503 How can I be willing to die
Su Siqi sat in the living room and put on her socks, and was about to go to the kitchen, but saw Lin Haonan suddenly come out of the kitchen and strode upstairs.
Although he blew in front of him like a gust of wind, Su Siqi still saw the scarlet in his eyes, what she was most afraid of was this, Lin Haonan was sick.
didn't have time to think about it, she quickly went upstairs with her slippers and knocked on Lin Haonan's door: "Haonan, how are you?" You can't take more medicine, bear with me, I know you can, Hao Nan, you must be able to! ”
Lin Haonan's suppressed and painful voice came from the door: "Siqi, you go, I'm afraid that I will hurt you." ”
"No, you won't, Haonan, you're great, you've been protecting me, how can you hurt me?"
"Siqi, I'm useless, I can't protect you, I can't beat him."
"No, no, no, today's incident is actually a misunderstanding, I'll explain it to you later. You listen to me, don't take more medicine, you have been overcoming, you have spent so much time and energy, you must not give up your efforts, Hao Nan! ”
Lin Haonan couldn't stand it anymore, the ants in his body bit him very much, he took off his shirt and grabbed his chest fiercely, it was so itchy, I couldn't wait to dig out my heart and scratch it hard!
Consciousness began to blur, and everything in front of him was shaking, swaying in the sight printed with red light. He fumbled into his pocket, but his phone didn't come with him.
"Siqi! Siqi! His voice was almost a beast's roar: "Call someone for me, call a woman, I need to be released." ”
"No, you promised me to quit!" Su Siqi replied anxiously and decisively outside the door.
Lin Haonan pressed his head against the wall hard, he couldn't quit, how could he quit, where can he quit such a deep sex and addiction! How hard this time has passed, only he knows how hard he is, in order to make her happy, for the promise to her, he is really tormenting with his life.
But it was too hard, too hard for him, and he thought about giving up countless times. Death is death, the most important thing is to have fun! That's what his wife, the old American lady said. He still remembered her withered fingers touching his body, her gray-green eyes full of greed, and her exaggerated tone, "Lin, you are amazing!" Better than any man I've ever had! ”
And he moved hard, smiling at her: "Do you like it?" ”
"Yes, very much." She responded breathlessly under him, like a pile of rotten flesh.
He sprinted more violently and asked her, "You like this kind of thing so much, aren't you afraid of dying in bed?" ”
"Death is death, the most important thing is to have fun!" The old lady rolled her eyes with excitement, "I've lived enough, it doesn't matter." ”
But he didn't live long enough, he was only in his thirties, and he still had a long life. Although he lost the love of his life, he wanted to be by her side, protect her like a relative, care for her, take care of her, in this life, they can't be husband and wife, they can also be friends, brothers and sisters, because of this, he made up his mind to quit.
But he didn't expect it to be so difficult! He rolled on the floor wrapped in sheets, patting the thick wooden floor, the sound of shattering coming through his teeth and ringing in the empty room.
Su Siqi heard it outside, and he was anxious, but he couldn't do anything, he could only rely on himself, and he could only rely on his perseverance to overcome the hypothesis.
There was a crackling sound in the room, it was Lin Haonan smashing things, she heard the sound of the ashtray falling to the ground, the crystal sharp edges and corners flashed in her mind, she was shocked, and hurriedly knocked on the door: "Haonan, come to the door, listen to me, come to the door, I'll talk to you." You don't want to open the door, can we talk through the door? ”
Lin Haonan didn't make a sound, he picked up the fragments of the ashtray and put them on his wrist.
Die? No, he didn't want to die, he wanted to accompany the woman outside, he wanted to protect her, take care of her, he didn't want to die, his fingers were forced, the sharp glass cut through the skin, and suddenly a blood line appeared, and in less than a second, the blood line became thick, like a small red snake, twisting and flowing down his wrist and dripping on the dark floor, shocking.
The moment he cut his skin, Lin Haonan had an inexplicable feeling of pleasure and feeling. It hurts, but it can resist the itch in his heart, the bright red color makes his eyes burn, I can't remember how many fresh girls left such a bright red on his sheets, it was a virgin mark. He liked their green faces, and he liked the beautiful colors.
When the stinging sensation was no longer strong, he did not hesitate to draw another one, the pain was piercing, and more bright red appeared in front of him. But my heart is much more comfortable.
Su Siqi's hands hurt so much that she didn't see a response in the house, she pricked up her ears, but she couldn't hear any sound, and it was terrifyingly quiet. A bad thought broke into her mind, and she was so frightened that she jumped up, stopped banging on the door and stopped shouting, rushed downstairs to the utility room, and found a tool to pick the lock.
She was so anxious that she was sweating profusely, and she banged with a hammerdriver, but the door suddenly opened, and Lin Haonan was wearing only a pair of underwear and pants all over her body, standing quietly by the door and looking at her.
His expression was too serene, making her uneasy, "Hao Nan, you ......"
