Chapter 165: Suspicion and Reasoning
Probably it was the distress that Cheng Enni couldn't hide in her tone that gave Xie Maoyan courage, and he told Cheng Enni everything related to pigeons little by little.
At that time, he was only more than five years old, and when he was young and didn't understand anything, although he had a memory of standing up early, he was coaxed to be a monkey and didn't know what he meant.
Many people have played tricks on him, several of his elder brothers, his brother's friends, all because he is an illegitimate child that no one wants, because his biological mother gave birth to him for money and interests, and he was used to blackmail the Xie family, which made the Xie family lose a lot of benefits.
Xie Maoyan still remembers that when the nanny went upstairs to take care of the pigeons, she saw him locked in the pigeon cage, and just indifferently finished what she wanted to do, and left.
Obviously he had a cry for help, but he turned a deaf ear to his pleas.
Afterward...... It was Xie Minjun's mother, and his sixth sister found him and rescued him from being locked up for two days and dying.
Killing his third brother's pigeons was something he did when he was about ten years old, and the malicious teasing never stopped, Xie Maoyan couldn't restrain the malice in his heart, he had no way to take revenge on his third brother, so he could only take those pigeons.
At that time, he was carried away by hatred, but now that he thinks about it, Xie Lingjun played an extremely important role in it.
Xie Lingjun, like Xie Maoyan, did not have a good time in the Xie family, but as the grandson of the Xie family, Xie Lingjun was only ignored in the Xie family, and he was insulted and blamed more outside than in the Xie family.
Both of them are in a difficult situation, so they will naturally get closer than others, Xie Lingjun is a few years older than Xie Maoyan, and for a long time, Xie Maoyan's distorted three views were maliciously guided by Xie Lingjun.
Including, taking out hatred on the pigeons.
Those are the pigeons that have been trained and hurt him, kill them, the third brother can no longer hurt him with these pigeons, kill them, he is the young master of the Xie family after all, there is an old man, the brothers will not do anything to him.
The most important thing is that if you kill them, your heart will be liberated, Xie Lingjun told him.
Indeed, Xie Maoyan happened, watching the pigeon that had bullied him die in his hands, his heart was very happy, and then after the pleasure, there was a deep panic.
Xie Lingjun didn't know that that night, Xie Maoyan hid in the bathroom alone and washed his hands all night, and for many years afterward, he would dream of flocks of pigeons flying towards him.
He became more hateful and hated himself even more.
But he liked the pleasure of getting revenge with his own hands, but he wouldn't vent on animals anymore, he only dealt with people.
Growing up, Xie Maoyan's heart became stronger, he learned to return a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye, especially after taking over the Xie family, all the people who bullied him back then, including the nanny and driver who watched coldly, received the most serious punishment.
What happened when he was a child will no longer have any impact on Xie Maoyan's psychology, he regards it as a trivial matter to sharpen himself.
If you hadn't met Cheng Enni.
After meeting Cheng Enni, Xie Maoyan regretted his past countless times, what he did with his own hands, what he asked his subordinates to do, and things that could not be seen in the light, he was always late with him, telling him that you are not worthy of Cheng Enni.
It was Cheng Enni who made Xie Maoyan eager to become a clean person, have a clean past, and want to stand in the sun with her.
But only the past can't be erased, even if he wants to ignore it, someone will help him remember.
"It's all gone." Cheng Enni hugged Xie Maoyan, she was so distressed, she always thought that her fate in her previous life was tragic, and she never thought that people like Xie Maoyan might not have a better life than her.
At least in her childhood, there was a grandmother who loved her and protected her, Cheng Zhiqiang and Yao Meihua didn't love her, but they didn't abuse her, Yao Meihua also protected her from the Cheng family bullying her for the sake of face.
Dropping out of high school and being put in the factory, these things were indeed miserable, but at that time she was eighteen years old, although she was ignorant, she had already accumulated the strength to escape.
And she did escape, and later lived a good life by working her own, so that Lin Xiuhe let Cheng Zhiqiang rely on her to live a life.
Compared with Xie Maoyan, she is much luckier.
"I'm a very dark person, I don't like animals, and when I see birds like pigeons, I can't help but want to destroy them." Xie Maoyan closed his eyes and confessed to Cheng Enni that he never looked directly at his heart.
