Chapter 32: The Second Time, I'll Never Leave.

I'm going to get her back!

Xiang Yi ran to the street, but there was no Ru Mo here, he didn't know where he got his confidence, he ran all the way to the hut they loved, he touched his pocket, rubbed his hair with some chagrin, he forgot, on the day he left, he returned the key to her.

He sat on the ground, leaning against the door, quietly listening to the sobs coming from the room, very soft, but he still heard it clearly, I made her sad again, what an incompetent! obviously said that I would make her happy for the rest of her life, but after graduating from college, I didn't let her smile sincerely.

The phone rang, and the ringtone was still the song "I Remember", which he never changed.

Xiang Yi didn't look at it, he hung up in an instant, now he just wants to accompany her quietly, even if it's only for a second, even if it's just to listen to her crying voice through a door, even if it's ...... They couldn't be any longer possible, and he would be willing.

I'm sorry! I'm sorry, Rumo, I made you cry again. The corners of Xiang Yi's eyes moistened unconsciously, he leaned against the door, without saying a word, he didn't knock on the door, and he didn't expect Ru Mo to open the door, because he was not qualified enough.

In the face of love, anyone will become humble, Xiang Yi is the same, he doesn't dare to be the same as before, he has to get what he likes, and he doesn't dare to like any person recklessly, he forgets his character, no longer dare to love and hate, but has learned to hide his emotions deep in his heart.

"For the rest of my life, you will be my calamity!"

The words that have been said, the past together, are presented in Xiangyi's mind one by one.

He missed the appointment, Ru Mo wanted to see the snow, wanted to see the earth turn into a snow-white snow, but from the age of eighteen to now, it has been seven years, seven years, he has not accompanied her to see the snow even once, seven years, he can't count how many times he lied to her, seven years, no one can predict what will become of the future. Seven years have allowed the children who could laugh loudly in the past to grow up, and seven years have also taken away the immaturity in their hearts.

The sky gradually darkened, and the crying in the room slowly disappeared, Xiang Yi smiled, she finally stopped crying, and finally chose to forget the Xiang Yi who made her sad again and again.

He stood up with some trembling, and the prolonged hunger made a golden star glow in front of his eyes.

She wouldn't have eaten yet, would she? Xiang Yi suddenly thought of something and hurriedly ran downstairs, but within a few minutes, he hurriedly ran up again, holding two bags of food in his hands.

Knock knock knock ~ knock knock!

Xiang Yi knocked frantically on the door, as if this door was his enemy.

After knocking for a long time, there was no movement on the other side of the door, but the neighbors came out one after another, pointing at each other at this young man.

In this regard, Xiang Yi only responded to them with that wry smile, how could these people understand his feelings?

"You're here to find that little girl!" When the crowd dispersed, a gray-haired old woman walked in front of Xiang Yi on crutches.

Xiang Yi was stunned for a moment, but nodded quickly, she asked what this sentence meant, Xiang Yi didn't know, but his intuition told him that the person in front of him might help him.

"Hehe, that little girl, she loses everything day long, often forgets her keys at home, and finally can't get into the house by herself."

The old grandmother didn't seem to notice Xiang Yi's hot gaze, but she amused herself, and in the end, she took out a bunch of keys in her clothes, searched for a long time, and finally took down the key that was shining with silver light.

"She found me a few days ago, I lived opposite, she said, I'm afraid she forgot to bring the key that day, just come to me to get it, if you read it right, you should be his boyfriend! It's as handsome as in the photos. ”

Photo? Does she still have my picture? Xiang Yi stretched out his hand tremblingly, and quickly turned off the key in her hand, for fear that she would regret it.

"Yes, I am, thank you grandma." Xiang Yi grinned, nodded at her, ignored her, turned around, inserted the key into the hole like a cloud, and opened the door very neatly.

The room was particularly dark, as if no one lived here, Xiang Yi walked to the light switch familiarly, a familiar feeling rose from his heart, after turning on the light, he put the food he bought into the refrigerator, last night, he walked to Ru Mo's bedroom door step by step.

He tried to knock on the door several times, but the hand he raised never fell on the door.

Could she have slept at such a late hour? Even if she didn't rest, would she want to see me?

Just when Xiangyi was entangled, the bedroom door was opened with a "creak".

"You...... How did you get in? Ru Mo walked out, wearing the same white dress that Mink still wore at noon.

Xiang Yi looked at her with eyes that were a little red and swollen, and her extremely cold tone made him feel uncomfortable.

"Well, you haven't eaten all day, I just bought something, I'll make it for you." After speaking, Xiang Yi walked towards the kitchen.

