Pan One Hundred and Nine Tired of life

The people who talked to him had different thoughts, and Xiao Zhang didn't notice it, and he was still angrily telling about him and female netizens.

Xiao Zhang said that he was really unwilling to be dumped suddenly, what he thought was: You don't listen to me when I think of so many ways, and break up after saying an angry word, as for it?

For this reason, Xiao Zhang borrowed an account from a mutual friend of the two to quietly watch the new news of female netizens.

Two days later, Xiao Zhang saw a female netizen chatting with another man about menstrual cramps, and the man replied: I help you hurt, I help you hurt, I help you hurt, this spell is very smart, do you feel less pain?

And the female netizen replied: Moved, so moved, really better.

Xiao Zhang wants to scold when he sees it, obviously it should be that the eldest aunt is about to leave so that it doesn't hurt so much, right? This woman is stupid.

Thinking about it again, female netizens must be empathetic and don't fall in love, so they will break up no matter what they say, and that guy can move her with a word of nonsense.

Xiao Zhang said that after these things, he felt that Little Rabbit was very good, because Little Rabbit never bothered others, was so strong and independent, and would not love someone casually and end a relationship casually.

But Xiaotu listened to what Xiao Zhang said, not only did he not have a good impression of him, but he had a sense of disgust, and by extension, he had an indescribable boredom with life.

Why is it so difficult for this person to truly communicate and understand each other? Little Rabbit shook his head and smiled bitterly: "I'm not strong and independent, I can't find the person who can make me feel at ease and rely on and be coquettish at will." That female netizen is willing to tell you private things, which means that she relies on you a lot, but you can't make her find a feeling of intimacy and warmth. ”

Xiao Zhang thinks that other women are too verbose and troublesome, and the more he compares, the more he thinks that Xiaotu is good.

Xiaotu didn't know what to say, she was scared because she was in trouble, so she wanted to deal with her feelings cleanly, not that she wouldn't cause trouble to men, why didn't she understand this little chapter?

Men often hate women for nagging, in fact, men also love to talk nonsense, blowing nonsense about some things in the sky and the earth, and they can't care about anything, and they don't know it when they talk about the dead leaves in the wind.

For love, no matter what other women think, the little rabbit is never willing to mix any impurities in love, what she wants is the soul to give, live and die together, single-minded love, if you can't get it, you would rather not, if you don't compromise, you won't compromise.

Her first love suffered such a big setback, she only felt very tired at this time, and she was tired of everything.

Others say that they don't care about money, that's very rich, or pretending to be high, but the rabbit is not.

She knows that she has no ability, and she will definitely not be able to keep the huge amount of money she has given her, and she may even invite disaster.

The bigger reason is that the state of life she yearns for the most is to be able to plow the fields and rain and read on a sunny day, and pursue a state of life rather than the pursuit of wealth and nobility.

When she was a child, she was fed up with white eyes and ridicule, and it was easy to graduate and stand on her own, but because of love, she was persecuted and abused, and the scars on her soul were difficult to erase.

What is money for? Can you turn back the clock? Can fate be rewritten because of this? Even if Ah Ling really let go of the boar and let the little rabbit reap the love that is blessed by people under the sun.

What is the use of love? I can't tell if it's true or false, what else can these people who say love words do to her except for trouble? Of course, there is a little bit of joy, but the joy is only like fireworks for a moment.

Little Rabbit thinks deeply about life, emotions, and the whole world, but unfortunately the mind and body are always out of sync, and Little Rabbit obviously doesn't want to eat, but he's still hungry.

Breakfast was eaten at 5:40, I was busy all morning, I drank tea with the boar after work, and then I drank tea with Xiaozhang, it is estimated that it is almost two o'clock in the afternoon, so busy and tired, and I haven't eaten for almost ten hours, can she not be so hungry that her stomach "growls"?

Xiao Zhang was still chattering, and Xiao Rabbit interrupted him unhappily: "I haven't eaten lunch yet, let's go first." ”

Seeing that she was leaving, Xiao Zhang was slightly stunned, and then chased after him with a smile: "He is really picky, and he won't invite you out to dinner." ”

"He won't invite me to dinner, and I won't starve." The rabbit spoke stiffly.

"He doesn't invite you, I do. How about going for fried rice? Xiao Zhang smiled enthusiastically.

Little Rabbit walked quickly towards the small grocery store not far away: "Thank you, don't bother, I'll buy two breads to eat." ”

"Why are you so awkward?" Xiao Zhang angrily stopped the little rabbit.

Xiaotu told him about Wang Adi very seriously, and asked him why he couldn't talk about things like Wang Adi, so don't come to entangle?

After listening, Xiao Zhang replied seriously: "The Wang Brother you said has no feelings for you, I'm different, I've had a crush on you for two years, and I have confessed, how can I let it go easily?" ”

The little rabbit doesn't say much, some things really can't be explained by mouth.

Afterwards, she went to buy bread and pure water, and no matter what Xiao Zhang said next to her, she treated him as air and did not give any response.

Out of the small non-staple food store, the little rabbit's eyes suddenly darkened, and he saw that it was two tall figures blocking the light, they were reckless and Hanzi.

"Third sister-in-law, the third brother set off for Yucheng at four o'clock, and he wanted to have a meal with you before leaving. Please! Mangzi said respectfully, and pointed to the Alto car he was driving.

