Old Man Lu patted Han Zhiyun on the shoulder.

"Let him get some rest."

"Don't blame the stars for looking up. She has a hard time. ”

The boy was wounded.

Anyone who is injured wants to find a place to heal.

Time is the best healing product.

Maybe we'll be fine after being separated from each other for a while.

Han Zhiyun didn't understand.

He only knew that Song Xingran broke up with his brother and dumped his brother again.

And then he didn't care about anything and walked away.

This is Song Xingran, and even his friend was given up by her.

I didn't even say hello.

Han Zhiyun was really angry.

Let's go, and let his brother torture like this.

What a cruel woman.

Lu Qingchen stayed alone in the room and only turned on one light.

He opened his journal and began to write again.

March 30, 2015

Grandpa said that she left the imperial capital and went to country C.

I know why she left because I broke her heart.

But she didn't know.

I really didn't mean to.

If she can come back, I really can't do anything.

I really miss her.

If you want to see her, even if you sneak a peek at her, it's fine.

And so the time passed.

Little by little, life goes on.

Whether it is sweet or bitter, people have to experience it in this life.

Lu Qingchen received treatment from a psychiatrist every week, took medicine, and worked.

That's what he does every day.

Of course, there is one more important thing.

It's just to watch Song Xingran's photos and videos.

It's from country C.

He sent men to her side.

And, I go to see her every month.

April 10, 2015.

I finally met her in Country C.

She lost a lot of weight and studied music at an art school.

I only dared to stand at a distance and look at her from afar.

She was very vigilant and I didn't dare to stay too long.

Looking at her normal life, I am actually very happy.

That's fine, she should live in the sun.

And I, destined to be born for darkness, I don't like this sense of distance.

I tried to get close to her, but I found myself dirty.

All along, the person who is not worthy of her is me.

May 9, 2015.

I'm going to see her again tomorrow.

I don't know why, I'm a little nervous tonight.

I hope she will find me, desperately hopeful.

But I don't want to.

My illness is not yet well, what should I do?

Sometimes, I feel helpless.

I was really at a loss for her.

I can never take her.

—

Lu Qingchen stood up and closed the window of the ward.

Close the journal and put it in a drawer.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the girl lying on the bed.

Squatted down slowly.

Over the past month, he has become accustomed to waiting.

Before, when they weren't together, did she wait for him like this?

He really only had her now.

Can't lose her again.

If fate is destined to be unfair, then he will accompany her.

When Song Yunqing and Li Zheng came, Lu Qingchen was holding Song Xingran's hand and didn't say a word.

"Qingchen, you better go back and rest, we are here. The body matters. ”

Song Yunqing didn't know how many times he had said this.

Anyway, Lu Qingchen never seemed to have heard of it.

Li Zheng also chimed in: "Yes, even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about Xing Ran." You can't go down, the pharmaceutical side, you still need to keep an eye on it. ”

"When this kid wakes up, he will definitely be upset to see you like this, right?"

In the past, Li Zheng didn't want Lu Qingchen to marry Song Xingran, because he always felt that the two were not compatible.

Both in character and in work.

Two people who don't match at all.

The two people who were originally unrelated, if they were forced together, one of them was destined to be injured.

As soon as Lu Qingchen heard the word pharmaceutical, there was some light in his eyes.

yes, he's going to see the pharma team too.

"I'll go over there and I'll be back soon."

He had to go over as soon as possible, for he was afraid that in a moment his baby would wake up and not see him.

He also wanted to talk to her.

The tall man got up a little embarrassed and ran out quickly.

Song Yunqing looked at his flustered back and sighed helplessly.

I feel uncomfortable too.

Li Zheng took her into his arms and said soothingly: "This kid is very good to Xingran." It's just that it's hard for him. ”

Song Yunqing wiped his tears, and before he could speak, he heard Song Xingran's weak voice sound.

"Mom."

Song Yunqing hurriedly ran to Song Xingran's hospital bed and squatted down.

"Star dye. You're awake. ”

"Lu Qingchen, isn't he here?" Song Xingran's eyes rolled, and he didn't see Lu Qingchen's figure.

Song Yunqing nodded.

"He went to the pharmaceutical experts to see how it went."

Song Xingran pursed his lips and said weakly: "Mom, Li Jinhuai ...... him"

Speaking of this, Song Xingran did not continue.

Because everybody understands.

Li Zheng walked over and took out a letter from his suit trouser pocket.

It was written by Li Jinhuai.

"This was written by Jinhuai the night before she left."

As he spoke, he opened the letter.

Hand it to Song Xingran.

Song Xingran looked at the piece of paper, and there were only a few words on the paper.

The dragon flies and the phoenix dances, free and loose.

It's like Li Jinhuai's temperament.

"Song Xingran, in this life, it is right to give everything for the person you like."

"I don't want to leave regrets."

"If I leave, that's fine, you have to remember me."

"Your brother Jinhuai."

Song Xingran looked at these few words, and finally cried.

Lu Qingchen had been guarding him before, and every time she woke up, she wanted to ask Li Jinhuai about the situation.

However, they didn't ask.

She was still afraid that he would be unhappy.

Li Jinhuai.

Li Jinhuai.

Li Jinhuai.

Brother Jinhuai.

Song Xingran silently read these words.

She's written it down, she's remembered it for a long time.

She knew that Li Jinhuai was not as frivolous as he looked, and he was not bad.

When she shouted the words "Brother Jinhuai", she actually recognized him.

But he used his life to tell her that he wanted her to remember him forever.

Seeing these words, she was really uncomfortable.

This is the last thing she wants to see.

If it weren't for her, he wouldn't have been swept up and he wouldn't have left this world.

It's obviously a good year.

Song Yunqing wiped Song Xingran's tears, and said while comforting: "Be good, don't cry." ”

"Jinhuai did this willingly."

"He talked to me, thank you for helping him find the real murderer of Li Heng before. If it weren't for you, Hu Li probably wouldn't have been exposed so easily. ”

"His only wish in this world is you."

Li Zheng said earnestly.

The tone is heavy.

Song Xingran sniffed, suddenly looked at Song Yunqing, and said with teary eyes: "Mom, I beg you for one thing." ”

"You promise me, okay?"

—

Today I met a bigwig expert reader who has "been doing clinical work for more than ten years". After a few words, I ...... I'm not in the mood.

If that reader you see the words. Please understand, if you start with a good speech, you say "a little common sense" as soon as you come out, so you mean that I have no common sense? Punch me in the face. My initial reply, decent, right? You replied to me "hehe", and said that you "have been doing clinical work for more than ten years". If you don't say this, I won't scold you at all. The truth of this statement is probably known only to you.

Anyway, we have a few days at most before the text is over. That's all for today. I'll make up for the chapter I owe before.

In the future, I will update it according to my own schedule, and I will not give you promises. Anyway, I'm slapping myself in the face every day, hahaha

Good night everyone.

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