Text Chapter 474 is not for him
A meal passed in a fairly good atmosphere between the two.
At night, Fang Musheng fell into extreme contradictions.
To be honest, she really didn't want to get too far away from Shen Yuxin, especially when it came to resting at night.
Moreover, he and Shen Yuxin have been married, normally speaking, the two should sleep in the same room and a bed, but he also knows that this is obviously impossible now.
In other words, this is just a luxury.
wants Shen Yuxin, a person who doesn't love him, to be willing to live with him as a normal couple, which is undoubtedly difficult to ascend to the sky.
Therefore, later, under Shen Yuxin's repeated insistence and his repeated connivance, he finally compromised, he didn't talk about sleeping in bed with Shen Yuxin, and of course he was unwilling to agree to Shen Yuxin's request.
slept in the next room, in order to be closer to Shen Yuxin, he would rather lay on the carpet.
However, I really didn't expect that after going around and around, he still slept next door to Shen Yuxin.
Seeing that the servant cleaned up the room in front of him, nodded at him, and retreated very respectfully, Fang Musheng pursed his lips, and the feeling in his heart was quite complicated.
Although his heart was full of reluctance, in order to get along with Shen Yuxin, in order to have the opportunity to pursue her again and move her, in order not to get Shen Yuxin's eyes again.
In order to let Shen Yuxin slowly let go of his defenses, Fang Musheng still decided to compromise.
Looking at the room in front of him, Fang Musheng sighed, a certain place in his heart seemed to be empty, uncomfortable, and he always felt that the only trace of warmth in the past was gone.
It's like someone has taken it away.
I don't want to think about it anymore, because the more I think about it, the more sad I feel.
He threw himself into the soft big bed, closed his eyes and tried desperately to fall asleep, but, for some reason, this night, he actually had insomnia.
Fang Musheng knew that he was not used to it.
Maybe when he says this, it will always make people feel ridiculous, after all, Fang Musheng is also an adult who is about to run thirty, what else can't he adapt to?
However, even though Shen Yuxin slept next to him and separated him from him by a thin wall, Fang Musheng's heart panicked when he thought that this room was empty and devoid of the breath of the person in his heart.
Turning on the lamp, Fang Musheng stretched out his arm, opened his hands, and looked at his messy but incomparably white palms for a while.
The gang suddenly hooked the corners of his mouth, a wry smile overflowed on his face, sighed softly, and shook his head.
Xindao, sure enough, habit is a terrible thing, fate is a thing that makes people, even if he has extravagant hopes, what he wants has long been slapped and shaped by fate.
At night, Fang Musheng tossed and turned and still couldn't sleep, and in the end, he didn't want to toss anymore, so he brushed his face, suppressed the irritability in his heart, got up and went downstairs.
He remembered that the butler had hidden sleeping pills in the living room.
For a while, he often had insomnia, so sleeping pills were basically a must-have at home, but the housekeeper had always been very concerned about him and worried about his state, afraid that he would swallow the whole bottle of sleeping pills when he was depressed.
Therefore, the housekeeper directly proposed to him that the sleeping pills should be kept by him, and then he semi-forcibly took them away with the doctor.
Even if he wanted it, it would be a limited supply, for fear that he would eat it well, but later, because there was a lot of medicine, Fang Musheng also had the key in the housekeeper's room.
The housekeeper was afraid that Fang Musheng would secretly take the medicine away when he was away, so he tried his best to hide it in a hidden corner of the living room.
It's just that what he didn't know was that the place he thought was very hidden had already been discovered by Fang Musheng.
However, after Fang Musheng took the medicine away from the housekeeper, except for the housekeeper who took the initiative to give it, he didn't take the medicine once in private, because Shen Yuxin came.
Shen Yuxin came, and I didn't know if it was the reason for the excitement or something else.
When he slept in the same room with Shen Yuxin, even if it wasn't a bed, he could sleep very comfortably, even if Shen Yuxin's attitude towards him was very bad some time ago, but this did not affect the quality of his rest at all.
As long as Shen Yuxin was closer to him.
Of course, he didn't tell Shen Yuxin about this matter, and he didn't say anything about his taking medicine, whether it was a mental problem or a psychological problem, it shouldn't be Shen Yuxin's knowledge.
He didn't want to leave a bad impression on Shen Yuxin, let alone become a "madman" in her heart, and of course, he didn't want Shen Yuxin to pity him.
It's just that what she didn't expect was that even if he didn't want Shen Yuxin to know, Shen Yuxin would have known it a long time ago.
And now it is true that because of sympathy for him and his past affection, even if Fang Musheng had hurt her more than once, Shen Yuxin still decided to give him a chance.
Fang Musheng opened the door and was about to go downstairs, when he saw that the light in the next room was still on, and the white light turned into a warm yellow color on the thick glass lattice above the door.