Cheng Enni gently patted Xie Maoyan's back, "It doesn't matter, some people love animals, but he doesn't necessarily love humans, and some people hate animals, which doesn't mean that he respects life." ”
Xie Maoyan wanted to say that he didn't really respect life, but he didn't dare to say it.
"You see I'm so good to Rhubarb and Blackie, but they like you more, animals know best who is really good to them, you just have a shadow on the pigeons, but that's not your fault." Cheng Enni softly comforted Xie Maoyan.
What she said was not a lie, the two dogs in the family were indeed closer to Xie Maoyan.
Xie Maoyan's chest was tumbling with inexplicable emotions, his throat was blocked by this emotion, and he couldn't speak at all, he opened his mouth, and finally only hugged Cheng Enni tightly and drew warmth from her.
How can he be able to meet Cheng Enni in his life.
"You've never hurt anyone for no reason, have you?" Cheng Enni asked softly.
"Yes." Xie Maoyan is very sure of this, he has always had revenge and revenge, he will not be angry with others, and he has never done something without reason.
"That's right, don't blame yourself, don't talk about children, even adults will make mistakes, only kind-hearted people will criticize themselves in their hearts, the real bad people have no sense of right and wrong, and there will be no emotional self-blame." Cheng Enni felt so sorry for Xie Maoyan.
After saying that, the two of them went home holding hands again.
"Does Xie Lingjun have any ulterior feelings for you?" Cheng Enni asked Xie Maoyan, she has been thinking about this question these days, and the things Xie Lingjun did were too strange.
All his purpose is to break up her and Xie Maoyan, but what can he get by breaking her up and Xie Maoyan? Nothing was gained, and instead he lost everything he had before.
Therefore, Xie Lingjun did not do this to seize power, but more like the mentality of wanting to destroy everything if he can't get his beloved.
Xie Maoyan suddenly had an expression of eating a fly, "Why do you think like that?" ”
Isn't it strange not to think so? Cheng Enni carefully analyzed Xie Maoyan, and the more she analyzed, the more she felt that it should be what she thought.
"......" Xie Maoyan.
He expected that after knowing what happened to him in the past, Cheng Enni might not understand, or maybe feel disgusting and perverted and stay away from him, he imagined countless possibilities, the only thing he didn't expect was that Cheng Enni would analyze this with him here.
"It can't be!" Xie Maoyan categorically denied it.
Although Xie Lingjun's private life is very clean, but it is because of his own identity as an illegitimate child, he has always been obsessed, Xie Lingjun once said that if he has children, then his children will definitely be legitimate children.
How can there be feelings between two men!
If you really want to pull it forcibly, it is better to say that Xie Lingjun is afraid that he will abandon the Xie family for Cheng Enni, after all, the entire Xie family, and only Xie Lingjun knows, he has been planning for this thing for so many years.
Before taking over the Xie family, Xie Maoyan had his own business, and since he was a child, he knew that if he wanted to be above everyone in the Xie family, the only thing he could do was to climb up on his own, and the higher he climbed, the better.
Later, the Xie family was replaced with an empty shell, and it was the old man who forced him with his life, so Xie Maoyan took over the Xie family, and he has grown step by step to the present.
No matter how much Xie Maoyan hates the old man, there is one thing that cannot be denied, if the old man hadn't taken him back to the Xie family back then, he would have lost his use value, and he could only become an outcast, and in the end he would either be sent to an orphanage or discarded at will.
In order to repay this kindness, Xie Maoyan took over the Xie family and strengthened the Xie family.
And because of the entrustment of his sixth sister when he was a child, Xie Maoyan took out Xie's annual income to support those who had bullied him.
Otherwise, Xie Maoyan would have finished playing Xie a long time ago.
Xie Maoyan never intended to dedicate himself to the Xie family for the rest of his life, so he was ready to leave the Xie family early, and after Xie Lingjun noticed it, he kept testing his bottom line, and he has been conniving.
Xie Lingjun shouldn't have been, he stretched out his hand to Cheng Enni, even if it was the successor he had worked so hard to cultivate, Xie Maoyan did not hesitate to give up.
Xie Maoyan's fate was not taken to heart by Xie Maoyan a long time ago.
Anyway, there is still Minjun, he has been bothering to do his best for so many years for his sixth sister, and when Minjun returns from his studies and the Xie family is handed over to her, he can be regarded as having completed his mission.