"Hmph, where are you trying to trick me?" The bunny glanced back and forth at their faces and continued on to the dormitory.

Hanzi ran to stop her, and said with a smile: "Sister Rabbit, hehe, Sister Rabbit...... Why don't you believe us? ”

The little rabbit didn't answer, and walked forward again.

"Third sister-in-law, is it because of this person's entanglement that you rejected the third brother?" Mangzi pointed at Xiao Zhang with anger on his face and asked.

Xiao Zhang looked at the rabbit timidly and paused to watch.

The little rabbit sighed twice and said solemnly to Mangzi: "Don't call me 'third sister-in-law', that's unfair to Ah Ling." Also, everything I do is my own volition, and it has nothing to do with anyone. I know better that the boar is sulking at the moment, thinking about going to Yucheng, and I don't have the heart to invite me to dinner, you can't coax me. ”

All four were silent.

After a while, the fool smiled ghostly and said, "I just said that Sister Rabbit looks weak and simple, but it's actually hard to deceive, right?" Brother Mangzi, you still don't believe it. Let's be honest, our brothers and sons want to invite you to meet the third brother again. But I guess you don't want to go, so let's find a place around here to talk. ”

Rabbit speculates that they have something to say about the boar, and agrees to go to the teahouse with them again.

When they walked forward together, Xiao Zhang also followed, and Mangzi sneered at him with a black face, and he immediately turned around and left.

After entering the teahouse, the little rabbit told them to talk quickly, and she quickly nibbled on the bread.

She still has to go to work in the afternoon, and no matter how messy her heart is, she has to eat, otherwise who will take responsibility for her? She is afraid of losing her job, so she has to learn more and save more money while she is young.

"Alas...... After you left, the third brother had been smoking in the private room of the teahouse, not eating or drinking water, and we were not allowed to open the windows for ventilation, and the whole private room was full of choking smoke. ”

Hanzi looked at the rabbit dissatisfied, maybe her image of eating and munching was too heartless, and Hanzi was fighting for the boar.

The little rabbit was stunned, and he didn't have to think about it, the picture of the boar smoking fiercely in the private room of the teahouse automatically appeared in his mind, and the tip of his heart suddenly hurt unbearably......

In order to hide the heartache, she took a bite of the bread as if she had a grudge, and chewed it viciously.

After chewing and swallowing, the little rabbit asked in a light tone, "Didn't he quit smoking?" Still smoking so fiercely, don't you want to die? ”

Mangzi replied: "During the time when I was separated from you, the third brother was busy with various things every day, and he didn't answer all the cigarettes handed by others, so he was either reading books or chatting with me when he had free time." He talks a lot about you when you were a child, and he often smiles unconsciously whenever he talks about you. When we met today, he was full of anger. “

"You're coming to persuade me to be reconciled to him?" The little rabbit looked at them calmly.

"Yes. I have been with my third brother for five years, I know the most about him, he is not having a good time, and he needs a caring woman by his side. Mangzi was blunt.

Hanzi smiled at the little rabbit and said, "You are already on good terms, why do you torture each other so much?" “

Why bother? yes, why bother? But what is love compared to life? Xiaotu could feel that Ah Ling wanted to threaten the boar by making a fuss about dying or living before, and she always wanted to make public trouble if she had a threat.

However, if she is completely disheartened, a woman like A Ling, who has no spiritual support, is likely to end her life quietly. Don't cry or make trouble like that, while others don't pay attention, it's the most terrible thing to commit suicide silently, life is fragile, if something like that really happens, it may be too late to rescue.

It is difficult to really do it if you are forced to promise not to commit suicide, and only if you truly accept it from the heart, you will not have another accident. But it is almost impossible to let Ah Ling let it go. In this case, instead of the three of them entangled, it is better for the rabbit to quit.

It's just that Xiaotu didn't say this, she reorganized the thoughts in her mind before saying to Mangzi: "Since you know a lot about the boar, you should know that the various things he is involved in now are like walking on the edge of a cliff, and if you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss."

If you really love and respect him, please persuade him to think about everything before doing it. Leave a way back in everything you do, don't do too much; He has a lot of things that he has to do, but try not to do things that hurt nature and reason.

It's true that I'm just a simple working girl, but the network of my family is not simple. However, I don't want to use my network to do anything, so not only will I not help the boar's career, but I will also drag him down.

Please tell him that he and I grew up in a special environment, and we should be more rational and stronger than others, and we should no longer act willfully. ”

After saying this, the little rabbit breathed a long sigh of relief, she seemed to be calm, but she was actually so uncomfortable that she was about to suffocate.

What does that feel like? It's like forcibly stripping emotions from the soul, leaving only the empty shell of reason.

Mangzi and Hanzi looked at each other, and after sighing helplessly, Hanzi said with a rare serious expression: "We came to you and wanted to talk about A-Ling's sister-in-law, if you do this, she will also have a bad life." ”

Speaking of Ah Ling, Xiaotu couldn't help frowning, no matter how generous she was, she couldn't care about how her rival was doing.

Seeing that the little rabbit wanted to leave, Mangzi hurriedly said: "The third brother used to talk to Ah Ling's sister-in-law out of guilt and politeness, but today I heard him scolding!" He used to only scold Ah Yan and them, and never scolded Ah Ling's sister-in-law directly. Third sister-in-law, you don't know much about A-Ling's sister-in-law's family situation, can you listen to me in detail? ”