Cook? Ru Mo looked at him angrily, she grabbed his clothes and pulled them back hard.

"Cook for me? Master Xiang, there's nothing wrong with you, on the wedding night, you didn't go to accompany your wife, you came over to cook for your ex-girlfriend, don't you think you're a scumbag? Ru Mo stretched out her hand and pointed to the door, she thought of a lot of words in her mind, but when they came to her mouth, there was only one left: "Get out!" ”

"I'm sorry!" Xiang Yi stood there, motionless, but his arrogant head was lowered, and he looked like a child who had done something wrong and was waiting to be punished.

"Please don't say I'm sorry!" Ru Mo rubbed shoulders with him and sat on the chair at the dining table, leaving only a back for Xiangyi: "Don't say sorry to me, because we don't have to do anything." ”

yes, I'm sorry to say something! We're just two passers-by who have nothing to do with each other. Xiang Yi raised his head and held back his tears.

"Miss Rumo, please let me make you one last dinner." Xiang Yi took off his coat, he rolled up his sleeves and walked into the kitchen, today, every dish he made was extremely serious, whether it was knife work, fire, it was very clear.

His tone was particularly desperate, which made Ru Mo's heart twitch inexplicably, her hands were clenched into fists, and her ten fingers were deeply embedded in the flesh without knowing it.

Looking at the busy man walking back and forth in the kitchen, Ru Mo actually smirked, she thought a little sweetly, if they really came together, after they got married, it should be like this!

Four dishes and one soup, Xiang Yi served a bowl of rice for Ru Mo, then put on his clothes again and prepared to leave.

"By the way, Siyu and I didn't get married, I ran away, for you." Xiang Yi pushed open the door and walked out a little lonely. He didn't want to talk about it, but he had suppressed it for too long, and he couldn't restrain it. He walked very simply, leaving Ru Mo with the same crisp sound of the door closing.

Xiang Yi walked to the street, walking blindly, he didn't know where to go, he didn't know who to tell about the pain of this body, he just walked step by step, towards the neon sign in the distance, and walked alone.

At this moment, time seemed to stand still, the wind whistling in his ears stopped, and the children who were playing in front of him didn't know where they had gone, Xiang Yi was in pain, and he couldn't breathe.

She was right, he didn't deserve to say sorry to her, as early as a few years ago, they didn't have any relationship, and as early as a few days ago, Ru Mo was completely disappointed in him.

What rich young master, what cold male god? He would rather not have these hypocritical titles, as long as Ru Mo can come back, as long as she can come back, Xiang Yi would rather become a poor bastard, he would rather become a "sinner" who is spurned by the world.

"Who is she?"

"Oh, Rumo, that girlfriend of mine, right?"

"It's you, I've almost forgotten."

These fragments were like spikes, pierced in Xiang Yi's mind, making him uncontrollably think of these harsh words.

Raising his hand, Xiang Yi slapped himself hard, very loudly, very loudly, so loud that unrelated passers-by on the side of the street cast strange eyes, that kind of eyes, like looking at him like a madman.

A drop of icy water fell on his face, on his hand. He raised his hand, put it in front of his eyes, and stared at the ring finger ring, this was his promise, a promise to fulfill in his life, but he didn't know if he would have this opportunity in the future.

Growing old together, how tall the wisdom of the ancients is, and the beautiful love sums it all up in these four words, but it is precisely because of these four words that how many lovers will be able to go to the end? Why, such a simple, casually four-character idiom, but it is so difficult to do.

The rain flowed down Xiangyi's cheeks and into his mouth, bitter, astringent, salty, rain and tears mixed together, and he couldn't taste anything.

He wanted to smoke, but he searched all over his body, and only found an empty box, he forgot, the letter he left for Ru Mo when he left, quit smoking, and that day in Yulin Park was his last cigarette.

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Xiang Yi smiled, and once again he said the words they had spoken in his mouth, very sweet, so sweet that it was like drinking a bowl of honey in one gulp. He sat down, and on such a rainy night, in the middle of the road, he sat there smirking to himself, ignoring the disdainful glances of passers-by.

Some well-meaning passers-by were afraid that something would happen to him and helped him dial "120", but Xiangyi was still smiling, laughing when he was taken to the ambulance, and he was still laughing when he was full of instruments, even if he was sedated, he was still laughing after he slept to death.

No one knew what he was laughing at, as if Xiang Yi would laugh out loud whenever he saw everything in the world.

