Chapter 21: Goodbye, but this time it's never again
Xiang Yi's legs weakened, and he hurriedly took a step back to avoid the end of sitting on the ground.
His hands were clenched into fists, without the slightest confidence, and he said, "You know, I don't really want to hide it from you, I also have a hard time!" ”
At the end, Xiang Yi's voice was as thin as a mosquito, even he didn't know what he was talking about, his mind was blank, and the sentence "You actually lied to me for four years" came to mind!
"Huh! Difficulties? No, Master Xiang's day is so busy, and he still has time to play this game with me. What else can you worry about? Ru Mo's tears welled up uncontrollably, drop after drop.
Xiang Yi wanted to wipe away her tears, but he, like a puppet that no one controlled, stood there, motionless.
"But why are you lying to me? Don't you know that I'm the most hated liar? Ru Mo burst into tears, making Xiangyi's heart ache like a knife.
Why lie to me? Ru Mo squatted down again, hugged her head and cried.
In the sky, the heavy clouds covered the whole world with a layer of black, and Xiangyi's mood was like this weather, and he couldn't be happy!
It's stuffy, it's really stuffy, and the precursor to the coming rainstorm makes the whole land feel stuffy. It's hot, and the world is like a steamer, leaving them breathless.
"I was going to tell you on graduation day, but ......"
"But what?" Ru Mo raised his head to look at him with a crying voice, Xiang Yi looked at the sky, holding back his tears from flowing, he lowered his head and looked at Ru Mo's tear-soaked sleeves, not knowing what to say!
But because of my cowardice, I couldn't think of you all the time. Xiang Yi didn't dare to look directly at his gaze, he was afraid, he was especially afraid of her leaving, all the reasons that could make Xiang Yi feel scared were all shown in Ru Mo's body at this moment.
Ru Mo choked up, at this time she had become a tearful person, and after a long time, she slowly spit out a sentence from her mouth: "Then you, why don't you make it clear to me at the beginning?" ”
Because, the gap between people is too big, and it is really not suitable to be friends! Xiang Yi's face trembled a little, and he opened his mouth, but he didn't make any sound.
Seeing him like this, Ru Mo smiled a little self-deprecatingly: "Okay, I know, I will leave your life." ”
After speaking, Ru Mo got up and passed by him.
"Wait a minute!" Xiang Yi smelled a burst of incense, the smell of lavender, still ...... The same as his.
He grabbed Ru Mo's wrist, I don't know why, after Ru Mo left, his heart seemed to be empty, as if something was missing, but even Xiang Yi himself didn't know what was missing.
"Don't touch me!" Ru Mo shook off his hand and isolated Xiang Yi from her world as if she were isolating a virus.
Xiang Yi took a big step, keeping a distance of only half a meter from Ru Mo, he stretched out his hand, he wanted to touch her face, and wanted to wipe away the undried tears on her face for her, but in the end, he could only stop in mid-air.
"What does it have to do with my home? I am sincere to you, I love you, Xiangyi loves Rumo, and I also know that you love me, so we are together, isn't it great? Why care? Xiang Yi's eyes were filled with tears, his eyes were red, and his handsome face was gradually wet with tears.
"Really?" Ru Mo sneered, she gasped: "You have lied to me for four years, how can you make me believe it, what do you use to believe your so-called 'sincerity'?" ”
Xiang Yi stood there and didn't say anything. Oh, yes...... He has deceived her for so long, how can he make her believe, and what can he use to believe his so-called sincerity?
He took a small step forward again, his movements a little rude, and he hugged her tightly, leaving her no room for resistance.
"Please, don't do this, it's all my fault, I apologize to you." Xiang Yi stopped Ru Mo who was about to leave with a hug, his tears finally fell uncontrollably at this time, and he said incoherently: "Don't go, give me another chance, don't you go, it's okay if you hit me or scold me, please don't go, I don't want you to leave me." ”
Ru Mo couldn't break free, so she could only slap Xiangyi one after another.
She choked up and said, "Xiangyi, don't be like this, your doing this will only make me look down on you even more, we all need a little time to calm down now." ”
Ru Mo took off the ring on the ring finger of her left hand, then pushed Xiang Yi away, solemnly stuffed the ring back into Xiang Yi's hand, and returned it to him with the key to the hut they loved.
"Let's ......" Ru Mo sniffed, she bit her lower lip, paused for a while, and finally said the chilling words: "Let's break up!" ”
The pain, the pain of death, made the hearts of two people, as if they were in a meat grinder, fiercely, crushing their hearts one by one.
Xiang Yi didn't say anything, things were already like this, he knew, and he was extremely clear, at this time, no matter what he said, it was useless. Tears fell one after another on the ring in his hand, he did not put the ring and the key away, instead, Xiang Yi took out the key on his body.
"You stay, I'll go, I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you to calm down, you have to know that I have to be in this life." Xiang Yi gently placed the key ring on Ru Mo's hand, and he whispered in her ear: "The house is written with your name, as well as ...... Forget-me-not. ”
Xiang Yi raised his head to prevent her from seeing the tears in her eyes.
"Goodbye!"
Xiang Yi left these painful words and strode out of here.
Goodbye, how many times they have said goodbye! But this time, goodbye, but never again.
