepped aside and gave way to the door, and until the little rabbit left, he still did not move like an ice sculpture.
The little rabbit didn't look at him when he left, he didn't dare to look at it, but if he had a little soft-heartedness, he would make mistakes again.
Relying on instinct, I walked out of the teahouse, got on the bus back to the construction site, and just got off the bus, Xiao Zhang greeted me.
The little rabbit quickly pretended not to see him, and hurried in the other direction with his head down.
"Bunny, bunny...... What are you hiding from me? I saw that man coming for you, and you happened to get into his car when I arrived! Did he dump you, think of your goodness, and pester you again? Xiao Zhang said quickly while chasing the rabbit.
"No, the person who came to me today is just an ordinary friend." Bunny lied, she didn't want to have any more trouble.
Xiao Zhanghu looked at her suspiciously, and suddenly pointed at her with strange eyes, "Why did you button the wrong button?" ”
The little rabbit "groaned" in his heart, and when he looked down, he realized that he had not only buttoned the wrong button in the previous panic, but also dropped a button on the neckline and didn't notice it.