Looking at Xiang Yi's examination results, the doctor was at a loss, this person had no problems at all except for a long time of hunger and stomach problems that had fallen from drinking, and the doctor might guess that pyruvate poisoning and his own mental state caused him to hallucinate, so he had to temporarily record Xiang Yi as "mentally ill".

The night was silent, Xiang Yi lay on the hospital bed, smiling very sweetly, as if he was having a very beautiful dream.

Early the next morning, Tianyu and Mu Chenxi hurried to the hospital.

"What the hell are you trying to do? first ran away from marriage, and then sent himself to the hospital, and was treated as mentally ill! As soon as Mu Chenxi saw Xiangyi, he hugged him hard, as a mother, who could bear to see her child become like this?

"Mom! She doesn't want me anymore, I can't catch up with her! Xiang Yi looked at the white wall in despair, Xiang Yi's life was like this piece of white, it was flawless and free of impurities, but when he met Ru Mo, he began to smear it, just to become what she liked.

The voice of despair came into her ears, he loved her, Xiangyi loved Rumo, loved very much, loved to the heart, loved to the bones, when he was happy, he wanted to share with her for the first time, and when he was sad, he just wanted to be comforted by her.

There is a flower pot on the windowsill, as if knowing Xiangyi's thoughts, and the lilies in the pot are blooming again, which is very beautiful and beautiful, confirming its flower language: pure and elegant!

He still remembers that the first time he gave Ru Mo a flower, it was also a lily, and he wanted to express his heart with it, but now that he thinks about it, he is really stupid!

If you like someone, just say it! Be brave and tell her that even if you know that she will 100% refuse, tell her personally, because in this way, you will have no regrets in your life.

Xiang Yi's eyes stared at Lily, not knowing what he was thinking.

The lilies have bloomed, the faint fragrance of flowers evokes memories, home is still that home, I am still me, nothing has changed, but the person who accompanied me to enjoy the flowers is no longer there!

"If you fall in love with someone, let it go! I also said to your father, I won't restrain you anymore, for Ru Mo, you have given up too much, don't worry about us now, as long as you are happy, we don't care. Mu Chenxi stood up, she didn't say goodbye to Xiangyi, because she didn't know what to say when she said goodbye, she just left quietly, leaving time and space to Tianyu.

How little we care about you! Mu Chenxi walked out of the door with a wry smile, without saying anything, the moment the door closed, the kindness in her eyes was all put away, it was impossible for her to shed even a little emotion in front of outsiders.

"Remember? I'm betting on your happiness, if something happens to you, she'll definitely come! Tianyu snatched Xiangyi's mobile phone, the password he knew, it was Ru Mo's birthday, he found the number in the address book, and before Xiangyi could say anything, the phone had been connected.

What are you ...... doing? Xiang Yi didn't say the last four words, because he heard Ru Mo's hoarse voice on the other side of the phone.

"Xiangyi has an accident, the address is ......!" Tianyu quickly said the address of the hospital and hung up the phone, not giving Ru Mo the slightest space to ask.

He threw the phone back, turned it off, then moved a chair and sat on the edge of Xiangyi's bed.

"Half an hour!" Tianyu rolled up his sleeves and looked at his watch: "At most, she will stand in front of you in half an hour." ”

"No, it won't." Xiang Yi stubbornly shook his head and said categorically: "She is so stubborn, she won't come back." ”

Tianyu smiled, he picked up a fruit knife and carefully peeled the apple for Xiangyi.

"Then we'll see!"

Time flies, half an hour away from what Tianyu said, there is only one minute left, he lowered his head in some disappointment, and at this time, the door was pushed open with a "bang".

"You still love me in your heart!" Xiang Yi looked at the person who came, and laughed out loud in ecstaty: "It's the second time, I will never push you away again." ”

The corners of Xiangyi's eyes flashed with tears, but this time he was crying happily, Ru Mo did not forget him, and still loved him, but she hid it too deeply, and the joys, sorrows, and sorrows in her heart were all perfectly expressed.

"Don't come unharmed?" Since Ru Mo came in, except for what Xiang Yi said, he began to become silent, and the three of them stayed quietly in the ward, and the atmosphere became particularly awkward for a moment.

Lie to me again! Ru Mo clutched her bag angrily, but Xiang Yi's sentence "Don't come to harm" blocked her behind her like a wall, preventing her from leaving.

"Yi Shao, I won, the bet is in charge of you another day, you two have a good talk, don't think about torturing each other anymore, aren't you torturing yourself in the end?" patted Xiangyi's shoulder, Tianyu walked out, and when he closed the door, he smiled at Ru Mo, even if it was a greeting.

"You've lied to me again!" Ru Mo gritted her teeth and glared at Xiang Yi.