77 Even against himself
Shen Mengqing stood on the stairs, quietly staring at the sleeping woman, her eyes were deep, and her expression was a little depressed. No one knows how much courage he mustered to make this request.
has always kept her promises and never forced her. But after all, he can't do it, no matter how strong his will is, he is just a mortal.
Fang Zhuo always said that he was hypocritical and awkward, and he was against himself, so why bother!
This reminded him of a quote he had read in a magazine: a person who can give everything for love, will not hesitate to be the enemy of the whole world, even himself.
When he saw this, he was surprised, as if it was him!
Make enemies of yourself and fight against yourself. He's been doing this all these years.
But it was really difficult, for countless nights, he lay in bed, in the dark with his eyes open until dawn, and he always wondered: Is he wrong? You can live a simpler and easier life, so why suffer like this?
sheltered her from the wind and rain, guarded her, and tried his best not to let her know, always deliberately distanced himself from her, and maintained a relationship that was about to leave.
He did so much, but she didn't react at all, and she had a close relationship with each of his girlfriends.
She couldn't remember who he was? What's the point of his wait if he never remembers? Why don't you just pierce that layer of paper!
That day, when he saw her driving away in a hurry at the door of Heng Lemon, he had such an idea. I did the same, but I imagine that it was too far from reality after all......
Shen Mengqing smiled silently, slowly went downstairs, and lightly straightened the woman's body and covered it with a blanket.
There was no way, he had to keep waiting until the earth was desolate......
He believed that one day, she would remember him. There was a little sun in her eyes, shiny, and she smiled and showed two sharp teeth: "Shen Mengqing, I won't forget you, even if you are burned to ashes, I will recognize you." ”
He feigned annoyance: "Can you speak, what do you mean to burn me to ashes?" Are you cursing me? ”
"I'll make an analogy," she said with a smile, "Your old man is a hundred years old, no, it's a turtle that lives longer than 10,000 years!" ”
"You call me a turtle?" He pounced on her with his teeth and claws, and pressed her down on the bed, she was afraid of itching and always liked to laugh, but she would put her arms around his neck and blow the wind in his ear: "Shen Mengqing, I will always remember you until the earth is desolate......
Those words are still in her ears, but in just three years, she has forgotten him!
Only he will not forget her, whether it is three or five years, or thirty years or fifty years, he will not forget her.
The time when he had the most violent quarrel with his mother, even his father was alarmed and called him back to Bei'an to talk.
My father was very eloquent and persuasive, but he was silent for a long time, saying only one sentence: "She is the rib that God has taken from me, and without her I am not my whole self." ”
The father was very surprised, and after looking at him for a while, he sighed, "Meng Qing, everything will pass." ”
He believed that this sentence was true, but for more than three years, he had not passed, and there was no past.
Shen Mengqing sat on the coffee table, looking at the woman's sleeping face attentively, she was less bright and beautiful without powder, but more elegant, like a newly opened lotus in summer, delicate and elegant, which made people unforgettable for a long time.
When Su Siqi woke up, she realized that she had overslept. She was so annoyed that she simply called the company to ask for half a day off.
Rubbing her eyes and stretching slowly, she remembered what happened last night.
If she hadn't rolled the sheets, she and Shen Mengqing would have been pure boyfriend and girlfriend, and she and Shen Mengqing would have been lovers...... That's ...... What's the relationship?
She didn't see Shen Mengqing, probably because she didn't wake up upstairs, or she didn't want to see her.
Su Siqi went to the bathroom to wash, she has lived here a few times, the toothbrush and cup towel used have always been there, except for hers, there is no second pair of toiletries, she is a little strange, why is there no Lin Miaoer, hasn't she lived here? Thinking about it again, I felt that I was really stupid, Lin Miaoer must live upstairs and use the same bathroom as the nobles!
Thinking of Lin Miaoer, she was a little apologetic, Lin Miaoer was good to her, but she almost dug her corner. But this is a bit of a big deal, for the first time, she couldn't dig Shen Mengqing, and secondly, Shen Mengqing was not something she could dig up.
Last night's incident, to put it bluntly, is that the nobles are aesthetically tired and want to change their appetites, but they haven't changed it yet.
When she came out of the bathroom, it was almost ten o'clock, and Shen Mengqing hadn't come down yet, so she went to the refrigerator to rummage through it. Even if you are going to be sentenced to death by a nobleman, you have to be a full ghost!
Afraid of making a noise and not daring to fire, Su Siqi ate two pieces of cold toast bread, and then went into the bathroom to wash the clothes she changed last night, took advantage of the good sunshine, sunburned on the terrace, and changed to leave when it was dry, Xiao Lang was a passerby from then on. Of course, Shen Mengqing is not her Xiao Lang, but she doesn't want to be so embarrassed or embarrassed anymore. Shen Mengqing was not happy, and she herself was also very tormented.
To be honest, she didn't resist last night's incident, they were all adults, they had a good impression of each other, and they drank a little wine, if the mood came, it could be regarded as a beautiful day, but it was just ...... Hey, blame her for laughing......
After the clothes were washed, she suddenly remembered that she had a dress here last time, and she forgot to come and get it, just enough to wear it away.
