446 There is you in the next life
On Sunday, Su Siqi sent Xiao Xiao's mother and son on the train, and then went to the library. Her only leisure and entertainment now is reading, in order to save money, she did not pay TV and Internet fees, and what she used to pass her leisure time was reading. 100 yuan to get a library card, you can borrow five books at a time, and pay it back within 30 days, this speed is just right for her.
On weekends, though, she would go to the library to read a book, and although it was as quiet as at home, there were more people, and sometimes when she looked up and saw the top of her head, listening to the sound of the pages turning, she would have the illusion that she was sitting in the school library, surrounded by classmates, and this feeling made her feel reassured.
Because I often go, I am familiar with the librarian, and I smile and nod when I see it, even if it is a greeting.
Su Siqi wanted to find a book she read here last time, called "There Are You in the Next Life", and she finished reading it with more than ten pages left, last time she stopped there because she felt that it might be a tragedy and was ready to give up, she didn't like to watch tragedy, there were already too many tragedies in her life, so she didn't dare to read it anymore.
But now she wants to see what is going on, in the end, are the heroes and heroines together?
After checking and searching, the book was not borrowed, and it was still on the shelf, but because it was messed up, and there were too many literary books, there were more than 20 shelves, so she could only find it slowly.
Standing between two rows of bookshelves, her slender fingers swiped over the books, new or old, and a faint smell of paper permeating the surroundings, so quiet and peaceful, her heart was as clear as this quiet space.
She is not in a hurry at all, she is very patient to find, anyway, she is to pass the time, whether it is looking for books or reading books, it makes her happy.
I found nearly ten bookshelves in a row, the book has not been traced, there are people walking back and forth behind her or opposite the bookshelf, probably because the cultural heritage of Bei'an is too good, and there are many people who love to read, especially on weekends, almost overcrowded, but orderly, reflecting the elegant and atmospheric quality of Bei'an people.
Su Siqi bent down and looked at the rows of book titles seriously, and suddenly, two or three books away from her fingers, a book was inserted from the opposite shelf, and there were four black fonts on the back of the book "There is You in the Next Life".
She couldn't help but be overjoyed, no wonder she didn't find it after looking for a long time, it turned out that someone took it, she quickly pulled it out, and through the gap between the books, she saw the figure of a man, thin and tall, flashing.
She's a little strange, like this kind of sad novel, how can men also love to read it?
She was holding the book and was about to find a place to sit down and read the ending, when she suddenly felt that something was wrong, the bookshelves were all back to back, and the man should have inserted the books on his own shelf, how could he insert them into her through a shelf? It's like...... It was as if the man knew she was looking for the book.
How could such a strange thing happen? Su Siqi took the book and walked quickly around the bookshelf, and arrived at the opposite side, but there was no one, she wanted to follow the example of the man just now and insert the book back into the bookshelf opposite, either she couldn't do it, or she was a little troublesome. And according to common sense, no one would do that, so that person ...... She carefully recalled the man's flashing back, and then thought about the strange things that had happened in the past two days, and her head buzzed. Could it be him? Is he back?
Su Siqi became excited, holding books and shuttling between the bookshelves, with so many tall shelves, it is very easy to hide a person.
But no matter how much she searched, she couldn't find that tall and thin figure anymore.
In fact, that figure was not very similar to Shen Mengqing's figure in her impression, but a bit like ...... A man's face popped into her mind...... Could it be that Xiao Xiao is right, that kind-hearted mysterious person is Lin Haonan?
Thinking of this, her heart sank, and she walked to the table and sat down with a book.
Soon, she put all her mind on the book, and read the book in one go, which made her very embarrassed.
The male and female protagonists who have gone through the ordeal finally overcome all difficulties and meet after several years of separation, and the heroine feels very happy, but what she doesn't know is that this happiness is bought by men with their lives. In just two years, they have done all the romantic things, and they live a full and happy life every day, until the man's life comes to an abrupt end.
The heroine only knew the truth of the matter at that time, and after she was in pain, she chose to die with the male protagonist, because she made an appointment with you in the next life.
It's a tragedy in the end.
Su Siqi sighed faintly, she liked this book because the stories in the book were so similar to herself, they were all waiting for the return of the man.
But if she wants to exchange Shen Mengqing's life, she would rather not have those short and happy two years. Just miss each other like this, and let each other stay in the good memories.
Closing the book, she was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly turned her head to look at the back of the right, I don't know why, just now, she felt as if someone was looking at her, but after a glance, everyone was reading with their heads down, and no one was looking, Su Siqi smiled self-deprecatingly, probably thinking of Shen Mengqing, she became so sensitive.
Su Siqi stayed until the museum closed before slowly walking out with the crowd, and behind her, across the positions of five or six people, a man wearing a large black mask looked at her with deep eyes.
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A new week has begun, Zhang Xiaoyu, a newcomer at the front desk, is very excited, when Director Lin passed by here just now, he smiled at her again, the man's smile was like the rising sun in winter, gentle and bright, and it almost melted her heart.