Fang Musheng was stunned for a moment, and when he saw that the light had not been extinguished, his brows couldn't help frowning, and his heart was full of thoughts.
Could it be that Yuxin also has insomnia?
Then he smiled, guessing that Shen Yuxin was just getting up at night.
Shaking his head, Fang Musheng forced himself to look away and walked downstairs.
When Fang Musheng found the sleeping pills hidden by the butler under the sofa, his reverence for the butler increased to another level.
Although the bottle of sleeping pills was not big, it was not small, and in order to prevent him from finding it, the housekeeper was stunned and glued the bottle to the bottom of the sofa, causing Fang Musheng to bend down and grope for a while before finding it.
After getting up, I still felt that my waist was very sore, but I finally got what I wanted, and I was able to sleep well for a while tonight.
Suddenly, Fang Musheng paused, as if he suddenly remembered something, subconsciously raised his head, stood up and looked towards the second floor, and sure enough, the light in Shen Yu's heart was still not turned off.
Fang Musheng couldn't help but worry.
Could it be that something happened to Yuxin?
As soon as he had the concept that Shen Yuxin might have an accident in his mind, Fang Musheng couldn't control his legs anymore and strode towards the stairs, but just a few steps before he stopped.
After thinking about it, he turned around and walked out of the door towards the back of the house.
It was about one o'clock in the morning, and it was very dark outside, and the cold wind was blowing, so cold that Fang Musheng shivered, and he couldn't help but tighten his pajamas.
He was dressed a little thinly, because he didn't think about going out at first, after all, it was already ten midnight, and this place was considered a "wilderness", although there were bodyguards guarding it.
However, any normal person who has nothing to do will not come out.
It's just that he's really a little abnormal today.
Fortunately, there are street lamps around the villa, and the dim lights illuminate the rugged road, so it is finally easier to walk, otherwise, it is really not easy to let him go around the side of the villa one foot deeper and one foot shallow.
Maybe you don't have to take a few steps before you lose your foot.
Wanting to go around to the outside of Shen Yuxin's window was actually an idea that suddenly appeared.
Originally, Fang Musheng was going to knock on Shen Yuxin's door and ask her if something had happened.
However, as soon as this idea came to mind, another thought followed.
Perhaps, Yuxin is also like him, insomnia?
It's just that although he didn't want to admit it, after saying "reconciliation" to Shen Yuxin, Fang Musheng suddenly understood a lot of things.
It is precisely because of this that if Shen Yuxin really has insomnia tonight, some of him will not think to himself like some time ago that Shen Yuxin's insomnia is for him.
As for who it was for, he was naturally extremely clear in his heart.
In fact, Shen Yuxin's feelings for Jiang Yuanheng, she has always been very clear, clear for many years, and jealous for many years.
It is precisely because he knows too much that if he wants to pretend not to know this feeling, he can only try to deceive himself, sad and pitiful.
Fang Musheng wrapped his clothes, his eyes were complicated and he walked forward, but his steps were extremely firm.
However, except for himself, no one knows how tormented he is at this time.
I'm afraid that no one is as pitiful as him, waiting for a result as if waiting for a judgment.
At this time, he suddenly hoped that Shen Yuxin's room had been lit up, but he had forgotten to turn off the light.
He loves Shen Yuxin, so he doesn't want Shen Yuxin to be hurt in any way, but he also doesn't want to see Shen Yuxin find it difficult to sleep for other men.
Still, he couldn't help but want to see it, even if it wasn't what he wanted to see.
The villa was not very big, but the road was not very easy to walk, so Fang Musheng walked for about five minutes to get to where he was going.
Looking at the beautiful figure lying on his stomach by the window, Fang Musheng hooked the corners of his mouth, laughed at himself, and felt a faint pain somewhere in his heart, as if he had been stabbed by something sharp.
He was standing behind a big tree, his whole body hidden in the dark, so Shen Yuxin next to the bed did not notice him.
Shen Yuxin's expression looked sad, she was wearing a very conservative pajamas, and the cold wind poured in through the window, blowing her hair messily.
The already fair and delicate face looked even more breathtaking under the cold moonlight, and that melancholy temperament made Fang Musheng's heart pound.
However, she knew in her heart that Shen Yuxin's sadness was not for him.
Shen Yuxin stood beside the bed, looking at the bright moon, thinking of Jiang Yuanheng and Shen Nianjiu in her heart, and she didn't feel sleepy at all.
When facing Fang Musheng during the day, she had been smiling softly, and only at night would she stand by the bed, looking in the direction of the urban area of Z City, imagining what Jiang Yuanheng and Shen Nianjiu would be doing at this time.
Then she chuckled, laughing at her stupidity, at this time, the big and the small, should sleep in bed!