Thinking of this, Su Siqi rushed upstairs, afraid of making a move, she even threw off her slippers, walked barefoot on the sandalwood stairs, the touch was slightly cool, and it was very comfortable to step on, she went upstairs lightly and flashed into Shen Mengqing's cloakroom.
In this house, what she is most satisfied with is the design of the nobleman's cloakroom, which is a door, and you can enter without going through the bedroom.
She came to the cloakroom once last night, maybe she was too nervous to notice her clothes, and now she looked very carefully, but she still couldn't find her clothes.
Could it be that Shen Mengqing threw away her clothes? It was clearly said that the housekeeper should be washed and put away.
Su Siqi was unwilling, and looked carefully again, but there was still nothing. Without her, there is not a single woman's garment. She just wondered, why didn't she even have Lin Miaoer's?
She quietly walked to the door, and could only see the corner of the bed, the white sheets hanging softly, but she didn't know if there was anyone at the bottom of the bed?
Su Siqi cautiously walked a few steps forward against the wall, her vision slowly widened, and the ridiculously large bed was displayed in front of her little by little, and she was stunned.
There was no one on the bed, which meant that she was the only one in the house!
Where have you gone? Did you really not want to see her, so you left before she woke up? She imagined Shen Mengqing angrily slamming the door away, and couldn't help but shudder!
It's best to go, and she's more comfortable. Su Siqi looked at Shen Mengqing's bedroom very leisurely, although the decoration was luxurious, it was very simple, black and white tones, and European-style furniture painted with gold and color, showing the owner's taste, those gold threads were afraid that they were real, she squatted down and touched them, and by the way, she despised the rich man's bag.
Once she knew that she was free, Su Siqi put her mind at ease, no longer had to be cautious, opened the bedroom door, and swaggered out.
The room opposite the bedroom caught her attention, and she remembered that once she went upstairs to scare Shen Mengqing, but the nobleman came out from behind and startled her. If she guessed correctly, Shen Mengqing came out of this room at that time.
This house should be Shen Mengqing's study, Su Siqi was curious for a while, so she walked over to visit, but she didn't expect that as soon as her hand touched the door, the door opened, revealing an expressionless face.
Su Siqi froze instantly, and after a while, she laughed dryly: "So you're here, I thought you went out." ”
"I'm out, and you can be so presumptuous in my house?"
"I'm not presumptuous," Su Siqi restrained her smile and muttered, "Just take a look." ”
"Is this a place you can just take a look at?" The man's words are heavier than the last.
Su Siqi lowered her head, not daring to say anything, knowing that manliness was not smooth. Also, if you are dissatisfied, you will be angry with any man, she understands.
The man closed the door with his backhand and bypassed her to go downstairs, Su Siqi hesitated for a moment and followed him.
Shen Mengqing walked straight to the kitchen, took two pieces of cold bread in the refrigerator to eat, and Su Siqi walked over flatteringly: "I'll make you some hot food, right?" ”
"Don't bother you." The voice is faint, and when you hear it, you are angry.
Su Siqi was bored with herself, so she had to ask him: "That, what about the clothes I put here last time?" Yesterday's wash hasn't dried, I want to ......"
"Thrown."
"Why did you throw it away, didn't you say that you should let the housekeeper wash it and put it away, and wait for me to come and get it?"
"You never came to get it, I thought you didn't want it, so I threw it away."
Su Siqi was dumbfounded, just because she didn't come to get it, so she threw it away? Give her a call before you throw it!
Okay, okay, she is a small talker, so the noble person doesn't take it seriously, just throw it away, and you can't quarrel with him.
Su Siqi sighed and asked again, "Is there a hair dryer at home?" I blow my clothes and dry them faster. ”
The man replied crisply: "No." ”
Su Siqi was so desperate, she couldn't go to the company before noon.
Although the atmosphere was weird, Su Siqi still cheered up and made a lunch for the nobleman. Probably for the sake of the food, Shen Mengqing's face was not so stinky, and he ate quietly with his eyes down, he had always chewed and swallowed slowly when eating, and he had the elegance of a child of a family. Su Siqi was ashamed of herself in front of him, and tried not to make a sound.
After eating, Su Siqi took back the clothes on the terrace, they were already dry, the noon sun was so hot, the sun was a little hot, she put it in the shade to blow the wind, ready to change and leave.
Shen Mengqing looked at it coldly, didn't say anything, drank a cup of tea and went upstairs.
Su Siqi heard the sound of him going upstairs, chased him down the stairs, and shouted at him: "That, I'll leave after a while." ”
The man didn't stop, didn't look back, and said lazily: "Do you like to go?" ”
Virtue! Su Siqi grimaced at him, hugged his clothes and went to the bathroom to change, so he didn't have time to wait for him, Miss Ben went to work!
As soon as she entered the company, Su Siqi immediately felt that the atmosphere was abnormal, and it was not yet time to go to work, but everyone was sitting in their cubicles, talking quietly and excitedly. After a little inquiry, it turned out that the cooperation team sent by Hongguang to the company would arrive for a while, and Mr. Li gave instructions, and all the personnel were waiting to welcome the arrival of the new partner.
She's just funny, what big guy is coming, to be so cautious? The boss just likes to put on the score.
But when someone appeared at the door, Su Siqi raised her eyes, and her hands and feet were suddenly cold, she never imagined that she would be able to see Xu Zhikun again in her lifetime!