"It doesn't make sense." Cheng Enni disagreed with Xie Maoyan's inference, according to Xie Maoyan's meaning, Xie Lingjun was lifting a stone to shoot himself in the foot, if he knew that this was the result, why did he do this.
Xie Maoyan was at a loss, "He is fledgling now, so he is naturally afraid that I will leave the Xie family alone, he is not the only junior in the Xie family, and no one will protect him when I leave, he is just an illegitimate child and can't win." ”
Still doesn't make sense, Xie Lingjun has been by Xie Maoyan's side for so long, if Xie Maoyan wants to leave, won't he help him to take the position? Xie Lingjun wouldn't even have this judgment.
But Cheng Enni also saw that Xie Maoyan was really disgusting what she said, so she simply didn't mention it.
Anyway, no matter what Xie Lingjun's purpose is, it will only be empty in the end.
"Regardless of him, the soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, I believe in you, and you can believe in me." Cheng Enni took Xie Maoyan's hand and strode home.
They are all people who have been deeply hurt and have seen strong winds and waves, no matter what means Xie Lingjun comes up with, they are not afraid, as long as they have each other by their side.
Hearing the news that Xie Maoyan entered the hospital in the middle of the night, Xie Lingjun was a little worried and a little happy.
But the next day, seeing Xie Maoyan and Cheng Enni going out as if nothing had happened, and the relationship between the two was not affected in the slightest, Xie Lingjun couldn't be happy.
Why is that?
Cheng Enni is really too incomprehensible, obviously she is just an ordinary girl in a small county town, and her life experience is blank, why is she not at all like a girl of her age.
Shouldn't she be intimidated and question Xie Maoyan?
Why is there no quarrel, it seems that there is not even the slightest ripple!
Cheng Enni always believed that as long as she and Xie Maoyan believed in each other, no one would be able to destroy them, so Cheng Enni didn't take Xie Lingjun's existence too seriously.
She's so busy with things that she has long felt that she doesn't have enough time, and she can't wait for thirty-six hours a day so that she can spend all of her time at work.
The garment factory has successively released two batches of goods, and the feedback is very good, the summer model in the factory is already in the final stage, and it is about to be put into the design of the autumn model, and Cheng Enni is not busy at all.
The more things there are, the more shortcomings are exposed.
Just when Cheng Enni was lacking skills, Xie Maoyan helped her recruit the management personnel to arrive, and recruited a total of three people, all of whom have relevant experience, but they are not old fritters who have been mixed for many years, and they are still very young and motivated.
These three people simply rained in time, and immediately straightened out the work at hand of Cheng Enni, and Cheng Enni was able to focus more on the design and research of autumn models.
This semester, Chen Jianshe almost didn't meet Cheng Enni a few times, and the two didn't even eat together in the cafeteria.
Compared with other classmates who don't know what Cheng Enni is busy with, Chen Jianshe knows a little bit, although he is a little unhappy, but he is more happy for Cheng Enni and strives to keep up with Cheng Enni.
Although she is not as capable as Cheng Enni, she can still do it easily if she strives to achieve results in her studies.
He Jianshe also recommended himself to Cheng Enni's shop as a temporary worker, and when there was not much homework after class, he went to Cheng Enni's store to work and study, and received the same salary as other temporary workers.
"I heard my sister say that He Huan went back to open a clothing store, but it never opened, in fact, her business is not bad, but there are always people who go to make trouble." Cheng Yanzi now has a good relationship with Chen Jianshe and often stays together.
Chen Jianshe felt that Cheng Yanzi dropped out of school at a young age and encouraged Cheng Yanzi to go to night school.
Anyway, it's a good thing to have a diploma, in Chen Jianjian's words, that is, you don't want to give your sister Enni a station store for the rest of your life, you go to learn something, take a certificate, and go to work in the factory and sit in the office in the future.
To be honest, Cheng Enni also persuaded her, but she persuaded her from other angles, Cheng Yanzi didn't listen to it much, she still prefers to play, go to work during the day to get paid, watch TV after work and go to the park to dance or watch TV shopping with friends, how fun.
Unexpectedly, if it was replaced by Chen Jianjian, Cheng Yanzi actually listened to it, and according to Chen Jianjian's suggestion, she went to the accounting class of the night school and started to read.
No, the nature of Yanzi's gossip has not changed, now Cheng Enni is busy, she can't tell Cheng Enni about the news at home, so she told Chen Jianjian, "He Huan deserves it, she will definitely regret her death now!" ”
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