"I'm fine." The man's voice was gentle, and he turned and walked towards the house. Drop by drop of blood fell to the ground, dripping in a straight line behind him.
Su Siqi looked at his left hand in astonishment, which was already drenched in blood.
Su Siqi's eyes were red, she finally knew what he was doing in the house!
"Hao Nan," she choked and rushed over, hugging him tightly, "Why are you so stupid!" ”
The man raised his right hand and patted her on the back: "Don't cry, I'm fine, I got through it, didn't I?" ”
"Don't do anything stupid!"
"No, how can I be willing to die, what will you do if I die?" The man lowered his head, rested his chin on her shoulder, and hugged her tightly: "I promised you, don't do stupid things, quit sex and addiction, and live well." ”
Su Siqi finally couldn't help it, and sobbed quietly: "If you promise, you must do it." ”
"I will, Siqi, for you, I will definitely do it."
"It's for yourself, I hope you're doing well, we're all doing well." Su Siqi finally calmed down from the shock, quickly pressed the man to sit on the sofa, ran to bring the medicine box, and carefully treated his wounds.
Through the thin gauze curtain, the man could be seen sitting upright, and the slender figure slowly lowered in front of the man......
In the thick night, under the big tree, the figure stood upright, he seemed to be derived from the night, exuding a dark aura from head to toe, his dark eyes were obscure, and the corners of his eyes trembled slightly, as if twitching.
He saw that the man in the room was barely moving, and the woman rushed over and threw herself into the man's arms, and they hugged each other, so tight, so tight! The woman pressed the man to sit on the couch and then crouched down in front of him......
The man tilted his head, excited and depressed, and he could feel the man's joy from such a distance.
He knew what she was doing, and she was pleasing the man!
If there was a gun with him, he would not hesitate to shoot the men and women in the house, and if he was given a grenade, he would not hesitate to throw it in, but he had nothing, nothing but a wrath, a fury that would burn him all.
He wanted to move, but his feet were too heavy to lift up, and the image seemed to freeze, imprinted in his mind for a long time.
After a long time, the woman finally stood up, reached out and touched the man's head, with a shallow smile on her face, as if asking him if he was comfortable?
The man hugged her waist and buried his head in her arms, which became a freeze-frame again.
He didn't know why he was here? Why watch this scene like a fool?
The pain was numb, and he stiffened and turned away like a walking corpse.
He drove all the way to a villa in the suburbs. When the car arrived at the door, it didn't slow down, it hit the guardrail straight, and there was a loud bang, and the people in the house ran out when they heard the sound, and looked at the people who came out of the car in a daze: "Mr. Qin, are you okay?" ”
Qin Sen didn't pay attention to it at all, stiffened and walked into the house, walked through the hall, the restaurant, went out through the back door, and stopped in front of a tree.
This is a big thick and straight tree, standing silently between heaven and earth. Qin Sen raised his hand and slowly took off his coat, threw it on the ground, unbuttoned the cufflinks of his shirt, rolled up his sleeves meticulously, and suddenly screamed, like a tiger attacking, and hit the thick tree pole with two punches.
Two muffled sounds, the branches swayed, and the fallen leaves were sprinkled one after another, like countless fluttering butterflies in the faint moonlight.
Luo Xu, who was chasing behind, was taken aback when he saw this scene, Mr. Qin either wore gloves or bandages when practicing boxing, and he really had never been bare-handed like this.
Only two punches, his hands were already stained with red spots, and the flesh and blood at the joints were blurred, Luo Xu was shocked, he knew that Qin Sen was good at kung fu, and he usually refused to let himself be injured easily, what kind of fierce two punches made his hands look like this.
"Mr. Qin, I'll go get the gloves." Luo Xu just turned around, but heard the man behind him swing out countless fists as if he was going crazy, hitting the hard tree pole.
The dense sound and the low roar in the man's throat made Luo Xu's heart tremble, he was also a person who licked blood on the tip of a knife, and he had never seen any big battles, but the man in front of him hit him like a madman, but he felt inexplicable fear in his heart, he stood aside, and he didn't dare to step forward to stop him. Maybe it won't stop Qin Sen!
The leaves fell all over the place, densely and thickly, like rain.
The more Luo Xu looked at it, the more frightened he became, but he couldn't help but stop it, if it continued like this, Qin Sen's hands would be wasted. He jumped up and hugged Qin Sen's waist: "Mr. Qin, you can't fight anymore, your hand will be wasted." ”
Qin Sen threw him away with a swing of his arm, raised his hands that were numb to numbness, and clenched his fists again, but Luo Xu rushed in front of him, stopped in front of the tree, and looked at him firmly and fearlessly: "Mr. Qin, calm down." ”
How to calm down? Qin Sen wanted to ask him, how can he calm down? He also wants to calm down, wants him,, calm down! But he can't, those pictures are those pictures when he opens his eyes and closes them, real and clear in front of him, and he can't believe what he sees with his own eyes!