Yu Manli on the side stared at her for a long time, but she didn't notice it, until Yu Manli pushed her: "It's back to the soul." ”
Zhang Xiaoyu's face turned red when he brushed it, and he rubbed his fingers and smiled embarrassedly.
Yu Manli said: "Xiaoyu, don't you really care about Director Lin, right? He has a bad reputation in the company, and I heard that he has had affairs with many female employees. ”
"I know, I didn't care about him," Zhang Xiaoyu said: "In fact, it is normal for an excellent man like Director Lin to be liked by many women, how bold girls are now, I am afraid that Director Lin can't resist it......"
Yu Manli laughed: "I also said that I didn't care about him, I helped him speak, anyway, I'll give you a piece of advice, stay away from Director Lin, he is a playboy and won't be serious." ”
"Maybe Director Lin is not serious because he hasn't met the right person yet, and if he did, it wouldn't be like this."
Yu Manli shook her head helplessly: "You recent college graduates, your mind is full of romantic love, take a look in a few years, reality will tell you the answer." ”
Zhang Xiaoyu disagreed, she felt that she was young and beautiful, and it was not unreasonable to stand out among many applicants, the front desk, appearance is the first important, Yu Manli is very beautiful, but she is not as young and simple as herself, I heard that rich men like this type, a little silly, a little cute, and the most important thing is beautiful.
The female employees in the company are either seductive and sensual, or generous and mature, or shrewd and capable, there are not many people like her, after all, age is there. She is like a peach that has just turned from green to red, exuding a fragrant smell, which must have attracted the attention of Director Lin, otherwise he would not smile when he saw her with a cold face.
"Xiaoyu, this trouble helped me send it to Director Lin, I have a stomachache and want to go to the toilet." A female clerk put a stack of materials in front of Zhang Xiaoyu with a wrinkled face.
Yu Manli just slapped her on the leg and signaled her to refuse, but Zhang Xiaoyu agreed to it.
When the female staff walked away, Yu Manli frowned: "Xiaoyu, can't you see this?" She obviously wanted to be lazy, and you agreed. ”
"I'm a newcomer, how can I refuse, just a little thing, nothing."
Yu Manli knew that she wished she had a chance to see Director Lin alone, and she didn't bother to expose her, but she sighed in her heart: The simple little white rabbit took the initiative to send it to the door, and the consequences were worrying!
Zhang Xiaoyu secretly took a look in the mirror and felt that it was okay, so he picked up the stack of materials and went to Director Lin's office.
Standing at the door, Zhang Xiaoyu's heart thumped, and he knocked lightly three times, and a man's deep voice came from inside: "Please come in." ”
Zhang Xiaoyu pushed open the door and walked in quickly: "Director Lin, this is the information you want." ”
Lin Haonan didn't raise his head, and his voice was faint: "Let it go." ”
Zhang Xiaoyu was a little disappointed, he didn't expect to come in, Lin Haonan didn't even look at himself.
Probably sensing that the person was not leaving, Lin Haonan raised his head and seemed a little surprised to see her: "Why are you?" ”
Zhang Xiaoyu half-hung his head and replied truthfully: "Sister Huan went to the toilet, let me help deliver the information." ”
Lin Haonan looked at her, a smile gradually appeared on his face, he smiled, Zhang Xiaoyu's heart was messed up, as if his heart had deviated from its position, and it was about to jump out of his chest, but Lin Haonan didn't say a word, just looked at her with a light smile.
I could see that Zhang Xiaoyu's face was flushed, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet. Only after half a ring did he remember that he should be leaving: "Director Lin, no, nothing else, I'll go out first." ”
Lin Haonan's voice was very gentle: "Come here." The handsome man looked at her deeply.
The gaze seemed to be bewitching, and she couldn't help but walk over. As soon as she passed, the man took her hand, and the small hand was as soft as a bone, and it was very comfortable to hold in the palm of his hand.
"How old are you?"
"Twenty-one." The girl's voice was as low as a mosquito.
"Really young," the man rubbed her palm and looked up at her, "Do you like me?" ”
Zhang Xiaoyu's heart jumped suddenly, he looked at him in disbelief, and he didn't know how to answer with his mouth open?
"Don't like it?" The man's voice had a languid tone, like a feather brushing her heart.
Su Xiaoyu rushed out: "I like it." ”
"Would you like to stay with me?"
The questions were more frightening than the other, Zhang Xiaoyu could hardly bear such great joy for a while, and he was stunned.
So the man continued to ask in that languid tone: "Don't want to?" ”
"Yes, of course." The girl's voice trembled but was urgent.
The man smiled with satisfaction, brought the soft little hand to his mouth and kissed it lightly, took a post-it note and wrote a line of words, and pasted it on the girl's palm, "This is the address of my house, come over at night." ”
The girl didn't even have the courage to look at him, and lowered her head and sighed.
Lin Haonan glanced at her again and let her out.
The girl's innocent appearance reminded him of his college days, which was the best time in his heart, so tonight, he had to treat her well.