Time passes at an unusually fast speed, time passes in a hurry, I don't know if they can still remember that there was such a person who loved them deeply, if they would meet again in the vast sea of people, would they be able to recognize each other at that time?
Ling Yuxuan was upstairs, quietly watching the whole process, I don't know why, she should be happy to see the two of them break up, but when she saw the desperate look in the eyes of the two people, she regretted it, she regretted her viciousness, and separated this couple who loved each other with her own hands.
Thunder rolled in the sky, and after a while, it began to rain heavily.
Xiang Yi and Ru Mo did not return to the classroom, Xiang Yi walked into the convenience store and bought a pack of cigarettes, this was his first time smoking, the bitter taste of the cigarette made him not very comfortable, that kind of fog, when it entered Xiang Yi's mouth, it was very "presumptuous", so that Xiang Yi couldn't help coughing.
It is said that tobacco and alcohol are good companions for men to vent stress and dispel troubles, but for Xiangyi, no matter how much they are relieved, they can't make up for her departure.
This rain was very heavy, but Xiang Yi was still slapped on his face by the rain, the taste of the rain, he couldn't tell, the rain and tears were mixed together, bitter, astringent, "five flavors" are complete.
It was from this day that Xiangyi never returned to school......
Half a year later......
Xiang Yi had a cigarette in his mouth, and his eyes were confused and he followed behind Tianyu and the others, waiting to get the graduation certificate, Tianyu and the others were joking beside him, and he was still smoking a cigarette by himself as if he hadn't heard it.
Suddenly, an extremely familiar face appeared in front of him, making him immediately turn his back from her, and she passed by him again as if she didn't see Xiangyi.
"Brothers, let's have dinner in the evening, barbecue, I'll have a treat!" Xiang Yi said loudly to the three people in the same bedroom.
Time flies, and after getting the graduation certificate, in the blink of an eye, night falls quietly.
Xiang Yi did not go to those famous barbecue restaurants, but found an extremely remote stall only a few hundred meters to the left of the school gate.
"Boss, a hundred skewers, a hundred tendons, sixty chicken wings, and three cases of beer." Xiang Yi found a place to sit down, and as soon as he sat down, he shouted to the boss who was barbecuing inside.
"No, just eat this?" Tianyu touched the stool in disgust.
"Hmm." Xiang Yi responded briefly and said, "Ru...... Someone told me that the barbecue here is delicious. ”
After speaking, Xiang Yi took out a cigarette from his bag and lit it skillfully.
After a while, the fragrant skewers were served, although Tianyu disliked it, but on the whole table, he ate the most.
After three rounds of drinking, Xiang Yi and the others drank a little too much, and just wanted to settle the bill, but saw a man and a woman walking in talking and laughing.
Seeing the faces of men and women clearly, Xiang Yi kicked away the chair next to him, I don't know if it was the effect of alcohol, or something else, he raised his fist and hit the man's face.
Tianyu and the others were already stunned, and it took a while to react and get up to persuade them, but who knows, as soon as Xiangyi's temper came up, several cows couldn't pull it back, but fortunately, when they pulled away for a distance, Ru Mo's figure appeared in front of him.
"Xiangyi, you can't hit him, he ...... It's my friend. Ru Mo stood in front of the man, staring at Xiang Yi with a particularly strange gaze.
Xiang Yi was stunned for a while, and said with a wry smile: "He is your friend, and your friendship is really enviable." ”
If we could, we would be friends by now! Xiang Yi took out a cigarette from his bag, lit it, he took a deep breath, and said, "What about me?" What do you think of me? Toys that you can just throw away after playing with them? Really? ”
The cigarette he had just lit had fallen to the ground, and he was now yelling here like a hooligan.
The man who had just been knocked down by Xiang Yi stood up with his face covered, he bypassed Ru Mo, and under Xiang Yi's gaze, he grabbed Ru Mo's hand and forcibly took her out of here.
"You let go of Lao Tzu!" Xiang Yi shouted, but his body was dragged by Tianyu and the others, and he couldn't move, so he could only watch the two of them get farther and farther away from him.
Xiang Yi laughed helplessly, very crazy, this time made the people around him think he was crazy, but no one noticed the tears left in the corners of his eyes.
"You go, you go!" Xiang Yi cried loudly in the direction Ru Mo left: "Who do you think you are? Without you, I'm still afraid that I won't be able to live? I would have been better off without you, hahaha! ”
After speaking, Xiang Yi burst out laughing maniacally again, and it wasn't until he got tired of laughing that Tianyu moved him home.
The next day, Xiang Yi was like a nobody, except that he didn't go to the company or go home, so he wandered on the street alone.
Passing by a teahouse, he saw a woman who grabbed one of the man's arms as if she was begging, but the man shook her away mercilessly.
What's the fate?
Xiang Yi stood there and looked at her, not leaving for a long time. When he saw her squatting under the tree and crying, the unknown softness in Xiang Yi's heart was quietly touched.
Ru Mo back then should be the same as her! Knowing the truth, I hid in the corner alone, so helpless and sad.
Alas! Xiang Yi couldn't help the confession in his heart, as if he was atoning for his sins, he walked to He Xiyuan's side, wanting to give him a little comfort.
Her gaze is still empty, without the slightest hint of brilliance.
"You haven't eaten yet! I'll go take you something to eat first. Xiang Yi showed a photo with He Runjie and called him in person, which made her let down her guard.